Dumbass
Izuku
I woke us to a arm securely wrapped around my waist. I already knew it was kacchan. Unless it's some stalker weirdo. I turn around hugging him He groans and starts waking up. "Hey nerd." "Hi." He kisses my cheek and stares at me. "What do you want?" I don't like it when he can make me feel all these emotions no else has.
"Why were you crying earlier." I was confused. If he means earlier I didn't even know he was near me? "So your stalking me now?" "No, When you decided to get up and walk out of class Aizawa sent me to check on you....You've been acting off for a few days. What's wrong?" I've told him multiple times what's wrong and he can't seem to understand it.
He knows I hate repeating things and hate talking about my feelings. It's annoying. "Your mumbling." He sighs and hugs me tighter. "I'm sorry okay, it's just confusing the way you are." I sit up glaring at him. "Whats that suppose to mean." He sits up facing me.
"You act like your all alone. You have me to help you-." "And you have Asuna." I feel my eyes start to sting. Tears were threatening to spill. "Why do you act like this." "Like what." Okay maybe I said it more meaner than I wanted to but I was kinda mad!
"Like an asshole. You act like an asshole. You always run away from every good thing in your life, you always run from your problems. You can't be nice to anyone for a few minutes without making a rude remark. Anyone who tries getting close to you, you shove them down and insult them...I don't get you sometimes Izuku."
That was...Very honest. The truth fucking hurts. I didn't say anything. I sat there glaring at him with tears rushing down my face. "Can you go?" I didn't want to lash out on him like every other time. I didn't want "shove him away" so he says. "Izuku i'm sorry-." "Just shut up. You said it, you meant it, there's nothing you can do about it....Now can you go?" I looked at him the same way I look at people I don't like. "I-."
"I said go." He sat there staring at me for a few second before getting to leave leaving. We can barely have a conversation without me being an asshole. What he said was true, but it hurt even more that he said it directly to me...It hurt even more hearing it from him out of all people. It makes me wonder if he thought this for a while.
Katsuki
I stand outside his door regretting what I had just said. He looked so hurt but tried covering it up. I meant to say it more gentle. Katsuki you fucking idiot! I knocked on the door wanting to apologize to him. I really didn't mean to say it so harsh. He's going through a lot and that's not how I wanted to say it. He didn't answer.
I decided to just leave him alone and give him some time. I walk into the living room to see Asuna and Jiro talking on the couch. "Hey Katsuki!" Asuna waved at me, I waved at her back not saying anything. "Is everything okay?" I look down not wanting to look at her. Now Katsuki fucking tell her. "Asuna...Can we talk?"
She gave me a confused look but nodded. We walked into a hallway away from everyone. "What did you want to talk about?" This is so much harder than what I thought in my head. I start to slightly panic. "I uh, j-just wanted to say... I love you?" She smiled and kissed me. "Silly, I already know that." She walked away back into the living room. Your a fucking dumbass Katsuki.
x-x-x-x
It's been two hours since I checked in on Izuku. I cooked him food and knocked on his door. He opened the door and smiled at me. "H-Hi kacchan." I heard loud audioable laughing. His face turned super fucking red. "Here." I handed him the food and walked in. "K-Kacchan, t-this is K-Koyo." The dude on his laptop was still laughing.
So this was his only friend he liked in America? "Y-Your a s-stuttering m-mess when your a-around him." He says between laughs. I smirk at Izuku and he's pretty much a glow stick right now. "OkayByeKoyo!" He shuts his laptop.
"Did he try anything-." "No Kacchan he didn't." He laughs and hugs me. "I'm really sorry about what I said-." "Don't apologize. It's fine, I'm over it and you should be too." I didn't want him to completely push that conversation away. What I said was really fucked up. But he insisted on dropping it.
"I tried talking to Asuna...I say the complete wrong thing." He doesn't say anything for a little bit. "....I feel bad. I know I keep saying it but I do..." I kiss his forehead and sigh. "I know... I'll-I'll fix it....Now eat your food."
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