Izuku

The past week i've felt very mentally drained. After a few days on the pills i've noticed a change in me. I'd be a little less irritable. Today was the day I go back to school. I've talked to koyo about all this and he was- like always there supporting me. My mom drove me to school. She waved to me goodbye. When I got to room D2 it was silent.

^I forgot what the room number is

When they saw me everyone smiled and ran towards me. "Midoriya! Glad your back!" I lightly waves to them. Yuno slung his arm over my shoulder. "I want you to know no matter how many fights we get into i'll always have your back." "Thanks..." His smirk faltered into unsure was "Alsoooo... Nezu told us what happened."

He...What. So is this what I get for telling someone about something- don't get mad Izuku. Nezu is very smart. He knows what he did and did it for a good reason. Deep breath in, deep fucking breath out.

x-x-x

The rest of the school day went by okay. 504 kids were all on our way to the dorms. When we walked in the whole class were awkwardly doing odd things. Mineta and Denki were looking a lap. Kirishima was doing jumping jacks in the middle of the living room mina was wiping the floors, the girls loudly talking acting like everything was normal, and Todoroki and iida were making a handshake.

The 12 of us all shared looks. "Oh! H-HeY midoriya!" Denki and kirishima ran over to me. Denki quickly shoved me in a chair. "We made you your fav food! Katsudon~!" Kirishima put the bowl in front of me. Iida ran over to me giving me a back massage.

"Gosh you must me so stressed out with... Home... Work? Yeah! Let's me calm you down." Mina ran over to the faucet getting me water. "Here have some water!"

"G-Guys it's fine, i'm just tired is all." They all aggressively nodded. "Let us carry you! Your feet must be tired." "Care for a foot massage?" "How about a back scratcher." "Guys." I tried talking. "Or maybe a nice hot shower." "Should we go prepare a bubble bath instead?" "GUYS! I'm fine really...I'm just tired." I walked up stairs going to my room.

Kirishima

Mina and I both bumped. "We totally acted normal." "I know I bet he was so happy when we surprised him." Mina, denki, sero and I did our victory dance. All of a sudden Yuno hit me on the back of my head. "You dipshits he already knows Nezu told you guys." ".....Oh...."

Katsuki

I sat on the couch watch everything unfold. I want to go to talk to him but the other day nezu pulled me aside telling me that he just needs space for while. I don't know how long a while is but I just want to see if he's okay. I know last time that didn't go well... At all.

I sit there contemplating what he's doing or if I should go check on him or if I should just listen and stay away. The last time I talked to him he made it very known that he didn't want to see or speak to me again. Should I ask Asuna to check if he's okay- no. It seems like he's not a big fan of her. I sigh getting up going back to my dorm room.

I walk past Izuku's door noticing it's halfway open. I hear quite crying. I didn't like hearing him cry... I lightly nock the door before opening it fully.

"H-Hey." He looked up at me with desperation in his eyes. "H-Hi Kacchan." He tried to quickly wipe his eyes. "Can I sit?" I asked him pointed next to him on the bed. He nodded his head. I closed the door walking to the bed. I looked over at him. His eyes were red from crying. "How are you holding up?" "As you can see i'm doing great."

"Sorry that they completely acted the opposite of normal. I mean who stares at lamps and wipes the floor?" He let out a laugh wiping his eyes. I smile to myself hoping this is getting us somewhere. I sigh laying down. He joins me laying his head on my chest. "Was it because of me?" "What?" I didn't want to say it without hurting him in some way. It made me feel all these emotions when I thought that I could be the reason why he thought about suicide.

"....You thinking about killing yourself." He stayed quiet for a little bit. "Partly...Y-Yeah. I thought about it before all this happened." It...It was my fault. Whether it was half or not it was still my fault. "Izu-...I'm so sorry. The last thing i'd ever want is for our last conversation to be about you hating me." His hands reach for mine.

"I-It's okay." We stayed there silent. Finally enjoying each other's presence. After that he talked about everything that happened in america. I told him how I was in lacrosse and he looked so happy when I said my number. Apparently we were the same number.

He interlaced our finger, staring at our connected hands. "I missed this...A lot." "....Me too." After that I heard soft snores coming from him. I smiled to myself seeing him sleep. Every memory of him just came popping up out of nowhere. I enjoyed it. I covered him in his blankets and kissed his forehead. "Good night Izu."