I smiled as I carried Abel to the table where Tara was sitting, we had just got pictures with Mickey.

"How your feeling mama?" I asked her rubbing her bump

"Good thank you for all this Gigi."

"Oh please this is what aunties are for, to spoil and send him home." I said making her laugh I sat Abel down and he started walking around the table. We rented the park out so it was just us. Tony was getting some food while Happy was with Lyla and the bigger kids.

"It sucks Jax couldn't be here."

"I know that's why we're taking so many pictures." I said taking her hand I missed Jax too especially during times like this

"Do you know what you're having yet?" I asked and she smiled

"It's a boy."

"Oh Tara."

"We're excited Jax and I were thinking about naming him Thomas." She said and I felt my chest get tight, losing Thomas hit us hard.

"I think Thomas is perfect."

"Um I do have a favor to ask you." She said and I looked at her

"Anything."

"I want you to be there when I have him, we've always got along I would prefer you be there instead of your mother, no offence."

"None taken and of course I will."

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Four months Later

Tara was due any day now so I was staying with her and Abel, it was weird being in Charming and not seeing Jax. I was able to go visit him last week. I was at the grocery store grabbing some stuff for dinner and a few of Tara's craves.

"Gigi?" I turned to see Kayla standing there we've saw each other a few times, but she still hasn't talked to me since David passed

"Hey." I said putting the last bag in the car

"How are you?" I asked her

"I've been ok, I've been a bad friend though."

"No you haven't you had every reason to be upset."

"I shouldn't have taken it out on you. that was so wrong,"

"Look I get it the club brings trouble, and it's usually an innocent bystander who gets hurt. I really hate that it had to be David."

"David was doing her job, and unfortunately that was a risk he was willing to take. I know he would have never forgiven himself if something happened to Tara. How is she doing by the way?"

"She's good she's due any day now I'm here helping her out until after she has the baby."

"That's sweet of you."

"Listen I have to go, but if you're up for it why don't we get lunch together tomorrow."

"Sounds good," She said awkwardly I wanted to hug her, I really missed my best friend but I wasn't going to push. So I waved then I got in my car and drove back to Tara and Jax's.

After dinner Tara and I were putting the finishing touches on the nursery. It wasn't a lot to do because Thomas and Abel will be so close in ago so we just made some small changes to make the room more personal for Thomas since we turned the guest room into Abel's room,

"Gemma's keeping Abel for the night...again," Tara told me as she waddled back into the room. I laughed and shook my head, I really think somewhere in Gemma's head she believes Abel is hers.

"Well that's good I guess, we wouldn't have to wake if you go into labor." I said with a shrugged

"Well according to Gemma she still wants to be in the delivery room too." She said sitting in the rocking chair

"That sounds about right but just say the word and I'll handle her."

"Because you're scary just like her." She teased and I glared at her

"It's a complement not many people can stare down Gemma Teller the way you do."

"I guess you have a point, I used to scared of her though.'

"What changed?"

"When I learned it was ok not to accept scraps even if they are from your mother. I used to want to please her, I used to want that relationship I saw other girls have with their moms. So I was willing to take whatever she gave me just because she was giving me something. It led to the worst relationship of my life and it damn near broke me."

"Yeah Jax told me what happened with Happy, I'm sorry you had to go through that."

"It's fine I'm over it seeing him used to bother me I still get a little anxious sometimes from seeing him but not like it used to."

"What do you know about your mom and Clay?" She asked and I shrugged

"I don't know not much Clay always had more a liking to Jax than me. I've always kind of kept my distance, especially with my suspicions of when they actually got together."

"You think they were seeing each other before J.T died?"

"They got married less than a year after he passed, so yeah I think it pretty obvious but because he's the president everyone turns a blind eye. But then I learned what I learned about my dad Ireland then I think who can really blame her?"

"What do you think about Maureen?"

"Not much but she loved him that I could tell. Till this day she still loves him." I said and I looked at Tara she seemed to be thinking about something

"Are you ok?" I asked her and she smiled

"Yeah I'm good." She said but I could tell there was something she was holding back

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I smiled at Jax said bye to Thomas and Tara, she gave birth a month ago and once we got the ok we brought him to see Jax. I was leaving at the end of the week but we worked out a schedule where I could come back and help and next month I would take Abel with Tony and I to New York for two weeks. He kissed Tara again

"Ley me talk to Gigi really quick." He said and she nodded he kissed her once more then Thomas and she packed up the baby

"I'm going to go change him before we hit the road." she told me then left the visiting room

"Thank you so much for everything Gigi I mean it."

"We're family that point of having siblings to help each other out. "

"Yeah but with everything on your plate and you still took the time to help Tara means a lot."

"I've always liked Tara now if was Wendi it would be another story/." I joked and he laughed

"Ok but I need one more favor, this is just so I don't have to ask Gemma."

"Name it." I said and he pulled a picture out of his pocket of an tenement ring

"Oh Jax!" I smiled

"I was thinking of something similar to this for Tara, you think you can find it/'

"Can I? Tony has one the best jewelers in the world."

"Whoa I don't have Stark money now." He teased and I hit his arm

"I know, I just mean the man literally has everything, I can defiantly find this, and if it's a price difference so what I'll cover it."

"G I don't want you to spend your money."

"Well it's my money so I'll do what have to." I said and he shook his head as the guard called out the end of visiting time I hugged him again, I was happy for him that he was really settling down this time.