"Fehime, what will we do? Will we show Sultan the letter Fahriye Sultana ordered us to when she does this?" Gulcemal asked Fehime as they both were in Fahriye's chambers. Sultan sent Fahriye to infirmary chambers where many doctors gathered and he ordered them to do whatever was needed to save her.

"We should, she would get angry on us if we don't after all," Fehime said as she took the letter in her hands. Both of them were very nervous because they had no idea if Fahriye's plan would be successful this time.

"I will bring him that letter and you will tell to Osman Pasha how everything is going. I am afraid if he might do something bad as he doesn't know about this plan," Gulcemal said and separated from Fehime as both of them had their duties to do.

The Palace was in total chaos. Valide Sultana was sick and couldn't move away from her bed. Doctors were always with her but she didn't show any sign of recovering. They had no idea what happened and how they could cure her, but they know this is from the shock she suffered. Fahriye Sultana poisoned herself and Sultan Suleiman ordered all the doctors to come and save her. They were doing everything hoping they could still stop the poison from working. Grand Vizier Ibrahim Pasha was locked in a dungeon waiting for his trial. Hatice Sultana was depressed and threatened everyone she will kill herself if Sultan kills or punish Ibrahim. Beyhan was in Hatice's palace taking care of hers and Fahriye's children as it wouldn't be good if they know what is happening here.

Gulcemal came into the infirmary where Fahriye was laying on the bed not being able to move. Many doctors were around here and they did whatever was needed to wake her up. Suleiman, Hurrem and Mahidevran were there waiting for doctors' reaction or any news. Gulcemal came inside and bowed to all of them.

"Hunkarim, Fehime Hatun gave me this letter which she found in Fahriye Sultana's chambers. I think you should read it," she said passing him the letter.

Dear Suleiman, I probably won't be alive anymore or I would be in a very bad condition when this letter comes into your hands. But only thing I wish to say you is that you led me into this position. You always made huge difference between Hatice and me, and never allowed me to do anything that would make me happy. I loved Osman, and I only wanted to be happy, but you found that as a huge problem. You didn't want us to be together and you had no real explain for that, but let me tell you what it was – you didn't want me to be happy, so you would rather marry me to someone else just not to marry me for a man I love and love me. You never thought about my emotions and how I felt. My whole life I was overshadowed by my sister and she would always get what she wants, and I wouldn't even have the ability to say what I want. May this be forever on your soul, and may you feel guilty because of it. I don't want to live in a world where I won't be with a person I love, so I don't want to live anymore.
Fahriye

Suleiman couldn't handle but not to let tears going down his face. He placed the letter aside and Hurrem and Mahidevran both went to read it while Suleiman sat next to the bed where Fahriye was laying down.

"It is all my guilty my sister, how could I lead you to this condition?" Suleiman talked with himself out loud and he couldn't hide his tears while he took Fahriye's hand into his.

"I am wrong for not letting you marry man you love, if I only could have the possibility, if you would recover, I swear to God I would marry you to him," Suleiman said as he couldn't stop crying knowing all the guilty is his and no one else's.

"Osman Pasha, I need to talk with you seriously," Fehime said as she entered Osman's chambers. He was sitting on his working desk while he was crying as he thought his loved one was dead, and he didn't even care to show his sadness in front of Fehime or anyone else.

"Nothing has any sense anymore, if she is not alive I don't need to be too," Osman said not being able to think about anything else. Fehime has never saw Osman being in this condition.

"Pasha, Fahriye Sultana is not dead, this was all the plan," Fehime said as she went to stand closer to him. Osman looked her surprised as he didn't know should he believe her. He didn't want to gain any fake hope as he didn't want to live when she killed herself because she couldn't be with him.

"She drank a fake poison which will make her sleep until we give her anti-venom, you shouldn't worry. She did this as she knew she would be able to marry you after this, and if Sultan wouldn't want to do it still, she then accepts your offer to run away from Istanbul with you and marry secretly," Fehime said and Osman stood up as he still couldn't believe in this.

"She is alive, are you sure Fehime? Don't give me any fake hope because..." Osman started to say as he was still under the shock about everything that has happened.

