Hiya!

The full cast will be at the end BUT this is who "plays" Sienna! Her name is Kiera Knightly and I imagine the 2005/2006 era (she b older now) 

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Sienna POV

It has been a few days since Ben's terrible party, and Logan has still been MIA.

I text him everyday, and try to call, but it is always declined which makes me become depressed more and more. Are we broken up? Does he just need space? 

I hate the fact that Ben caused this makes my blood boil. I have no clue why he is so invested in what is going on in my life to just bluntly say things he knows nothing about. 

I am sitting at the coffee island, eating my oatmeal and scrolling thru social media. Nothing new or exciting today, but just something to pass time.

"Tonight we are going to, Ben and Jerry's." My Mom informs me. I cringe by the thought. 

"Oh, okay." I say, trying to sound interested. 

"Would you like to come?" She asks, alluding to the fact I have no choice.

"I suppose." I murmur. My eyes look back down to my oatmeal which is almost gone. I don't even feel like eating the rest.

"What is wrong with you Anna? Your mood has been awful." She says bluntly while cleaning up the kitchen. My eyes scowl at her a bit for even pointing it out.

"I am tired," I pull off. 

"Are you always tired? Maybe you should just come to our summer activities, and not be out all the time doing god knows what with who." She rambles on. 

"What do you think I do Mom? Coke at Harpers?" I question, pushing my dish away from me.

"Don't get an attitude with me Anna," My Mom warns. "All I am saying is that maybe you are out with your friends too much, and I think I need to pull back the reigns and have you home more." 

I groan by her comment and stand up from the island. "I have to get ready for work," I say.

My Mom doesn't answer, so I walk away, more annoyed than I was before I went to have breakfast.

As I close my bedroom door, I hear my phone go off with a familiar text tone I have been waiting to hear.

Logan: hi

Me: hello

Logan: know you have been texting / calling to reach me , but I needed space to I guess understand the party

Logan: I always heard good things about u at school. Whatever guys you've been with back home have never said anything about u that made me not want to date u. But suddenly your friends at Lake George had something else to say about you and now I feel like everything was a lie

Logan: you told me you never have been with anyone seriously , and I was the first guy you cared about. Then I meet Harry and I knew something was off

Me: Him and I had a summer fling 2 summers ago that didn't end well

Me: he doesn't count as someone who I care about bc I grew up w him. that forced me to care and be attached.

Logan: then who was the guy you lost your virginity to? u never said a name

Me: why does that matter

Logan: if it was Harry it matters

Me: why are we having this convo over text? why can't we have a phone call?

Logan: I don't want to hear your excuses over the phone

Logan: was it him?

Me: yes.

Logan: then I don't think we can move forward Sienna

Me: you're breaking up w me bc who I lost my virginity to????

Logan: no im breaking up w you because you knew getting into this relationship that when the summer came you'd be spending all your time with the guy who u have un finished business with. Then when I come and visit I am forced to spend time with him ? and your guys' mutual friends who knew everything and I was the idiot. 

Me: I didn't think this would happen if we went to Ben's though. Nothing is going on between Harry and I I swear. Please?

Logan: I will see u when u get back home to say good bye Sienna

Logan: other than that I can't have anything to do with you 

I stare at my phone, confused by this conversation, and shocked it even happened. 

I look at the time and see I am already late for my shift. I feel stunted like I cannot even move or feel. I'm not crying, which makes me believe I was never into the relationship or I have not processed what happened yet.

I find myself off myself bed and changing into my work uniform, my thoughts still processing.

~

I have shift today with Harry, whom I didn't want to work with today as you can imagine.

We are silent towards one another, per usual, and the only noise in the shop is the music in the back ground and occasional customers who come in for a drink. It is Wednesday, and business usually doesn't pick up until the afternoons during the week day.

I wish I could've told Logan what happened between Harry and I. But, if I don't even know, what am I supposed to say?

The bell chimes to the shop and my eyes are planted on Michelle who hasn't been a closer in two years. My eyes look to Harry who suddenly looks annoyed.

"Oh look who it is," She says mockingly. "Dumb and dumber, how are you both?" Her blue eyes gaze to Harry and he looks unamused by her presence. I remain quiet because I don't have the energy to feed into her words.

"Are you getting something? Or here to be an ass?" Harry asks, making Michelle grin.

"I am here to get my job back," She says with a lurking smile on her face. "Aren't you excited Sienna?"

"Cara will be here tomorrow," I say, just wanting Michelle to leave so I can go back to sulking in silence.

"You were much more feisty back in the day, you know?" She says while making eye contact with me. "For someone--"

"Is there anything else you need?" Harry chimes in, cutting off her sentence which makes me intrigued to hear more.

"Nope," She pops the 'p' in her sentence. "I shall see you both tomorrow." A fake smile rests on her lips before turning away and leaving.

Once the bell to the shop fades I groan tiredly and rest my head on the counter. I feel like this summer has took a turn for the worse and it has only been a week and a few days now.

"What's wrong with you?" I hear Harry ask. I pick up my head from the counter and look back at him.

"Why do you suddenly care?" I ask, scoffing.

"Who said I did? You are just bringing down the vibe in here." He says with a giggle which makes my eyes sting.

I turn away from him and close my eyes to remain calm. 

I really hate working shifts with Harry, or even being around him. Most of the time is is just awkward and uncomfortable.

"Is there anything I can do?" He asks a few moments later. I turn around and face him. Harry reads my face and sees how unamused I am by everything, which makes his features go soft. "Did Logan break up with you?"

"Yeah." I say with a sigh.

"Oh," He says while leaning against the front counter. "He shouldn't have taken Ben so seriously."

"I tried to explain that. He just said it is other things too." I mumble.

"Like what?" Harry asks with furrowed eyebrows.

"Things that I even can't explain to him." I murmur back to hopefully not start another awkward conversation. 

"Did you love him?" He asks, sounding a bit timid.

"No," I answer. "I cared for him a lot though." 

I think it is hard for me to love sometimes. The longest relationship was with Logan, and I still never had the urge to say "I love you". Maybe he wasn't the right one to say it to, but if I am this sad maybe I should've? But, I also don't know if I am sad for the right reasons.

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear the bell go off to the front door. A wave of customers enter and I soon break out of my draining feelings.

A://N

Good morning! how is everyone?

Cast:

Sienna: Kiera Knightly (2005/6)

Logan: Ansel Elgort

Michelle: Lottie Moss

Ellie: Cierra Ramirez

Harper: Logan Browning

Ben: Ross Lynch

Anyone new to the book I shall add to this cast / I think wattpad took down how to add casts so I might put it in the description of book if it doesn't look trashy 

*obvi the people who I think remind me of the characters I write, will not 100 percent match the descriptions; these are ideas*

Have a great day!

~Lauren