Josh wakes up from his nap, looking around his room and assuming everyone is down in the living room.

He shuffles, standing up and heading down stairs.

He sees all the boys sitting on the couch and chairs watching a movie.

"Did you have a nice nap Joshy?" Dallon asked.

"Yes i did." He laughed, sitting in Tyler's lap.

"Hey baby." Tyler whispered.

"Hi." Josh giggled.

He kisses him, Josh blushing, heart pumping out of his chest.

"What time is it?" Josh asked.

"8:00" Ryan says while throwing a grape a brendon.

"Hey you fucker." Brendon says and throws it back.

"Hey." Tyler says to Josh while the bus are throwing grapes at each other.

"Hi." Josh smiles.

Tyler sets their foreheads together, his chest feeling tight.

He wants to be able to call Josh his. He wants to be able to hold his hand around people and kiss him whenever.

He wants to love Josh.

He just can't bring himself to it.

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"Yall ready to go to bed?" Tyler yawned.

"Yeah." Everyone said and stood up.

Brendon and Ryan went to one of the spare bedrooms, Tyler and Josh went up to Josh room, and dallon took the couch.

"Goodnight fuckers." Brendon said, getting goodnight from everyone else.

The two boys get comfy under the covers, Tyler spooning Josh from behind.

Joshs mind wondered off, feeling Tyler's strong arms around him.

He wanted more.

No, not sex. Just more.

More hand holding and hugging. More cuddling and kissing. He wanted to be able to do all this at school, in front of people.

He wanted to call Tyler his.

He wanted Tyler.

"Tyler?" Josh said, breaking the silence, heart racing.

"Yeah baby." He yawned.

"D-do you wanna maybe go to that cafe down the street Saturday?" He asked.

"The one with the supposedly amazing coffee?" He asked.

"Yeah."

"Sure, why not." The taller boy smiled, moving their body's closer and letting sleep take over.

"Goodnight josh." Tyler says, Josh saying it back.

He closes his eyes, letting sleep overwhelm his body.

Meanwhile, Josh stays awake, listing to the grasshoppers chirping and thinking of ways to make Tyler his.