I wake up with me being naked and my lower half hurting like hell. That's when I remembered what happened last night. My face turned beet red. I turn to see two pill's and a glass of water.

hope you feel better
-K

I blush even more. But my heart drops when I realizing- Does this count as an affair!? Oh my god! Kacchan-! ASUNA! The only reason- okay not the only reason but it was because of those stupid pills the doctor prescribed me. He said they'll make my sexual 'desires' or 'needs' more...I don't know intense? What did I do, what did I do, what did I do.

I don't like the feeling of feeling bad. But I had sex with my ex who has a girlfriend! I just partook in cheating! I try to get up and take a shower but horribly fall. I slowly and painfully walk get my clothes on. "Why the fuck does this hurt so bad." I held onto my door knob. "Why does this hurt!" I opened the door and just lingered around my door contemplating if I can stand seeing Asuna after what happened.

I felt arms wrap around my waist pulling me back. I turn around meeting eyes with Kacchan. "K-Kacchan." "I'm sorry, If I went to far." I blushed looking away. "I-I'm fine, I just need to take a shower." He smirks. "Hmm, now that I think about it me too." No way, he's not getting in with me, out of nowhere he picks me up.

Even though we're not actually dating and we may or may not be cheating I can't help but do all these things when i'm around him.

We get to the showers and he takes off my clothes. I blush looking away. He takes off his and we get in. He put shampoo in his hair twirling it in my hair. He shaped my hair into a mohawk. I giggled at messed it up. Next her made my hair look like All Might. I laughed but cringed not wanting to think of all might while I'm showering.

When we got out he put us both in towels. He picked me up again and set me in my room, "I'll be back." I got changed and waited for him to come back. I smile to myself thinking about the past few hours. He came back running on the bed making the bed fly me up. "Ah!" He laughed laying down next to me. I couldn't stop think about Asuna.

"Kacchan...What about Asuna..." He stayed still looking at me. "...I don't know. I-I'll take care of it." I feel bad...She tried everything in her power to become "friends" with me and here I am repaying her with cheating with her boyfriend. "She was so nice to me and...behind her back I'm-." He moves my hair out of my eyes. "Don't think about it that way."

"But there's no other way to think about it." He kisses me, I of course kiss him back. "I love you." "I love you too nerd." Do I really though? Love him? After everything...Of course I'm still not over him but...We're doing things not the right way.

"C-Can we watch something. My body still hurts." I roll over and I glare at him. "This morning I thought about killing you for being so rough." He smirks at me. I instantly know he's going to say something that'll embarrass me. I hate how easy he makes me feel embarrassed, flustered, and shy. "Yeah but you liked it." He leaned down and whispered into my ear, "ya know... The way you kept screaming my-." "S-Shut up!"

All of a sudden there was a knock on my door. "Shit." I groan getting up and opening the door. "M-Midoriya have you s-seen Katsuki. I haven't seen him since this m-morning." She walks in being uninvited. I was confused on how Kacchan was just on my bed but now he's gone.

"Uhh nope, haven't seen him." I join her sitting on the bed she starts crying and puts her head on shoulder. I'm not sure how to do these kinds of things. I don't even know how to handle my own emotions. I awkwardly pet her hair. "T-There there. I'm sure he's fine." She shakes her head.

"I-It's not that. Lately Katsuki and I have been really distant lately ever since you came back." I look at her weird. "What are you trying to say." I narrow my eyes at her. "Have you guys been secretly planning my birthday!?" My eyes widen in realization. "Ohh darn you got us." I start looking around for Kacchan.

"I'm just really worried about Katsuki." "Maybe he's on a jog." She stood up quickly. "Your right! Thanks Midoriya." She ran out the room. I groaned falling back on the bed. Kacchan came out of the closet. "Why are girls like that?" He sighs sitting next to me. Seeing Asuna cry like that after I just had sex with her boyfriend honestly kills me.

"I feel bad for Asuna...She seems worried about you." Ever since I came back I feel like i've been ruining everything for people. Ruining the good things people have just because I feel shitty about myself. My eyes starts to water but I force myself not to cry.

"Izu? What's wrong." "I-I feel horrible for what i'm doing to Asuna." He grabs my hand. "I-I know..." He glances over at my pills. "Did you take your pills" I freeze totally forgetting about them. I'm just now getting use to them and my mom would usually be the one to remind me. I shake my head. He gives me two of them with a cup of water. He sits down next to me rubbing my back reassuring me that it's okay. I didn't want to be back with Kacchan like this. Sooner or later this horrible secret will unravel for everyone to see.

Sorry y'all, this update was a bit doo doo 😗💩