TW: homophobia, internalised homophobia, yelling and homophobic parents
(This is mostly in flashbacks and doesn't involve violence)

Biblico's POV:
I was sitting outside watching my sister play as I read another book. I look up to see a boy he was really cute he walks over to me handing me a purple flower smiling before running off.
I wake up it was just a bad dream but it was also a memory I was ten at the time I didn't understand what I was feeling.
Lucky I learnt how wrong the thoughts I had were and stoped them.
Anyway I get ready to shower, I move around my room before walking to the bathroom.
Mori walks out with their hair in a towel "hey" they walk past back to their room.
After my shower I open the door to see Zaine who walked into me. "Hey~" he had fallen down "hello" "give me a hand?" He asks holding out his hand "yes yes" I help him up. "Thanks babe" he walks past me into the bathroom. I walk back to my room "he's disgusting!" I growl fixing up my hair.
I mean he's cute though "no" I grab a book beginning to read it.
Zaine is pretty funny I block out the thoughts as I read.
"I would love to cuddle with him" I say out loud I cover my mouth "no I don't!" I put my book back down walking out my room.
After walking for a few minutes I had distracted myself from the thoughts. "Ahh~" I hear Zaine walking towards me I roll my eyes as he walks past "hey you me five o'clock?" He asks "no" "but why? "Your so disgusting" "oh that hurt my feelings" he frowns "serious you sinful and should be ashamed" "Biblico your going t-" "you need to change" "change what exactly?" "You're attraction to men" "ok fuck off!" he storms off.
Zaine's POV:
I walk away from Biblico past Mori and towards my room, they had told me to dial it down around Biblico but wow he was a straight up prick.
The bad thing was I knew I had feelings for him I hoped he would at least be civil around me but after that my heart has shattered.
I walk into my room wanting to cry I have had a lot of people say way worse things to me but coming from the guy I like was heart shattered. I soon fall asleep well hugging my stuffed animal.

