Kie's POV:

I wasn't mad at JJ, it's not his fault but he left the room. I just worry that he's going to change his mind about having a baby. I don't care if he changes his mind now, but if he changes his mind while I'm pregnant or after, I can't lose him.

I hated having that fear in my mind. It totally ruined the sex for me and I hated having the barrier of a condom between me and my husband. It didn't feel like us. I didn't feel as connected to him as I usually do. It didn't feel as good as it usually does. It reminded me of the bad sex I used to have with my ex-boyfriend Cody, just going through the motions.

I hated that JJ left the room. I was giving him some time before I went down to talk to him. He came back a few minutes later and he sat in bed with a folder and I asked, "Are you mad at me?"

"No, not all... Are you mad at me?"

"No, it's my fault.. My brain wasn't focus on us having sex and the condom sex just isn't the same"

He said, "I know you think me suddenly wanting kids is new and that I'm going to change my mind because I've done it so many times before. But I wanna show you something"

He opened the folder and said, "These were the blueprints for the house that I had made up when I was doing renovations"

I handed her the first one and she looked at it and said, "It looks identical to how the house used to be"

"Because it is, I was just going to fix it up... New floors, paint the walls, replace the furniture, the basics" He explained

He handed me the blueprint of the current house we were in with the addition and he said, "This is what I ended up doing"

I looked at it and it had the whole addition he added and he said, "This house had two bedrooms, one for us and the other I knew you'd want as your office..."

"But we were broken up" I said confused

"I know and everyday without you, I was going crazy. I focused on the house to try and distract myself because all I ever want is for you to be happy. I don't know, I just knew that we'd figure our shit out and I just knew we'd need a bigger house because I know how badly you wanted to be a mom"

"You added those rooms knowing I wanted kids?"

"Yes, it was the whole reason for the addition"

"You're not just saying that?" I asked

"No, see" He said handing me a list of things that he wanted to add to the house and on the list, he wrote 'more bedrooms for future kids'

I had tears in her eyes and I asked, "Why didn't you ever tell me this?"

"Because I wasn't sure if we'd actually have kids, but I am now. I wanna make a baby with you. I'm not going anywhere but I'll wait as long as you want to wait to start trying. I love you, Kiara Anna Maybank"

"I love you too" I said as he wiped the tears that were falling from my eyes with his thumb

He leaned in and softly kissed my lips. I loved him and I know he'd never lie to me. If he really didn't to have a baby, he would tell me. He loves me, I know that and I know our marriage is strong. I pulled back from the kiss and he looked concerned.

He looked into my eyes and I said, "Put a baby in me"

"Really?" He asked

"Yeah, I don't want to wait any longer to be parents"

He kissed me and went back to making out before having much better sex than earlier. I couldn't believe we were officially trying for a baby. We were both so happy. We laid in bed and JJ said, "Hey, Kie"

"Yeah?"

"I love you so much and I can't believe this is happening. I'm excited to start this new journey with you"

"I love you too and can't wait for us to be parents. There isn't anybody else in the world that I'd want to be married to or have babies with"

"Me either, you're it, babe" He said kissing me again

We fell asleep and the next few days, we had a lot of sex as I was in my fertile window and my husband is just hot as fuck.

One night, JJ looked at me and he asked, "Do you have any names you like?"

I smiled and said, "I'm not even pregnant yet and you're already talking about names"

"You could be" He said smiling

"I could be" I said thinking about the fact that I could be growing a baby right now

The baby would only be a maximum of three days old, but I could be. I pulled my notes app up on my phone and showed it to him.

"Holy shit, you have a lot of names you like and you even have names you don't like" He said laughing

"Yeah, I don't think it's a good idea to name our future sons Cody or Matthew just like it's not a good idea to name our future daughter Paige"

"That bitch is crazy" He said smiling and it turned into his famous smirk

"If she's so crazy why do you have that look on your face?"

"Because I'm thinking about how hot it was that one time you punched her"

I laughed and he said, "I'm serious, that was hot watching you defend me"

"I'll get into fights more often then" I smirked

"Oh no, you won't mama" He said putting his hand on my stomach

I looked into his eyes and I said, "You are going to be an amazing dad"

"I hope so" He said nervously

"If I didn't think you were dad material, I wouldn't be letting you cum inside me" I said which made him laugh

We went back to talking about baby names and JJ asked, "Why's my legal name on here?"

"Because if we have a boy, I'd love for his middle name to be either Jackson or James after you"

"Really?"

"Yes" I smiled

"What if it's a girl? Are we going to have her middle name be Kiara or Anna?"

"Maybe Anna, but not Kiara"

JJ looked at me and he said, "I think the first name should be unique, you know give the kids their own name and then make the middle name named after someone"

"I like that" I said smiling at my husband's idea

JJ and I spent almost two hours picking out names we liked. Obviously, nothing was set in stone until I actually gave birth and I wasn't even pregnant. We decided not to tell our friends that we were trying for a baby. The only people who knew were my parents. John B still thinks that JJ got a vasectomy.

JJ and I wanted to enjoy this time without the pressure of everyone asking if we were pregnant yet. It was kind of fun to have this secret. It reminded me of when we were fake dating and we were the only ones who knew that the relationship was fake.