When You're Jealous

(These are in your POV)

Natsu

It's been a couple of days of training for me and Gray said that I was developing much faster than he and Lyon ever were. I was so happy to hear that! I was so happy that I was skipping all the to the guild and nothing could phase me... or that's what I thought.

I finally made it to the guild doors when I heard laughter coming from the backyard so I decided to go and see what was going on. I walked around the guild and towards the back when I saw Natsu and Lisanna hugging. For some reason the sight just made my heart shatter.

Lisanna let go of him but they continued to just smile at each other. I couldn't deal with it after that so I just went inside the guild like nothing happened and marched straight up to the counter.

"Hi Mirajane," I greeted Mira. 

"Hi (Y/N)!" she replied with a smile. 

"What would you like?" she asked. 

"Just a/an (F/D)," I said. 

"Okay I'll bring it right up!" she replied cheerfully. I turned around in the chair and saw Gray.

"Hey! Gray!" I yelled calling for him to come closer. 

"Oi (Y/N), what is it? Do you want to keep training?" he said as he sat right beside me, with only his boxers on, typical Gray. I haven't gotten into the habit of stripping yet, not that I want to, but I wonder why.

"Um...," I was nervous to ask but I had too," Are Natsu and Lisanna going out?" 

"Huh? Not that I know of," he said while shrugging.

I gave a sigh of relief but Gray asked me something that I didn't expect," Why are you jealous?" he said with a smirk. 

"What!? Of course not! I was just..... curious," I replied taken back. 

"Right," he teased and left. 

"Here you go," Mirajane said and gave a mischievous smile. Had she heard the conversation?

It didn't matter but... Was I really jealous of Lisanna?

Gray
I was having a great time with Natsu! Until I heard the MOST annoying voice scream from across the room. I turned my head and saw none other than Gray's #1 stalker... Juvia Lockser. (Your words not mine) I never really liked her all that much... I don't hate her. I just find it really annoying that she stalks Gray and she's always giving me threats.

She was practically ALL over him and all he did was SMILE at her! I wasn't about to lie, I wanted to march over there and punch her lights out! I didn't notice that I was letting out magic until I saw that Natsu was eating the fire of the table. 

"Not that I don't want to eat because I always want to eat, but what's wrong?" he asked concerned.

I looked at him and sighed," I'm sorry... it's nothing really," I said as I glanced at Juvia hugging Gray. 

Natsu must have noticed because he sighed and said," You know I may be oblivious to most things, but I know you like Gray," He smiled after saying that.

I quickly turned my head to look at him and yelled," WHAT!?!?" 

He smirked and said," It's obvious that you like Gray." 

I was utterly surprised that he would say that and I said," I don't like Gray... he's just my friend," 

"You're jealous aren't you?" he asked and smirked teasingly as he got up and left.

I watched him leave the guild, completely shocked at what just happened. If Natsu thought that I liked Gray, did the rest of the guild think that too? 

What am I saying? I don't like Gray like that...and I'm not jealous!

Loke
Today Froseti was taking me to the ice cream shop and the ice cream was SSSOOO GOOD!!! After that, he decided I should train in the park since it was so nice out. I agreed and we went but I felt like someone was following me. I decided to disregard it and I didn't say anything.

I wanted to summon Freyja because I still hadn't made a contract with her or a lot of the keys I have.

"Do you want to do this alone or ?" Froseti asked. 

"Nah, I can do this by myself," I said with a smile.

"I am the gate between the spirit world and the human world. I command thee to open Gate of The Lady Freyja!" I said and summoned Freyja. 

"(Y/N) It's about time you summoned me, what do you need help with?" she said with a smile. 

I got my paper and pen out and said," I wanted to officially make our contract,"

She started talking but I kind of tuned her out because that guy from before was behind a tree with the blonde headed girl from before. A strange feeling consumed me and I suddenly let out a lot of magic power. 

"RE- I mean (Y/N) are you okay!?" I heard Froseti ask. 

"Yeah sorry," I said and turned back to Freyja. 

"Could you please repeat that?" I said and gave her a fake smile.

She smiled, grabbed my shoulders and said," (Y/N) you don't need to have a schedule to call me or any of your other spirits. We just want you to know that no matter what we will be there for you," She hugged me and disappeared into the spirit world. 