Biblico's POV:
I was angry at myself Zaine is a good guy under a thick layer of lust but it was true he needed to stop it was disgusting. Yet he was really handsome but "no!" Shake the thoughts out of my head.
He needed to hear it.. but what if he wasn't wrong? "No my parents wouldn't lie to me" I sit on my bed looking at the roof.
"Biblico you in there?" It was mori "yes?" I ask opening my door "oh hello Mori" "hey why was Zaine on the verge of tears?" "I don't know" "listen I get he's well him but if you said something to him!" "I just said he was disgusting" "really?" "And he should stop his attraction to men" "you can't say that!" "Why not is it not true?" "No it's false, I get that your religious but fucking respect Zaine's sexuality!" "Are you done?" "Yes" they nod before walking away.
"I should apologise" I mumble before walking to Zaine's room as Mori gives me a death glare.
I open it to fine Zaine sleeping his cheeks had tear lines and he was hugging a stuffed toy. "Zaine?" I ask "Zaine?" I shake his shoulder a little he was so calm at the moment I lean down and kiss his forehead softly before waking him up. "Hmm?" I ask "hey I came to apologise" "for being homophobic or braking my heart?" "What?" "Go on apologise" "how did I brake your heart?"
"I like you dip shit" "I... why?" "Look at you your adorable" "oh thanks... I'm sorry for saying well what I said" "it's fine anyway~" he stands up leaning in and kissing me. "No!" I push him off me and walk to my room face burning up. I walk in shutting the door "what was that?" I sit on my bed, I liked it a lot it came from nowhere and yet I want more why did I leave? "No it's wrong!" I sit on my bed confused.
Maybe I'm just confused maybe I actually hate it and I just think I like it because he's cute.
Who am I kidding I like him so what if my parents told me it's wrong? Devils tongue didn't seem to care about it to much?
I sit up and walk back into Zaine's room "Zaine?" "Yes?" He opens his door "are you ok? I did push you" "I'm fine you can push me anytime you want" he smirks "yes I see... I- Zaine?" "Hmm?" "I wanted to say sorry about pushing you away" I rub my arm nervously. "Hmm it's not the first time I've been pushed over" he smirks "of course you have, but I liked it, as in the kiss I liked kissing you not pushing you away" "hmm" he smiles.
"You want to kiss again?" He asks stepping closer to me "yes" I look at his lips before kissing him.
"Zaine?" "Yeah?" "I like you" I says terrified "that's ok," he cups my cheek "I like you two" I feel my face heat up before smiling at him "you want to sleep over?" He asks "no" I shake my head "why?" "Zaine I don't..." "no I actually mean sleep" "maybe anytime" I walk out back to my room.
I lay on my bed confused I like him that's ok... I let out a shaky breath as I fall asleep.
I was in my bed room my mother sitting reading me scripture. "What dose that mean?" I ask confused "you know that boy from the park?" "Yes mother?" "He is bad you can't like him?" "Why?" "He gave you a flower" "Lara gives boys flowers all the time?" "But she's a girl?" "So I can't give people flowers?" "You can give girls flowers" "oh I get it" I smile before she path my head walking away.
I look at my bed side table a small purple flower sat there...
I sit up another bad dream I look at my clock one am... I stand up and walk to Zaine's room "Zaine?" I open the door to see him sleeping. I walk over to him tugging on his sleeve "hmm?" He sits up "you ok?" He mumbles "can I sleep here?" "Did you have a bad dream?" He lifts up the blankets for me "yes I dreamed about my mother" "I thought you respected your parents?" He moves my hair from my face. "I do but I don't think everything they told me was true?" "Hmm?" "They told me I can't get flowers from boys" "come here" he pulls me into a hug, this can't be wrong it's to sweet to be anything less then perfect.
I wake up to an empty bed "hmm?" I look around for Zaine "Zaine?" I sit up walking out I walk to my room.
It's been a few hours since I left my room I wasn't hiding but didn't feel like talking with the other's.
"Biblico?" "Yes?" I walk over to my door "we had a meeting are you sick why didn't you show up?" "Sorry I forgot about it" "it's ok just talk to mori or Zaine about what the meetings as about" "yes if you don't mind why can't you tell me?" "I don't have the time" "yes you do-" he poofs away "hate when he dose that" I look up to see Zaine "why didn't you tell me about the meeting?" "You were asleep at the time plus it was a really long meeting I didn't want you fall asleep in the meeting" "aww you care" I smile "of cause I do" he steps into my room "wanna talk for a bit?" "Sure" I nod sitting on my bed.
We sit together talking for a while until I fall asleep laying down next to him.
I look around the park for my sister she had run off with a friend of her. "Are you ok what are you looking for?" I turn to see a boy "I'm look for my sister" "what dose she look like?" "Like me big short, longer hair and wearing a summer dress" "I'll help you look for her" he smiles pulling me along we find her climbing a tree "Lara mum and dad said we're going now" I call out "ok race you back!" He jumps down running off I go to run off but the boy was still holding my hand "thanks for the help" "no problem" he nods "I should get going" I turn to leave "wait" he kisses my cheek "I need to go" I walk back do my parents. "What was that why did you take so long?" My dad asks "he was looking for my hair band but I found it" Lara smile "did I see that boy you were with hold your hand?" "Yes" "what did I tell you about that" "not to?" "Good now let's go" we walk back home.
I sit up looking around another memory that one was from when I was fourteen that boy was my first kiss the memory left a soar taste in my mouth.
My parents had found out a few days later and yelled at me for it I believe a friend of my parents saw him kiss me.
I look beside me to see Zaine sleeping he had his arms around my waist I pat his head laying back down "Hmm?" He opens his eyes confused "sorry" I whisper softly. "Why are you awake?" He asks "I had a bad dream is all don't worry about it" "come here" he pulls me into a tighter hug before kissing me. My face heats up from the kiss I smile leaning against his chest "is hat was your dream?" "It was a about my first kiss" "and it was a nightmare?" "The dream wasn't actually scary it was what happened after it" "I don't understand" "it was a memory... a boy kissed me and my parents found out" I mumble "I see you want another hug?" "Yeah" I mumble leaning into him before falling asleep.

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This is long and took me over a week to finish so fuck editing you can deal with misspelled words.
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