A/N:  Sorry guys this is a really sad chapter! but it is necesarry for the story to continue..... This really is a Gruvia chapter so gomen for the massive annount of Nalu and Jerza, Gale and Rowen lovers. This was hard to write but I did it....

Xxxxx. E.G

Gray ( in Natsu's body ) P.O.V

So I had to be fucking flamebrain!! I was now sitting against the couch. Juvia was above me staring at me with pleading eyes. Okay she was confused for a bit but I HATE it to see her with another! even if it was myself....

"Gray-sama you aren't mad at Juvia right?" Juvia whispered softly while looking away from my face.

" I dunno...." I sighed and stood up. Juvia was on the edge of crying but held still. 

I looked at Natsu who was stuffing my body with several foods.

"OI FLAME BRAIN EASY ON THE GOODY'S!" I groawled.

" I'M TO HUNGRY ASSHOLE SINCE WHEN DID YOU EAT ACTUALLY?!" Natsu snapped back causing me to stare at Lucy who had made herself and Levy some tea.

"Juvia want some tea?" Levy smiled politely.

" N.....no..." Juvia talked through her crying voice while she sobbed. Oh no....

I turned around and met Juvia who wiped away her tears she stared at the ground and sighed. God I felt horrible! Natsu stopped eating and stared at us.

" Ano Juvia you okay?" Natsu whispered.

" No..." Juvia cried and stood up. I ran over to her but stopped dead in tracks when Juvia stopped me.

" Listen..... You remeber it when Gray-sama hit Juvia?" Juvia whisered as tears left her eyes.

" Off course...." Jellal mumbled as he looked at her.

"Well.....Juvia.....w-w....." Juvia cried now really hard as she collased to her knees.

" Easy juv....." Levy cried with her as she sat down next to her.

" Schrimp? what is going on!" Jellal pannicked.

"Juvia......Juvia was pregnant!" Juvia cried on Levy's shoulder.

My whole world stopped. Did it still live? I didn't kill it right?!!?!  Is Juvia okay? I felt tears leave my eyes as everyone stared at Juvia and gasped. I shoke and collapsed to my knees causing everyone to stare at me.

" Is the baby okay..." I whispered through my tears as Juvia...

" Silver.....d-died....."Juvia whispered as she cried her eyes out.

S-Silver? The baby was called silver.....after my father. I killed my baby boy.... my first baby boy. I cried my eyes out as I screamed in pain. I HATED IT! I WANTED TO CRY AND SCREAM! TURN BACK TIME TO SAVE HER FROM THAT IDIOT! I HATED THAT I HEARD NATSU'S VOICE LEAVE MY MOUTH AS I SCREAMED! I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!! I crashed my fists into the ground as flames covered my wrists. Everyone stared at me... Juvia sobbed as she tried to walk over to me. Natsu ran towards me and hugged my back. I felt warm tears flow over my back. Natsu was crying..... I screamed and sobbed as the flames only got worse. 

"Gray-sama...." Juvis whispered in a soft and fragile voice.

" PLEASE! PLEASE! THIS ISN'T TRUE!!" I screamed as Juvia slowly tip-toed towards me. I looked up and saw Juvia standing in front off me. I slowly tried to stand up but failed misserably as I just fell down again.

".....gray-sama....." Was all Juvia could whisper to me.

I looked up and stood up. I grabbed Juvia's wrists and pulled her to me. She gave me a scared look as I just glared down at her and pulled her over my shoulder.

"Gray what are you gonna....." Erza whispered as I just groawled.

" I NEED SOME TIME! LEAVE ME ALONE THIS INSTANT I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE IT! JUST GO AWAY AND PLAY SOME STUPID LITTLE GAMES! I NEED TO BE ALONE WITH MY JUVIA RIGHT NOW." I screamed at the top off my lungs as Juvia just rubbed my back.

" Okay....." Jellal whispered and led everyone away.

I walked with Juvia towards the garden as Juvia jumped off my back and started digging. I just sat there and stared at her. She got out box decorated with flowers as she walked over to me.

"This is silver...."She shoke as she handed me the box.

I gulped and looked inside. I felt tears leave my eyes as I saw the little guy.. so small and fragile.

"You can hold him Gray-sama..."Juvia sobbed as I shoke my head.

" I want to hold him with my own hands..." I sobbed as Juvia nodded.

" Do you want to be alone?" Juvia looked down at me.

" No. I need you now...." I whispered as Juvia nodded and stared at me.

I looked at the sky... Why did this all have to happen? If I just stayed at home and watched the hockey match as planned I never would have hurt my Juvia and... gulp* killed my first kid. The red moon was right above me. It was just like he laughed at me the entire time. I wanted to break it with my bare hands and ask Natsu to burn it to ashes... Juvia closed the box and sat it down next to us. I stared in her eyes and hugged her with all my might. I knew she had a hard time to see that I was Natsu but.. I needed her now....

I shivered and it went black.

Juvia P.O.V

I felt Gray shake under me and I looked at him with scared eyes. He blinked several times and stared at me.

" Oi Juvia what happened?"

" Juvia doesn't know Gray-sama."

"Gray?!" Natsu pronounced as he looked around.

"I'M BACK BABY!!!!!" Natsu smirked and hugged me.

"THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!" Natsu repeated as Gray-sama sprinted into the garden.

"GRAY-SAMA!!!" I cried as Gray grabbed me and hugged me with all his might. I hugged him back as he pecked my head several times.

"I'll leave you alone..." Natsu-san whispered and jogged into the house screaming for Lucy.

Gray-sama stared at me and than at the box behind us. He bend down and took me with him. He opened it and sighed deep before his shaking hands traveled down to Silver. He gently picked it up and held him against his chest.

" Do you think he would have black or blue hair.....?" Gray whispered.

" Juvia thinks black! he looks a lot like you my beloved." I smiled as he chuckled.

" He has your nose....." Gray-sama whisered as he placed him back in the box and walked up to the sakura tree.

I watched Gray-sama dig the hole as Jellal, Natsu, Gajeel-kun and Romeo entered the garden. They went towards Gray and helped him dig the hole. Gray hugged Natsu and Romeo tightly as Gajeel and Jellal carefully lifted Silver into the grave. Gray and Natsu burried the box as Romeo hugged me. Gajeel created a beautiful Gravestone from iron with his name on it and carefully placed in on the grave.

" You are the best...." Gray-sama cried as they hugged each other and collapsed to their knees.

"There is room for the beautiful mother too...." Romeo smiled at me as Gray-sama and he opened their arms.

I smiled as tears left my eyes and ran into the cirlce of love.

I felt home....