Ohaio Minna!

WOHO Another update! Thank you guys for supporting me and giving me all your love!

The song for this chapter is: How you remind me - Avril Lavigne

Remember, this is not a story where I make fun out of suicidal people or depressed youths. This is only may way to tell her story.

Until next time, Minna, Take care!

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''Mite! Mite!'' A young little girl screamed, running.

Two girls that had been sitting on a bench, talking, turned forward. They held their lips in a thin line, one of them fisting their palms. The girl stopped in front of them, giving them a big closed eyed smile as her blonde hair shone in the daylight.

''Look what my father gave me!'' The girl exclaimed, opening her eyes as she held out a bento. ''We can sha-''

The bento went flying as one of the girls had shot up, slamming it out of the poor girl's hands. The girl's grin disappeared faster than a speeding car and her eyes widened as she saw her furious friend.

''I've had enough!'' The nine year old girl exclaimed, making the blonde take a step back.

''Wha-'' the blonde girl gasped, looking down at her destroyed bento with tears stinging in her eyes.

'' Lucy!'' The girl screamed, turning sharply to me, her friends getting up while looking troubled. '' Listen closely! We never wanted to be your friend.''

Lucy's heart sank and the world around her shattered in a million pieces, leaving only her the two girls in an oblivion of darkness.

''You..don't want to....be my friend?'' Lucy choked out, her body starting to shake as her eyes welled with tears.

''No! Your just a big crybaby! No one likes you! Isn't that right, Mayu?''

The girl turned to her friend, making the blonde girl clench her palm to her chest, her eyes widening even more as tears flowed down her cheeks, people passing as if they didn't give a single freaking fuck on why the girl was crying.

They probably didn't care either.

''She's right.'' The normal shy girl agreed, looking down at the ground. '' I may be shy, but I don't lie.''

Lucy placed her hands over her mouth, silencing a sob.

'' You heard her!'' The girl screamed, turning to me as she placed her hands on her hip. '' Now get lost! We don't ever want to see you again, useless little crybaby.''

Lucy choked and turned around as fast as she could and ran, her eyes closed as tears ran down her face, making her cheeks go red.

Crybaby.

Useless.

Lucy sobbed again, pushing through a crowd of annoyed youths.

''Hey! Watch it, idiot!'' A voice screamed after her, making her sob even more.

Crybaby.

Useless.

No one wants to be with you.

Lucy swallowed, her bangs falling over her eyes as she stopped running, falling to her knees. She stared down at the ground, tears continuing to fall from her eyes as a woman stopped next to her. Her mouth was moving but Lucy couldn't hear her. A few more people stopped next to her, making sure that the girl was okay.

But the girl was far from okay. She was heartbroken.

***

''No.''

''But Lucy-''

''No.''

''Please, just-''

''No.''

''Argh! Lucy Heartfilia! Shut up and listen to me!''

I jumped, placing a hand on my bare chest as my maid Virgo, had completely taken me off guard with her scream. Virgo wasn't the on for screaming so this was something new.

''But, I don't want to wear that dress.'' I whined, pouting.

We arrived to my new apartment last night and it took a whole day to Pac everything up and make sure that we didn't miss anything. I hate that she has to be here with me. I know that I can probably lie to her about all the scars I get through the school year since I know that I won't get out from it without fighting myself. But it was either Virgo or a stranger visiting me twice a week to check up that I'm alright and that I'm eating properly.

''It fits you perfectly.'' She argued, crossing her arms. ''We can cover your scars with bandages. Besides, Hime, You want to make your father proud, don't you?'' She asked, glancing at my reflection through the body long mirror in front of me.

I sighed in defeat, dropping my head.

''Fine.''

She smiled at that and began to help me dress, even though I'm, fully capable of changing myself. Her fingers moved across my scars as she pulled my bra up, making me freeze, but as she continued up my arms, I breathed out.

''Look.'' Virgo said after 5 minutes, turning my head to the mirror. '' That wasn't so bad, was it Hime?'' She asked, smiling as I looked me up and down.

I was wearing a turquoise knee long dress with white polka dots. A necklace, that I got from my mother when I was younger, was placed around my neck and I smiled slightly as Virgo grabbed my white Sunhat.

''You look beautiful, Hime.'' She said through a smile, placing the hat on my head, my long hair laying over my shoulders.

'' No, I don't.'' I muttered but Virgo gave me a stern look. '' Okay, maybe I don't look that ugly.''

She sighed in defeat, knowing that this was the best answer she could get out of me, and placed her hands on her hips.

I looked down at my arms, biting the inside of my cheek. '' Hand me the bandages.'' I said, looking at her as she nodded, opening a drawer next to the mirror before picking up two bandage rolls. She handed them to me and I wrapped them both around both my arms, making sure that no skin in between was showing. The bandages was going from my wrists to my elbows.

''So, now I'm better.'' I said, sighing out as my previous anxiety was slowly dying down.

But the anxiety of going to a school where no one knows you made the anxiety remain.

''Hime.''

I turned to her, crossing my arms over my chest.

''Yes?''

She looked like she hesitated as she looked down at the floor, biting her bottom lip before looking up at me.

''You know that we love you, right? Me, your father and all the other maids and butlers.''

I smiled. '' Of course I do.''

She grabbed my hands, uncrossing my arms, and stared into my eyes with her pleading ones, making my eyes widen a little.

''Then, please don't do anything that will danger your life.'' She said, her eyes dropping in sadness. '' I'm in enough pain as it is with you hurting yourself. The last thing I want is y-''

''I won't kill myself.'' I deadpanned. '' I may be depressed but I'm, not suicidal.''

Yet.

She hugged herself, dropping my hands, and bit her lip.

''Virgo.'' I said with a serious tone. '' Look at me.''

She did.

''I won't leave you. I promise.''

Virgo smiled and I grabbed my bag.

''Well, off to hell we go.'' I joked and Virgo rolled her eyes, but still laughing as we made our way out of the apartment.

Be quiet. Be invisible. Don't draw attention. By following those rules, I would hopefully survive this emotional hell.