CHAPTER 19

"Fahriye, you talked with Suleiman? Did he say what will be Osman's punishment?" Hatice asked me immediately after I went inside Valide's chambers where she was. She has spent too much time in Palace and she was barely at her palace and this was maybe the real reason she had no idea what is happening with Ibrahim.

"I guess Osman won't be punished, because the truth is known on and who really ordered Aylin to do this. I couldn't believe you would think Osman would actually do this to me. Someone did it not just to get rid of me but to blame Osman and get rid of two people with one move," I said and both of them looked at me with distrust. As they didn't want to believe someone other would have done it because it was better to blame Osman, because this was I wouldn't be able to marry him.

"What non senses are you talking Fahriye, who did it as you claim?" Valide asked me and I just looked at Hatice as I didn't know if I should do this in front of her, but I remembered how many times she said things like those to me made me not to care anymore if her emotions would be hurt.

"I don't know if anyone beside you Valide should hear it," I said and looked at Hatice who looked me and her look would say who do you think you are to tell something like this in front of me.

"There is nothing you can hide from Hatice because even if you would tell me then I would tell it to her," Valide said as she placed her hand on Hatice's. She couldn't not to show how she prefers her even in front of me, but those things didn't hurt anymore.

"Well if it's that way, then you should be prepared to hear something that shocked both Sultan and me and we couldn't believe that person would be able to do something like this. Ibrahim Pasha," I said and they both looked so shocked at my words. I knew they wouldn't believe me at first, but they will with time.

"What lies are you talking about? Why do you blame my husband? You are only jealous because we have love you can only dream of!" Hatice stood up in front of me and yelled like never before in my life. I didn't take any of her words seriously because while she was shocked she couldn't think the normal way.

"Ibrahim kidnapped Aylin's brother and threatened her with him. He ordered her to burn my house and accuse Osman on doing it otherwise she would never see her brother again," I said and Hatice nor Valide didn't want to accept that this is the truth. They obviously wouldn't believe to this even if Ibrahim himself told this to them.

At that moment, before Hatice was able to yell once again on me, Hurrem came inside the chambers and she seemed to be happy as I knew outside of the chambers she was able to heard what I have said, and she hated Ibrahim a lot.

"Hurrem, get out!" Hatice yelled on her.

"Actually Hurrem you can stay because I know you are interested to hear the continuation of this story," I said and Valide just sighed nervously as she couldn't stand even more Hurrem in this moment.

"You two united to blame my husband who has done nothing wrong. You are just jealous on our love, because my husband doesn't cheat on me like Namik did to you Fahriye or Suleiman to you Hurrem," Hatice yelled on us with all her strength, and in that moment even Valide seemed to be afraid of her.

"I am not so sure, have you asked yourself who is Nigar Kalfa's children's father?" I said and Hurrem also looked at me shocked as no one could believe in this. I knew I shouldn't say this to Hatice in this way but there was no other way. They did the things the same way to me and I didn't care about them being sad now.

"What are you talking about?" Hatice came and grabbed my arms strongly and started shaking me. She was yelling like crazy and she couldn't accept the fact.

"Ask Suleiman himself he will tell you the same thing, Ibrahim is waiting a child with Nigar and he always spends time with her and loves her," I said and Hatice raised her hand to slap me at that moment, but I was quicker than her and took her raised hand to keep it back from me.

"Ah!" We just heard Valide's words as she just collapsed. She obviously couldn't stand this much of the stress and it was too much to her. Hatice immediately called the doctors and I left the chambers at that moment. I couldn't be anymore in their presence and it obviously must be hard to Valide to find out it's not Osman who is guilty but Ibrahim.

"Sultanim, how did you get to find all of this? I am shocked about this I would never expect this from Ibrahim Pasha," Hurrem said as she was both amazed how did this happen because she knew this is death warrant to Ibrahim but surprised as she didn't expect this to happen.

"I didn't Hurrem, Gulcemal found out about it and little Celal himself confessed about Nigar. I only found Celal, but I am very surprised how did this all happen," I said as I wanted to go to the dungeon to see Osman hoping Suleiman would set him free really soon.

