This was requested, but the person doesn't want me to reveal their name. If you're sensitive, I warn you, this is about attempted suicide, seen by the title.

When She Cries (Natsu X Suicidal Reader)

Your name is (Y/n) (L/N). A (M/t) mage of Fairy Tail. Everyone loved you and saw you as an important person to their lives, but you didn't see it that way. You hated your life. You thought it was pointless. That there was nothing to live for. You've cut. A lot. You always wear long sleeves tops to hide your wrists, and jeans and boots to hide the ones on your legs. Most the time, you would only leave your house to go on jobs, or if your beat friend got you. The pink haired fire breathing mage himself. Natsu Dragneel. He didn't know about you cutting, and you didn't want him to know.

Little girl, terrified
She'd leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels

Every day, you feel like you're fighting a battle to live. Half of you want to live, while the other half thinks life of pointless. A lot of the time when you was home alone, you would cry. Just cry. No one heard, no one cared. That's what you thought.

Every day's the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

Since it was your sixteenth birthday today, Natsu and Happy brought you to the guild. There was a large party for you. Everyone sang for you and said happy birthday. You tried to smile, but couldn't.

Today she's turning sixteen
Everyone singing but she can't seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?

"Hey, (Y/n), what's that on your wrist?" Natsu asked. You quickly pulled down your sleeves.

"Oh, nothing. Just a little cut from the last job." You said.

"Alright then." Natsu said before walking off. You watched him walk over to Lucy. He was laughing while Lucy was pouting with a blush. You loved Natsu with all your heart and how you saw him with Lucy, shattered your heart.

Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says, "Maybe making me bleed
Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean"

You got up and left to go home. No one noticed, but one fire breathing dragon slayer.

"(Y/n)?" He asked. He secretly followed you to your house. He didn't walk in. He stayed outside. You was crying while in your kitchen as you pulled out a knife.

Every day's the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?

"Nothing... Nothing will get better..." You cried to yourself as you pulled up your sleeve to reveal a heavily marked arm. "No one will hear me... No one will miss me..." You cried.

This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don't be afraid 'cause seasons change
And God is watching over you, He hears you

The knife went on your skin, and then sliced through it like a thin piece of silk.

And every day's the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She'll be just fine
'Cause I know He hears her when she cries

"That smell... It smells like blood..." Natsu said. His eyes went wide. He barged through your front door. "(Y/N)!" He shouted. He heard you cry out. Natsu ran to the kitchen and his eyes went wide when he saw your blood dripping from your wrist. "(Y/n)..." He said with wide eyes. Your eyes went wide as you saw Natsu standing there.

"N-Natsu..." You said, choking on tears. He looked at your arm. So many bruises and cuts. He couldn't count them all.

"Why?" He asked. You fell to your knees, crying. Natsu walked to you, sat on the floor and pulled you into a hug as you cried louder. "It's ok. I'm here. Please don't cry." He said.

Every day's the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She'll be just fine
'Cause I know He hears her when she cries
She'll be just fine
'Cause I know He hears her when she cries

Soon, you managed to calm down and explained to Natsu how you felt. How you felt like you wasn't important, how you wasn't needed, how you was... Useless.

"(Y/n), come on. You're not useless. Everyone would miss you if you was gone. You're the light to their day." Natsu said.

"But Natsu... It's hard to believe that..." You said. Natsu looked at you.

"Why? You're an amazing person. You're important to us all, we need you to being light to our day. Heh, without you, how will I have that amazing fire you make on camp outs?" Natsu asked.

"So you do eat the fire!" You exclaimed.

"Gah!" Natsu exclaimed and you giggled.

"Thank you Natsu." You said. Natsu smiled.

"No problem." He said.

After always feeling pain and suffering. After always feeling like you're nothing, you finally felt like you're something. You finally felt like your life was worth living... All thanks to that firey pink haired boy you love.

TBC...

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I was planning on making a Christmas and New Years oneshot, butttt, I got distracted.

Anyway, this chapter was requested by someone who suffers with depression and feels useless to the world. I hope this was ok and I did the song you asked for.

The song is owned by Britt Nicole I think.

Anyway, I just wanted to say, I know its hard when you feel useless and you just feel like you don't belong in this world, but God put you on this earth for a reason. To face the obstacles you face, because he believes you're strong enough for this.

Anyway, I will try to update soon. Until next time.