"I think we should call it a day (Y/N)," Froseti said.

"Yeah, you're right," I said and turned to leave right beside him. 

We were almost home when he asked me," Hey (Y/N), I didn't want to say anything before because of Freyja, but why did watching those two people make you let go a lot of magic?" 

"I don't know..... it just did," I said like nothing happened. 

"Okay as long as you weren't jealous. I wouldn't want my little sister dating a stranger," he said teasingly. 

"As if!" I said and laughed. But I couldn't let go of that thought. 

I wasn't jealous of a stranger was I?

Zeref
"Hahahaha! You really did that?" I asked the boy in front of me. 

I had helped Daisuke recover from the fall, but it seems like he doesn't remember what happened that made him fall from the sky. He seems to remember everything else though, so he was telling me a story about when he was little. I enjoyed his company, but I was getting worried about Zeref being gone for a while now.

"Hey Daisuke, I'm going to go check up on Zeref he's been gone for quite some time now and I'm getting worried," I said while looking around and getting up. 

" Alright I'll stay here and wait for both of you," he said and went back to reading a book.

I have no idea where he got it from. I started walking around in the woods when I heard someone talking. I followed the sound and finally made it beside this big boulder, but when I saw Zeref in front of me I quickly hid behind it.

I peeked out from beside it and I was pretty shocked at what I saw. Zeref was talking with this girl that floated mid-air. She had long, curly, light blond hair and pretty green eyes.

"Zeref if you come with me we can keep you from hurting anyone and we can be happy...like how it used to be...," I heard her say. 

"She's trying to take Zeref away?" I thought. "But he wouldn't leave me... right?" I thought starting to get paranoid. 

"She's not about to take Zeref away!" I thought angrily. I was about to jump out of my hiding spot when Zeref started talking.

"Mavis, you know that no matter where I go I'm going to end up hurting someone.... besides I met someone that can keep me at bay..," Zeref said with a slight smile. 

"Is he.... talking about me?" I thought and kept listening to the conversation.

" Oh... what is she like?" Mavis, whose name I just found out, asked. 

Zeref looked straight ahead and answered," She's very kind and smart, and she keeps me happy. She is also very powerful and whenever my magic tries to take over she can stop it on her own so that I don't hurt anyone."

Mavis seemed to be saddened by the way he talked about me but she smiled and said," Oh, well I'm very glad you finally met someone else that could make you happy, and help you keep your powers from hurting people." 

After she said that she disappeared into thin air. I quickly went back to our camp and acted like nothing happened.

"Why was I so angry when she told Zeref to go with her," I thought.

"I couldn't have been me being jealous... so why did I become angry?" was the last thing I thought before going to sleep.

Sting
"Princess would you like me to get you something?" Sting asked Minerva while holding her hand and being down on his knees. Uugghh! I hate it so much! He acts like she's everything and she doesn't seem to mind it.

Right now I was just watching them being all flirty while we were having a party in the guild with people from other guilds being invited. I was hanging out with Rogue but he had to go and help Yukino with something. Even though I was part of the guild I rarely talked to anyone but Sting and Rogue, so now I was all alone watching them flirt.

I was practically glaring daggers at her trying to see if I could make darkness gulp her up but sadly I didn't really have a complete grip on my magic yet. 

"Are you guys dating?" I heard someone say from beside me. I jumped a little as I turned to see who had spoken to me.

It turned out to be Erza Scarlet from Fairy Tail. I had never talked to her, but I heard she was very, very, VERY strong.

"Uh no we're not dating," I said awkwardly. 

"Then why are you glaring at them?" she asked with knowing eyes. I blushed a bit realizing that it must have seemed very rude of me to glare at them when we weren't even dating.

"I...I don't know," I answered back. 

She smiled and said," You like him don't you?" 

I looked at her wide-eyed and with a furious blush, I answered,"W-what?! Of c-course not! We're just friends!"

"If you only think of him as a friend then you shouldn't be glaring at the girls he talks to," she said. I looked down thinking about what she was saying. 

"You want to be more than friends don't you?" she pushed on. I looked at her and I was about to object but she kept going.

"If you want to date you might want to make your move before someone else does," she said that and left without another word, only a smile.

