Your Pov
(ERMERGERDIKNOWRIIGGHHtT)

I Bolted Up In Bed Clutching My
(F/c) Bed Sheets Breathing Heavily Trying To Balance Out The Dream And Reality "What Was That About" I Asked Myself Closing My Eyes And Regaining My Posture 'Just A Dream' I Thought Swinging My Feet Over The Bed Just.A.Really.Long.Dream I Smile And Take A Deep Breath But Immediately Regret It And Scrunch My Nose In Disgust 'Garbage.. Typical' But The Disgust Is Soon Replaced With A Heavenly Feeling When I Feel The Plush Carpet Underneath My Feet And I Just Sit There For A While Enjoying The Feeling And Stand Up But Am Quickly Pulled Back Down By Something Causing Pain To Shoot Up My Right And Left Arm I Wince In Pain And Look Down At My Arms Feeling A Bit Numb And Raise An Eyebrow But When I Seen Needles My Eyes Widened As My Shakey Hands Pull Them Out Covering The Wounds With My Hands And Attempt To Stand Up One More Time But Falling Down "Damn, Feels Like I Haven't Walked In Weeks" I Get Up Again And Use My Hand To Put On The Dresser For Some Leverage And Slowly Put One Foot In Front Of Another 'I Feel Like A Baby Learning To Walk' I Shake My Head From My Thoughts But Bad Idea I Take One Of My Hands Of The Dresser And Grip My Head Almost Immediately Which Causes Ne To Lose My Balance Making A Loud Thud 'Pop' "A-A-Agh M-My K-Knee Just P-Popped" You Whimper 'Ugh My Throats Dry' Not Even A Second Later There Is Footsteps Running To My Room 'Meh Saviour' I Smile When My Dad Walks In "I-Impossible" You Narrow You Eyes "J-Ju-Just Go-onna St-Stand There A-And W-Watch Me" I Took A Deep Breath 'So Much To Speak' "No Im Still Dreaming" Your Gaze Softens "D-Da-ddy" Your Dad Comes And Hugs You And You Hug Back Letting A Tear Slip "D-Daddy I-t-Its M-Me" You Say "You've Grown So Much" You Smile "Jane Come"
You Raise An Eyebrow In Confusion Another Person Enters And Gasps She Has (M/h/c mums Hair color)
And (M/e/c mums Eye color)
And She Was Wearing Lace Lingerie You Scoff Causing Your Throat To Dry More "Y-Your Not M-My Mom" She Just Glares And Mumbles Something I Can't Quite Hear "Uhh Y/N This Your Mom Jane, Jane This Is Your Daughter Y/N" You Force A Smile While Hers Smile Is So Fake Your Dad Just Sighs "Wh-Why Do-oes Sh-She Look Like Mom" You Ask Through Gritted Teeth "Y/N, This Is Your Mom" Your Dad Says Lightly Smiling "Ya Right Moms Not A Slut" You Say Managing It To Come Right And Then You Feel A Tingiling Feeling On Your Cheek And You Slowly Put Your Skakey Hand There "W-What Was That" You Ask Confused Then You Look Up To Jane Whos Eyez Are Wide Mumbling Something To Her Self Again Something Among The Lines 'S-- --n- be T-e One' Realization Slaps You In The Back "You Slapped Me You Bitch" Only To Be Responded With A Scoff "(D/N) Get Out I Need To Speak With My Daughter" She Smiles Sweetly Which Shatters Right Through Your Fathers Walls 'Daddy Da' Fuq' You Think As He Walks Out "Listen In Sorry But I'm Tired Of Your Shit So Keep Acting Up And I'm Not Gonna Hurt You But Im Going T-" You Cut Her Short "Ya What My Other Mom Would Do, Love Me? hmm No Just As I Thought Your Not My Mom" I Say And Just Push Her Outt aThe Way Getting Up And Falling To My Knees Again Then Blacking Out