Earlier that night, that crazy, unbelievable night, I would not have ever expected these things to happen to me.

Earlier that night, I was a different person. I had completely changed  in the course of a few moonlit hours. 

But even though it felt like a fairy tale romance, I knew the realities of this lifestyle; that life was fast and so was the replacement of women. 

But I knew this all when I willingly came here, I knew it wasn't going to end with me walking down the aisle toward him. I knew my fate. 

I was just another girl, in another state, on another night on this crazy tour that all of them wanted to end so they could go home to their respectable wives and girlfriends; leaving me, and many others, a thing of the past. 

Maybe.. 

But maybe, he was different.. 

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This is awful, but hopefully someone will find this to be a good read!