What they wish...

I wanna thank TeaBiscuitO for without their help I would have never continued this story. And it probably would be on a hiatus. I honestly didn't think I should even continue it and that it didn't matter. So thank you, thank you, thank you!(^^)/ for the encouragement and support and all the massive help you gave me

Dipper's POV
With the door between us, I sigh its not much but it gives me the security of having that small barrier between him and I. Sinking into the bed, I huddle close and finally fresh tears flow. All I can do is think what if? What if we hadn't left? What if I had stayed.? I'm so stupid, why didnt I think this through. If...No! when those guys get home, I hope they're safe and not hurt. I wonder what Ford will say, or Stan? As far back that I can remember we've been under there care. Now I'll never see them again, I dont even know what they wanted with me.

Did they know I was close to Ford? Its the only thing that makes sense to me, then again why'd he kiss me? Feeling my face heat up all I could think about now, was how he stole my first kiss. I dont even know what this guy wants anymore, am I simply a new toy for him? Is that why I'm here, this could have easily been Mabel. I shiver just at the thought of Mabel being in that guys hands. This guy is clearly insane, and dangerous, Ford said they can be ruthless. "I wanna go home.." I say aloud hoping my prayers to be answered. Sadly I know hoping is pointless I made a deal...my life for theirs. I let sleep take hold and the darkness to pull me under, with a little struggle.

Bill's POV
I leave the room without a word the only thing on my mind of his soft rose petal lips. Wanting nothing more than to forcibly crash mine to his again.
And then I hear pyronica's warning. She is right if he's to be mine it'd be for the best for both of us if we can spend it on amicable terms... but still all I want is to fill his senses, body and mind. For him to be mine irrevocably, I can't stop these thought as they violently and wholeheartedly rush forward with no regard to my body. Why do I have to want him to like me? I question uselessly. Sighing I lock the doors with a simple spell and leave the door and make it back to my Room. My thoughts roaming to visions of a debauched and delectable fairy.

"Ugh.... c'mon Bill pure thoughts" shoving away the more traitorous things my mind has to offer. I begin to think about how I should act next and how this plan should move along. My plans only consisted of capturing him, everything after begins to get a little hazy. Naturally we'd have to move base again. The only thing keeping him, tying him To me is this cruel deal I offered...and that's it

This small and fragile thing we've built between us is also the only thing holding us together. A frail line tying us to each other, yet the meaning of it, is so much more than that, your so much more to me. How can I make you see, make you feel, understand these chaotic and persistent feelings I have. Its more than a simple fascination, its something so new and foreign.

I'd never had these kind of feelings before, it started as a minor obsession but has become so much more. In that small brief interaction I saw you in a new light, your pure heart shown through.

I wanna have you, and to you to want me. I want a mutual understanding between each other. I want to take you places you've only dreamed of, Show you all the world has to offer. I feel myself blush how corny I laugh, how utterly impossible.

He could never love me I sigh. To him I'm simply....a monster this wish I have will never come true, and I know it can only be my fault.

And another chapter, thanks for reading ^^

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