"Psst! I'm not jealous!," I thought after she left"...or am I?"

Rogue
"Wow Rogue, that's so cool!" I heard Yukino say for the 100th time already. 

Yukino was trying to learn more magic so Rogue decided to help her. I didn't want to get left behind so I decided to come too. It's not that I disliked the idea of Yukino hanging out with Rogue...alone, but I just wanted to get better at using my magic. I concluded that if I could beat Sting than I could be able to beat some of my enemies. But looking at her getting really close to him was bugging me... a lot.

"Hey (Y/N) aren't you going to try and learn this too?" Yukino asked me. I quickly wiped my glare off and I smiled at her.

"Oh yeah! It seems cool why not?"

I walked over to them and smiled. Rogue said he had to do something so he went into the guild and left Yukino and me alone.

"(Y/N), do you dislike me?" Yukino asked once Rogue was gone. 

I was shocked at why she would think that and replied," Of course not! Why would you think that?" 

She looked down and said,"Well, every time I turned away from you to look at Rogue... you seemed to be glaring holes in the back of my head."

I blushed a bit because it was true. I didn't dislike her she just seemed to be too close to Rogue for comfort. 

"No-I...umm I'm sorry. It's not your fault! I just don't know what has gotten into me," I said while scratching the back of my head nervously.

She looked at me then smiled and said," I know!" 

I jumped a bit at her sudden outburst and asked," You know what?"

"You like Rogue don't you?" she said with a grin.

"Well... of course, I like Rogue he's my friend!" I retorted back. 

She just smiled at me and said," No, I mean like you love him," making sure to emphasize the word love. 

"What!? Of c-course not! W-we're only friends!" I said a bit flushed. 

She smiled and said," Don't worry,  you don't have to be jealous. I'm not going to steal Rogue away from you."

I was about to object but Rogue came back and started teaching us about how to do certain tricks. 

"Yukino was only playing right?" I thought," It's not like I love Rogue or anything like that," But no matter how much I denied it I knew deep down I couldn't hide it.

Gajeel
I sat up on the balcony as I tapped my fingers in annoyance. Below, Levy was explaining what a certain type of monster is for Gajeel. I couldn't hear much. My body is tense and I feel like a cracked a fingernail or two in my tapping. They'd been talking for a while now. This happens whenever he talks to her and I swear I don't know why.

"(Y/N)...(Y/N)!"

"What?!" I snapped and turned my head to the voice. It was Pantherlily.

"Whoa! I just wanted to know what you're looking at," he asked and looked down. When I looked down I tapped my fingers again.

"Nothing, why?" I asked. I couldn't tell why I was so tense and annoyed.

"Because you're super tense," he replied and looked down where I'm looking.

"Really? I hadn't noticed," I replied with poison lining my voice.

"Oh, I know what's going on," he told me, "You're jealous."

"What, no!" I disagreed.

"Sure," he replied teasingly.

"What are you two talking about?" Gajeel asked.

"Nothing. You ready to go?" I replied angrily got up before Panther Lily could say anything else.
Am I really jealous though?

Laxus
"When is Laxus coming back!?" I whined for the 5th time in the past hour. 

Mirajane smiled and walked over to where I was in the counter with my again empty favorite drink (F/D/N).

"Do you really miss Laxus that much?" she asked teasingly.

I blushed a little and said," Well yeah without him or Freed around I'm completely bored!"

"Well Freed is out on a job with team Raijinshu and Laxus is out on a job with Lisanna," Mirajane said. 

"Ugghh! Lisanna!" I thought annoyed," Why has Laxus been hanging around her so often these past few days!?"

Mirajane must have easily seen my annoyance because she said," Please calm down, (Y/N). Being angry isn't the best idea when you use Soul Take Over Magic." 

I got my head up off the counter and looked at her with a frown.

"Who said I was mad? I'm not mad! I'm just... bored, is all" I objected. 

She smiled and said," Fine don't be jealous. That's also not a very smart idea,"

"Jealous!?" I thought.

"I'm not jealous!" I exclaimed. My face felt hot, but I didn't know if it was from anger or embarrassment. 

She smiled and raises an eyebrow then said," Alright, then I guess you won't mind me telling you the job they took."

