Fake you out

This is written based off the lyrics of fake you out by twenty-one pilots.

Dans pov

As I pass through the school hallways I put on my fake smile it has already become part of my daily ritual. I wear a mask so no one can see who I truly am.

  I want to drive away
In the night, headlights call my name  

Sometimes I wish I could just go away. 

Leave and never come back nobody would miss me after all. 

I sit down in my usual spot at the back of the classroom. Today the teacher said there would be a new student. I hope he doesn't sit next to me. I hope he doesn't see through me.

A boy with snow white skin blue eyes and black hair enters through the door. He sits next to me and smiles. He tries talking to me but I ignore.

At lunch, he tries talking to me again this time I respond.

  I, I'll never be, be what you see inside
You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified
You say that you are close, is close the closest star?
You just feel twice as far, you just feel twice as far

As the days pass we become closer and closer. He tells me that I'm not as mean as I look on the outside and that he knows me very well and that I can always count on him. I tell him he barely knows me and no one ever will.  

  And I'll fall
And I'll break
And I'll fake
All I wanna

I continue with my daily routine I wearing my facade as I always do.

  I'm so afraid
Of what you have to say
Cause I am quiet now
And silence gives you space

Phil says he has to talk to me and that it's important. I silently await what he has to say fearing of what is to come.

He asks me why in so quiet and never talk about myself I don't respond.

  It's the same game today as it always is
I don't give these places fake my name explaining this
And the wrists of my mind have the bleeding lines
That remind me of all the times...
I have committed  

Today Phil saw my scars he asked me why I do that to myself I tell him its a punishment for what I've done.

  dirty dirty crimes that are perfectly form-fitted
To what I've done and what I'm doing
I'm brewing and losing and spewing infusing
And believe me, that's what all the kids are doing  

He asks me what I did and I tell him I tried to escape.

  What kids are doing are killing themselves
They feel they have no control of their prisoner's cell
And if you're one of them then you're one of me
And you would do almost anything just to feel free...  

I tell him I do it to try and escape to try and be free.

  Am I right? Of course I am
Convince me otherwise would take all night
Before you walk away, there's one more thing I want to say

Today I left, I went to a small town and got a job to pay for an apartment as the years pass I can't stop thinking of that boy who saw through me, that boy who saw my scars, that boy who I left, and as I take my last breath and my skin tears I say his name.

Our brains are sick but that's okay  

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