Tyler opened the door to Josh's house, being met with Laura, bill, abigail, and Ashley all sitting in the living room watching tv.

"hey Tyler." bill said.

"hey guys. uh, Josh in his room?" Tyler asked, pointing up.

"yeah. and jordan is taking a nap I think. he hasnt been down here in a while. josh ask you to come?" he said.

"thought I'd surprise him." Tyler shrugged, heading up the stairs to Josh's room.

he walked in, opening the door and seeing Josh laying down asleep wearing Tyler's white Nike hoodie and his boxers, and he was spooning jordan who was also asleep.

Tyler cooed, grabbing his phone and taking a picture of them. he posted it on his snapchat story with the caption "my two boys💗".

he stood there and watched them with a smile on his face for a little bit, deciding against waking them up.

he slid his shirt off, climbing under the blanket trying to be as quiet as possible. he spooned Josh and jordan, setting his hand on jordans stomach.

he kissed the back of joshs neck, burying his face in his soft hair.

"I love you Joshua." Tyler whispered, falling asleep to Jordan's little snores.

-

"Josh. joshyyyy. wake up." Jordan whispered, shaking josh.

"what's wrong J?" Josh asked.

"tywers here." he said, pointing behind Josh.

"yeah he must've came when we were asleep." Josh said.

"I'm gonna go downstairs." he said.

"shut the door on your way out bud." Josh said, him doing so.

Josh rolled over so he was facing Tyler, wrapping his arms around his waist and kissing his neck.

Tyler shuffled around, waking up and smiling.

"hey baby." he said in a very raspy voice, Josh blushing.

"when did you get here?" Josh asked.

"I thought I'd come and surprise you and I came in and you and jordan were asleep so I thought I'd join." Tyler said, pulling Josh on top of him and rubbing his eyes.

Josh kissed him, sliding their tongues together all around.

"you're the love of my life Tyler." Josh said, laying his head on Tyler's chest.

Tyler's cheeks burned red, not being able to hold back his smile.

"as you are mine." Tyler said, squeezing him.

Josh grabbed his phone, sitting up and taking a picture of Tyler with a very soft, tired smile on his face. he typed out the caption, "Tyler came when I was asleep and he layed down and took a nap with me and didnt wake me up and that just shows me that I'm even more in love with him." and he put it on his story.

"look." Tyler said, showing Josh the picture he put on his story.

"jordans so cute." Josh said.

"I'm gonna make this my lockscreen it's just too cute." Tyler said, saving it to his camera roll.

his lock screen right now is a picture that him and Josh took after tylers first baseball game. Tyler had on his baseball uniform and his hat and Josh was wearing Tyler's Letterman jacket. Tyler had his arm around Josh's shoulder and Josh had his arms wrapped around his waist.

his home screen was the picture he posted with jay and Jordan after that one basketball game.

"there." Tyler said, showing Josh his new lockscreen.

"adorable." Josh said.

"grab my bag." Tyler said, pointing to it.

Josh reached off the side of the bed, grabbing Tyler's bag and handing it to him.

"I brought you a present." Tyler said.

"what is it?" Josh asked, Tyler ruffling through his bag.

"close your eyes." Tyler said, Josh doing so.

"okay open." Josh opened his eyes, Tyler holding up a big bag of hot cheetos.

"yay!" Josh cheered, grabbing the bag from Tyler.

"you know me so well." Josh said, Tyler chuckling.

"of course i do." he said.

Josh leaned down, setting his hand on Tyler's chest as he pressed their lips together.

Tyler rolled them over so he was on top. he parted Josh's lips with his tongue, sliding it in over Josh's. he slid it under, Josh feeling his tongue piercing. he slightly bit Josh's lip, moving their lips together in perfect sync.

they both pulled away for air, Tyler pressing wet kisses all over his face before kissing him again.

he kissed his neck, his cheeks, his nose, his forehead, his chin, his lips. basically anywhere he could reach he kissed.

his slid their tongues together again, pulling apart and burying his face in Josh's neck.

Josh tilted his head back more, Tyler kissing and sucking a hickey onto the side of his neck.

he kissed his face again and then his lips for a good 5 minutes.

they kissed a lot.

but neither Josh nor Tyler were tired of kissing.

they felt that they couldn't kiss enough.

Tyler layed his head on Josh's chest, Josh playing with his hair. they sat in silence for awhile, just enjoying each others presence.