I was getting suspicious but said," Of course not." 

"Alright, the job they took was to act as a husband and wife to kidnap some family that was a part of a Mafia," she said putting emphasis on the words husband and wife. 

After that, I just walked outside with a smile and turned into a She-Devil. I grabbed a tree, threw it across the city, and destroyed a mountain with just one hit. I was breathing hard by the time I went back to the guild counter. 

"Oh really? That's interesting," I replied with a smile to Mirajane. 

"See? I told you you're jealous," she said teasingly before she went to attend other people.

I puffed up my cheeks and thought," I'm not jealous!" but then I looked at the mess I made outside,"Okay maybe just a little bit."

Jellal
Okay, first I was okay with Erza being with Jelllal for some time, but now I was just getting annoyed! Jellal had told me about their past, and Erza would have this dark aura whenever I was around so I thought it would help us all if they spent some time together, but now they hung out ALL the time! UGH!

Right now they were talking and laughing and eating cake and I was fed up with it! I was just glaring daggers at them when Loke popped up out of nowhere. 

"What's wrong?" he asked.

I was so busy glaring at them that I didn't even bother to answer or look at him.

He slowly followed my glare and asked," Oh! I see you're jealous of her, right?"

"Of course not why would I be?!" I retorted with a frown.

"Well aren't you two engaged? I would assume it would be natural for you to be jealous of another woman constantly, especially if they were close to each other before," he replied with a smile.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked him.

"I'm only saying that if you're jealous it's perfectly fine," he defended and smiled.

Phht! Like I was jealous! I turned to look back at them and glared.

"I'll wait for you outside for your training," he said before he left to go outside. 

I turned back to watch Jellal and Erza laughing together. 

"Maybe I am a little jealous but it doesn't matter, right?" I thought as I went outside to train with Loke.

Cobra
"Cobra? Hello! Are you in there!?" I asked and waved my hands in front of his face. 

We were walking to the guild with Mirajane as our chaperone when all of a sudden he stopped right in front of the doors. I looked ahead of us and saw a girl my age with short purple hair and a green and white dress going inside the guild. She didn't seem to notice us and I hadn't seen her before, or at least I couldn't remember.

"Who was that? I don't remember seeing her in the guild," I asked and looked at Mirajane.

"That's Kinana, she fainted right before you both came so we let her leave early so she could recover for a few days. I guess she must feel fine now since she's back on her feet." Mirajane responded with a smile.

"Cubellios's voice..." I heard Cobra whisper. 

I looked at him with an eyebrow raised and opened my mouth to ask him who he was talking about, but he took off running into the guild.

"Cobra, what are you doing?!" I asked and I was about to go after him when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"I heard that Kinana and Cobra had some past, but Kinana has never spoken about it... maybe you should just let him figure it out with her?" Mirajane adviced and looked at me with a sad smile. 

I nodded my head and walked with her towards the guild doors, although I was trying to speed walk to get there faster. When we finally made it to the door we only heard silence, then I opened the door to see what was happening. Cobra and the other girl, Kinana, were in the middle of the guild a couple of feet away from each other and intently looking into each other's eyes. Everyone seemed to stop what they were doing and turned towards them, waiting to see what happens.

"Cubellios?" Cobra said and stepped closer to her.

"Erik... what are you doing-" she started but was interrupted by Cobra hugging her. Erik? What did she mean by Erik?

"Long time no see, eh?" Cobra asked.

Kinana hugged him back and asked," Erik, your eye it's-it's healed.... can you see now?" Cobra...Erik?.... nodded his head and smiled.

"A...friend of mine helped me," Cobra said and looked at me. 

I felt my heart ache as she smiled at me and hugged me.

"Thank you so much for helping him," she whispered in my ear. 

All I could do was nod my head and smile at her to stop myself from breaking down. She ran over to Co-Erik! She ran over to Erik and dragged him somewhere to talk. I was turning around to leave when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"It'll be fine, don't worry about it," I heard Romeo say from behind me. 

I smiled at him and nodded my head as I walked outside and sat down under a tree while hugging my knees.

Why did my heart stop when I saw him look at her with such love.... it couldn't be because I... have feelings for him... could it?

