"Namik what is this?" I yelled after I saw bare chest Namik laying down on our bed and nurse Aylin sitting next to him. He seemed so afraid when he saw me and Aylin got up and bowed to me.

"Sultana, I was just trying to make his injury get better," Aylin started to explain while her voice was breaking from fear when she saw me.

"Get out!" I yelled on her angrily and she ran towards the doors and left the bedroom.

"Fahriye, how could you yell so much she is nurse and she is trying..." Namik started to explain raising his voice but I stopped him.

"She was your nurse in Topkapi and here are many talented doctors which will be able to take care of you. Don't you try now to raise your voice on me because I don't need any explanation from you," I yelled on him back which surprised him obviously as I never behaved like this.

"Fahriye!" He yelled back at me.

"Don't forget Namik that I am Sultana and you can't raise your voice on me. Same way you don't want any man in my presence it's forbidden to you to have any woman in your presence especially here when you are half naked and another woman is sitting on the bed next to you. I don't need any explanation," I yelled on him as anger got all over me and nothing he could say would make the situation better.

"Isn't for you more important my recovery than what is woman helping me recover?" He yelled on me back. Maybe if he would normally try to say all of that it would be better, but now he only got on my nerves and I had no wish to even see him again.

"There is plenty of male doctors, Namik. You are angry when I even am in closeness of another man but to you is fine if you are close to another woman. Then fine," I said and left the chambers closing the doors so hardly.

Nurse Aylin was standing inside and she looked at me like she wondered what wrong has happened like she was stupid or thought I am stupid.

"Get out of here I am repeating you, you won't enter here anymore," I yelled on her but she didn't think to take my words seriously.

"Namik Pasha ordered me to be her...," She started to say but I stopped her immediately.

"I don't care what he has said, you have a minute to leave the Palace or my guards will escort you far away," I said and she took her things and left the Palace immediately.

I was so nervous so I ordered my maids to spend day with my children as I didn't want them to see me fighting with their father as they didn't deserve to be sad over those things.

At that moment Osman Agha came closer to me and he carried a letter in his hands. He came closer to me while I was sitting under the pavillion of palace, but he made sure few times Namik isn't somewhere around.

"Sultanim, you get a letter from Topkapi, they said to me that I should give it to you," Namik said and passed me a letter.

"Who is it from?" I asked him.

"I don't know, Nigar Kalfa gave it to me and said it's for you," He said and at that moment I opened the letter.

What a shame Sultana is being cheated on. When you behave bad to others and continuously make them feel bad about their relationship, the karma hits you back. What a shame is it Bosnian governor prefers nurse over a Sultana.

I was so angry when I have read the letter that I tore it away at that moment while Osman looked at me worriedly. No one should know what was even written in that letter because I would never allow anyone to speak about me like they were speaking of cheated women. I would never allow that and someone knows something about Namik and that worried me.

What worried me even more is that this is kind of proof he actually has something with Aylin. I didn't want even to think the way my husband would dare to cheat me. I didn't want those thoughts to even come to my mind, but when someone else knew this I knew this was true.

"Sultana, is everything fine?" Osman asked me worriedly when he saw my reaction over the stupid letter.

"Nothing is fine," I said and didn't even look at him because he was only person right now who cared for me or pretended to care for me because he had to he kind to Sultanas, but no one else did.

"Sultana who upset you so much with the letter?" Osman asked me worriedly.

"I have no idea who has written it, but I will surely find out," I said as I didn't even know how to hide my weakness anymore.

"Sultana, I will go in Palace and talk with Nigar. I will do whatever is needed until she tells the truth who has sent it, we will find the person who uspets you," Osman said and I really wished Namik was more like him, but after those things nothing will be the same with Namik.

"Osman Agha, how you dare to be here alone with my wife?" Namik yelled as he barely walked into the Gardens as his injury still hurted him, but he obviously had enough strength to yell on Osman and make me more problems.

"Pasha, I..." Osman tried to explain how he has came here because something from Topkapi came, but angry Namik didn't even give him opportunity.

"You will never ever in your life show in front of my woman or even talk with her. I forbid you from even thinking of it," Namik yelled on Osman and this was the moment I lost my patience.

"Namik return inside and don't come outside like this when you are hurted to yell," I said to him and his face expression changed so much to being shocked when I dared to say something to him.

I looked at Osman and nodded him to leave the Palace as Namik was crazy right now and nothing good could happen, and I really didn't want anything bad to happen to Osman.

"How dare you to speak like this to me in front of our servant, Fahriye? What happened to you?" Namik yelled on me as his ego was hurt when woman commanded to him and I had the right to do it.

"Because you can't come here and yell. You think you can be in the room alone with Aylin and do whatever you want with her, but I can't talk with a man my brother Sultan ordered to guard this Palace and me?" I stood up and came closer to him.

"You should better go in the Palace and beg the Sultan to place me in Divan than to talk here with another men, I forbid you from ever seeing Osman Agha again. You will never ever see him again or talk to him," Namik yelled on me.

"You know, I will go now, and I will talk with my brother Suleiman about this subject," I said and Namik like he was stupid thought I would actually beg Suleiman to put him in Divan.

"That is the only smart thing you decided, because you changed a lot since we arrived to Istanbul. You raise your voice to me constantly and you humiliate me in front of the servants," Namik said trying to calm down when he had hopes now.

"You won't tell me what my decisions are smart or not because I do what I want, Namik. You won't act the way you wouldn't want me to act. You forbid me from being here and randomly talk with a man who bring me letter from Palace, but it's fine when you are almost naked with another woman?" I said to him losing my patience once again just remembering someone else knows about this and I was tired of this whole situation.

"Fahriye, don't cross your limits. If you dare once again to talk with Osman Agha I will feed my dogs with him or he will end at deep of Bosphorus," Namik yelled once again.

"He will bring me to Palace now, you can't forbid me from it. You are jealous on him not only because he was in my presence but because he is close with our Sultan and Suleiman would rather place him on high position than you," I said to him what was truth because Suleiman trusted Osman a lot and was always promoting him into more and more important positions, while Namik was his whole life in Bosnia as governor which was higher positioned but he was never promoted.

"You will stop with your nonsenses," Namik said and raised his hand starting to slap my face but at that moment Osman took his hand who showed out of nowhere.

"This is why Sultan has appointed me, Pasha. You can't raise your hand on Ottoman Sultana," Osman yelled on Namik and I felt completely lost.

Husband which I loved for so many years was ready to slap my face right now because my words have hurted his ego.

I just walked away so confused without being able to process what happened right now, and sat in carriage. Few moments later Osman has arrived in Palace.

"Sultanim, you shouldn't return to this Palace, if I wasn't here still this animal of man would beat you," Osman said as he was still so worried for me.

"How did you stay?" I asked him.

"I had a bad feeling, and my intuition is never wrong," Osman said.

"Thank you so much Osman," I said.