I knew Hurrem didn't feel comfortable when there was a mention of Gulcemal, but this one happened just because of her and because she had some skills barely anyone had. She helped me though years and she is the most intelligent woman I know.

I went downstairs to the dungeon. Many guards were there and all of them were positioned in front of Ibrahim's cells. Suleiman knew he could escape quickly and that was very good order he did to place many guards. After me, Malkocoglu came downstairs.

"Malkocoglu, won't you release Osman from dungeon?" I asked him when he walked closer to me. He just looked at me, then at Ibrahim who seemed like he would kill all of us how angry he was in this moment.

"That's why I came here, Sultan ordered me to release him and he has to go and talk with Sultan," Malkocoglu said and I hoped I could get a moment to talk with Osman, but it was better if he went on good relationship with Suleiman now when he knows he is innocent. I couldn't hide my happiness when Osman was released and he couldn't hide his too. I knew I would see him after he talks with Suleiman and hopefully Suleiman gives good decision about us.

"Ibrahim Pasha, who would ever think you would get here into dungeon," I said as I came closer to his cell. Guards went each on his side as they shouldn't even look at me as I was a Sultana.

"Fahriye, this is all your fault. You made up those things because you were jealous of Hatice and me and now you want to get rid of me to make her sad," Ibrahim yelled at me as he was punching the bar cells of his dungeon.

"Let me correct you, Fahriye Sultana. You should address me like that," I fake smiled to him knowing he would be even more angry at my words.

"I would be never jealous of yours and Hatice's love. You see what you have done to her and she still doesn't want to believe you did it. She can't accept the fact you cheated on her with Nigar," I said to him and knew this time Hatice was in the same position as I was, but only difference was that they chosen husband for me, and she herself alone has chosen her husband and he still has done this to her.

"You filled everyone's head with lies, you will regret standing up against Grand Vizier of Ottoman Empire!" Ibrahim yelled at me but I could do nothing but laugh at his words.

"Your position means nothing when you are locked in dungeon together with other people who might have been ever lower position than you. Sultan already killed two dynasty's son in laws, I am afraid you might be the third one in a very short period," I said as he continued to punch cells as he didn't want to accept the fact when he was the most powerful he would be the closest to death.


"Hunkarim," Osman said as he entered Suleiman's chambers and bowed to him. Suleiman was sitting down on his throne and he seemed very nervous after everything that has happened with Ibrahim.

"Osman Pasha, I am releasing you from dungeon and you can get on your usual job. By the way you will be promoted on the place of third vizier as after Namik Pasha's death that place was empty. I am glad we found out the truth," Suleiman said and gave Osman ring of third vizier. Osman kissed his hand as he didn't expect Suleiman to promote him nor this was even his wish, his only wish was to allow him to marry Fahriye.

"But the order about Fahriye is still on power. I haven't forgotten some things and you are still forbidden from seeing her," Suleiman said and Osman was very surprised of that.

"I am sorry if I have done anything wrong Your Majesty to make you for such a decision..." Osman started to tell but Suleiman stopped him immediately.

"It's inappropriate for you to see her and you shouldn't question my decisions. Fahriye will get married to another man very soon and you can forget about her. You are here serving me and the state not my sister. You can leave now," Suleiman said not even giving Osman ability to say something.

Right when I walked to Suleiman's chambers to see Osman, I saw him walking outside but Malkocoglu was also there. I didn't care about Malkocoglu now because even if he would say something to Suleiman I didn't care because I had nothing to lose anymore.

"Sultanim, you can't come close to Osman Pasha, it's forbidden to you," Malkocoglu said standing in front of me not allowing me even to look at Osman. I was furious at Malkocoglu who wanted to do the orders Sultan allowed him so hard.

"Malkcoglu move away from my eyes," I yelled on him but he seemed not to care about my words. He didn't listen to anyone else beside Suleiman and he was so loyal to him.

"Sultan awaits for you inside," Malkocoglu said and I turned one last time to see Osman who looked at me but they separated us so we couldn't say each other even a word.