A single tear left my eye, which surprised me greatly. I wiped it off furiously and decided it was time for my "family" to come and get me. I stood up and walked away from the guild towards a message lacrima; I was going to have to come clean sooner or later.

Freed

"Freed are you sure you don't want a drink?" Mirajane tried for the third time that day.
Freed was feeling down since the rest of the Raijinshu team, meaning Evergreen and Bixslow, along with Laxus left on a mission without Freed, since he had uncharacteristically been late.

"I'm fine Mirajane, but thanks anyway," he responded without picking his head up from the table. Mirajane nodded her head and went to serve some other members of the guild.

"Yeah, how come you were late?" I asked him curiously.

"I was making a surprise for someone," he responded.

"Awweee! Who's it for?" I asked trying to sound supportive but on the inside, I was really hoping it wasn't for a certain mage he was obsessed with. He stayed quiet and wouldn't look up but I could kind of see his ears turning red.

"Please Freed, I won't tell anyone," I asked with pleading eyes. 

He finally lifted his head but he looked away with his cheeks being a slight shade of pink.

"I-It's for..." he started to say and averted his gaze once again," Mirajane! Y-Yeah! I just didn't want you to tell her," he responded and scratched the back of his head.

"Don't worry you can trust me," I said and smiled before quickly getting up to leave.

"(Y/N) what are y-" Freed started to ask as I brushed myself off.

"I forgot I had a prior engagement, so I'll be leaving now," I interrupted him and walked out of the guild. 

Once I stopped I realized I was in the park. I sat down on a bench and stared off for a bit, it was only after I felt something wet on my hands that I realized I was crying.

"W-why am I crying?" I asked myself and wiped off the tears before more of them replaced the others. 

I thought about it and breathed in before standing up and heading in a random direction.
It couldn't be because I... like him right? I asked myself.

I wasn't feeling well enough to go back to the guild, which meant I couldn't go to my room since it was in the guild. But maybe it was for the best that I didn't see Freed or Mirajane for a while, I would probably break down again. *Sigh*

Lyon
"I can't wait until we make it to the guild!" I said happily while Lyon and I were walking to the guild.

"Me neither, I'll finally be able to see my Juvia~," Lyon said with a smile on his face.

"Oh yeah... umm...What is she like?" I asked curiously.

"You haven't met her yet have you?" Lyon asked and started to think. 

"Juvia is very beautiful," he started to say and looked up at the sky.

"So do you only like her because of her looks?" I asked and looked at the ground.

"No, she's also very kind, and what I like most about her is that she is very determined," he said and his smile grew. 

I nodded my head and kept quiet for the rest of the way to Fairy Tail. Once we made it the guild doors I reached my hand to open the door but it suddenly swung open. Lyon and I both moved out of the way to see a girl that looked around my age running away from another girl... riding on water? 

Anyways the first girl looked scared and the one behind her looked really mad. The first girl hid behind Lyon and peeked out from behind him. The other girl got in front of him and looked embarrassed. She was about to say something when Lyon interrupted.

"Hey Juvia, I'm glad I've finally been able to see you again," he told her with a smile. Juvia calmed down and smiled nervously at him.

"Lyon-sama, you're not phased by what you just saw?" she asked him filled with bewilderment.

"Of course not, nothing I see or hear will ever make me think differently about you," he proclaimed and grinned at her.

"Lyon-sama, long time no see," she replied as her eyes softened.

"Juvia!" I heard someone scream. We all turned around and saw that it was a guy with no pants, or any other clothes beside his boxers, on.

"You can't just go trying to hurt every girl that talks to me!" he said once he made it to us.

"She's only doing that because she loves you!" Lyon interrupted and put an arm in front of Juvia. The other guy sighed and grabbed the hand of the other girl behind Lyon and left.

"Gray-sama..." Juvia whispered and the sky began to darken.

"It's okay Juvia, why don't we go back inside?" he asked and pushed her lightly into the guild. I just stood there as they went inside, trying to progress everything. 

He must really love her to protect her after seeing that anger.

I fell on my knees and then hugged them as a flower bulb surrounded me. 

"Why do I feel like my heart is aching? I couldn't have fallen in love, right?! This can't be happening! No! Everyone is going to find out who I am... WHAT I am..." I thought and started to cry.

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