"I'm sorry." Tyler said.

"what are you sorry for baby?" Josh asked, furrowing his eyebrows.

"I dont deserve you Joshua." Tyler said.

"why do you say that?" Josh said, sitting up a bit.

"I've been such a bad boyfriend. you deserve so much better than me." Tyler said.

"Tyler what's wrong?" Josh said, Tyler sitting up and straddling Josh.

"I cant believe I actually cheated on you Josh. why did you take me back? I'm nothing. I dont deserve you. you're so amazing. you shouldn't have taken me back. I'm worthless." Tyler said, tears in his eyes.

"Tyler Robert Joseph. stop talking like that before I smack you. you're perfect Tyler. yeah you may have fucked up and I never wanted to see you again but that was just because I didnt think you cared. i didn't know how much you actually cared until I saw you put such an effort up to get me back. I am in love with you. nothings gonna change that. ever. I took you back because I knew you were sorry. you're not nothing. you're not worthless. you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I dont know what I would do without you. I wanna spend every second of everyday with you. I wanna kiss you and love you and touch you all the time. just seeing your face sends tingles all through me. I still get butterflies in my stomach when we kiss. and my heart still stops when you give me that damn smile with that damn look in your eye. I know you love me. I know that you're sorry. you matter Tyler Joseph. you are the best thing that's ever happened in my life. I was so bored and depressed and I knew I was missing something. then you came along and gave me that smirk and I knew I was falling in love. and I was so scared Tyler. but it turned out to be the best thing that's ever happened to me. I love you. never forget that. I know you messed up. that's in the past. we need to focus on us. on our future. forget what's in the past Tyler." Josh finished up, tears running down tylers face.

he didnt break eye contact that whole time, looking into joshs eyes and knowing that he meant every single little thing he said.

"i-i dont know what to say." Tyler said.

"you dont have to say anything Tyler." Josh said.

Tyler blinked the tears out of his eyes, Josh wiping his face with the pads of his thumbs.

"I love you Josh." Tyler said.

"I know baby." Josh said. he pulled Tyler in for a hug, setting his hand on the back of his head and playing with his hair.

"is that why you came over?" Josh asked.

"I wasnt feeling the best. I came over cause I knew seeing your face would make me feel better." tyler said.

"why didnt you tell me?" Josh said.

"cause I didn't wanna put my problems on you. you dont need my problems when you already have your own. I can manage on my own." Tyler said.

"dont you ever even hesitate to tell me anything. I dont care if I'm having the worst day of my life. you tell me if anything is bothering you. everyone needs to let things off their chest no matter how cool and tough they are." Josh said, Tyler smiling.

Tyler nodded, continuing to cry into Josh's shoulder.

"tell me. what's wrong?" Josh asked.

"i-im okay now." Tyler said.

"ty...please?" Josh said.

Tyler sighed, grabbing joshs hand and running this thumb across his knuckles.

"I just- i-i dont know. I feel awful. I just keep on thinking of all the things I've done. I'm such a bad person. I broke your heart, plus all the countless other people I've broken and I've tried but I just dont care. it bothers me so much that I don't even care that I hurt them. does that make me a bad person?"  Tyler said.

"you're not a bad person Tyler. you weren't in love with them. you shouldn't have cheated. cheating is never okay. you shouldve just not dated them or broken up with them before cheating. but you're not a bad person for not falling in love with someone. you need to wait for your soulmate. who you're truly in love with. and I found mine." Josh said, looking into Tyler's eyes.

"thank you. and I'm one hundred percent sure I found mine too." Tyler said.

"thank you for telling me." Josh blushed.

"you're not worthless Tyler. you mean so much to me and brendon and Ryan and Emma. your parents and my parents. all of our siblings and jay and jordan. we all care so much about you Tyler." Josh said.

Tyler flipped them back over where Josh was straddling him.

he kissed his lips, sliding his hands all up his back and on his butt.

"better?" Josh asked.

"much." Tyler said.

they layed back down, cuddling together.

and guess what.

kissed some more.

and neither of them complained cause they both would rather be in each others arms then anywhere else on the planet.

A/N: aw

I JUST KILLED A MOTHER FUCKING HUGE ASS SPIDER IN MY ROOM AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THEYRE CRAWLING ALL OVER ME AND I KEEP ON ITCHING EWEWEWJDSUSHEYIS