"Yes, I am. This is exactly the plan you two made when you ended in dungeon, but as she found out it's Ibrahim Pasha who did it she had nothing else to do. But now Sultan wanted to marry her for Malkocoglu so she did it. Either way Sultan will allow you to marry here on her plan, or on your plan you two will run out of Istanbul. We are ready for both options Pasha," Fehime said and Osman could finally take a deep breath and feel happiness knowing this didn't happen for real.

He just prayed that nothing would go on the bad way as only thing he wanted was to be with Fahriye and for her to be happy.

Flashback
"Hurrem, you will be with Sultan for the whole time in infirmary. He will think this is all his mistake and he will feel sorry, when you hear his words how he regrets, you know the time for anti venom will come. You will use it secretly so no one could see," Fahriye said to Hurrem while they were talking in Harem.

"You shouldn't worry Sultana, I will give you anti-venom. I just hope you are aware what you are doing," Hurrem said as she was worried for Fahriye's plan and what if something goes wrong.

"I am aware, and I will do whatever is needed to be happy finally. No matter if that is playing dirty games, because everyone around me plays them," Fahriye said.

"May God give you and Osman Pasha happiness and luck," Hurrem said.

End of flashback

Suleiman was still for a hour sitting next to Fahriye's bed as he couldn't stop crying. Mahidevran already left to Valide's chambers as Valide was more important to her and someone had to take care of her also.

Hurrem made sure when Suleiman is crying next to Fahriye, that she would pass the anti-venom to nurse who was there taking care of Fahriye. The plan did well as nurse knew what she had to do. They made sure Suleiman isn't looking at what they do, and they poured anti-venom in a liquid they had to give Fahriye every half an hour to see if there will be any progress.

Nurse poured liquid which contained anti-venom in Fahriye's mouth. Suleiman was sitting there hopeless knowing nothing could save her anymore.

"Hurrem, this is all my guilty. I feel so wrong for doing this. Did I really favourise Hatice over her for the whole time?" Suleiman asked Hurrem as he couldn't be anymore alone in this. He felt so wrong for all and he should have felt like this.

"I wouldn't want to mix into this, but you were always with Hatice and barely with Fahriye Sultan. May God allow her to recover, but what it would mean to her when she doesn't want to live without Osman Pasha? They love eachother like we do Suleiman, and you didn't allow her love," Hurrem said as she stood behind Suleiman and had her hands on his arms.

"If she only would recover, I would immediately marry her to Osman, I wouldn't even think a second about it," Suleiman said not knowing what would happen in another moment.

I opened my eyes and still everything was dizzy in front of me. I saw bunch of people gathered around me and most of them were nurses and doctors. On the right side I saw Suleiman who was shocked when I opened my eyes and behind him Hurrem stood.

"It's a miracle, Fahriye!" Suleiman said surprisedly when I opened my eyes and looked at me very worriedly. I was confused about everything since this poison only made me sleep for a longer time and I needed some time to get to myself.

I knew plan did well because Hurrem wouldn't give me anti-venom unless Suleiman confessed he is wrong and he regrets not marrying me for Osman. Hurrem just smiled to me and her look told me you will get what you want.

"Fahriye, I prayed to God so much to make you recover and miracle happened," Suleiman said as he took my hand into his but even if I was so weak I moved my hand from his. I was still angry on him and the fact that I had to fake my death to make him realise his mistakes made me even more disappointed.

"I didn't need any recover, why didn't you let me die there when you want me to marry Malkocoglu," I said not even wanting to look at him but at another side. I was very well in lying and Suleiman could never tell this was all the plan to get what I want.

"Fahriye, I swore to God if you recover I would give you whatever you want. It was my mistake, I won't marry you to Malkocoglu," Suleiman said literally begging me to forgive him, but I would never forgive him. Never. This was only the good way to learn him about his mistakes, but it won't change my view of him.

"Only after this you realised everything, otherwise you would let me die in sadness," I said and still didn't want to look at him after all of this, nor will I ever. Even if he will marry me to Osman now nothing will make me feel better about him because if he cared he would marry me to Osman long time ago when I asked him to do it.

"Fahriye, I allow you to marry Osman Pasha. I allow you to do it and give you all my blessings for the happy marriage with him," Suleiman said even though it was very hard for him, but at the end he did and it was what meant to me the most.

I will finally be able to marry a man I love without having to make plans to escape with him so we could marry secretly.