"Hunkarim," I bowed to Suleiman who heard everything that I said outside and was already annoyed at me. I knew my presence made him always nervous because I would always fight with him and we would never have a normal conversation because he always disagreed with my wishes.

"Fahriye I made very important decision about your future," Suleiman said to me and I knew this isn't going to be well. When he didn't want me to even see Osman then he wouldn't even want to marry me for him and that fact was killing me.

"If you won't marry me to Osman then don't marry me to anyone," I interrupted him not giving him even the ability to continue his sentence.

"I won't marry you to Osman, Fahriye. I won't. When I order you something you always cross your limits, always," Suleiman yelled at me so angrily. He obviously loved to put all his anger on me as he had no one else to.

"How did I cross my limits will you explain to me please?" I said to him as I didn't even have will to this conversation.

"I ordered you not to tell Hatice about Ibrahim but you said it in front of everyone. She came here today threating she would kill herself I kill Ibrahim. What can I do now? I can't punish Ibrahim because that would mean punishing Hatice," Suleiman yelled on me and I couldn't really believe he would get over what Ibrahim has done just not to hurt Hatice.

"So you care only about Hatice's feelings? The fact that Ibrahim burned my palace and I could be dead means nothing to you when you can't make Hatice even cry or sad? You won't respect the laws just to make her happy? Sad," I said with disgust. Each time I saw Suleiman he went more and more far from me and he who claimed to always follow justice didn't do it when Hatice is in question.

"You know how Hatice is I can't lose my sister because of that. You are fine because Malkocoglu saved you," Suleiman said and I couldn't not to laugh at his words. Even if I would die it would mean nothing to him.

"You have lost another sister today, because to me you aren't my brother anymore. You are no one else to me than Sultan," I said seriously. I knew fighting with him won't give me anything as he was stubborn and everything was in his hands. He wanted all of us to live life he wishes for us not the life we want.

"You will marry Malkocoglu Bali Bey and I don't want to hear any bad word about that. You can't decline it and your wedding will be in a month," Suleiman said to me seriously and I felt like someone stabbed my heart and cut it into million pieces. I couldn't even look at Malkcoglu how I couldn't stand him but he wanted to force me to marry him and live with him.

"You will marry me for him just because he has saved me from the fire?" I asked.

"Yes. He proved that he is good enough to be dynasty's son in law and there is no one better for you than him," Suleiman said.

"But Osman couldn't even prove himself to you because you always put all the blame on him. When Namik stated to beat me Osman was the only person to save me and you don't want accept that but you rather are angry what is he doing near my palace, sad Suleiman how you don't treat everyone the same," I said so disappointed in his words.

"I don't want to hear anything about Osman anymore because you won't marry him," Suleiman yelled on me.

"I would rather die than live without Osman. I would rather die than to marry Malkocoglu and live the life you want me to live not the life I want to," I yelled on him back.

"You will listen to my orders! What is important is that we find you a suitable husband for you, not you yourself because you see Hatice chosen alone and see what has happened," Suleiman yelled on me with all of his power.

"I won't listen to your orders. I will kill myself if you don't allow me to marry Osman," I said to him and I played on the same game as Hatice played and it always went good to her.

"You won't threat me that way!" Suleiman yelled on me.

"But Hatice can?" I asked him and laughed. With each his word he showed me how he prioritise her but never cared about me.

"Stop comparing yourself with her for the whole life, you can't do it!" Suleiman yelled on me and his words told me everything.

"Yes I can't do it because I was never the favourite child or sister, and she was. If I won't be able to live my life with who I love, you will never see me anymore. I am ready to drink the poison and die here at the moment," I said but he obviously didn't understand the seriousness of my words.

"You will never do it, you do it just to threat me!" Suleiman said and looked at another way.

I didn't even want to say a word. I took a ring on my finger where the poison was and drank it quickly. Suleiman saw me and he ran towards me trying to stop me but he was too late.

"What have you done Fahriye?" Suleiman yelled on me as only few seconds were need for poison to work and I already started feeling guilty.

"Maybe now you will realise how you destroyed my life by not allowing me to marry who I want," I said before my eyes closed in Suleiman's hands.

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