Doubts clouds mind,
Anger clouds eyes,
Bitterness clouds hearts,
Tongue spits it all out.

Misunderstandings take rise,
Become dumb and deaf to reality,
We forgot our surroundings,
We forgot ourselves.

We lost our paths,
We lost our light,
We lost our hope,
We lost our confidence.

We forgot that we breathe,
We breathe, We live,
We live a life,
Where's life, There's hope.

Where's hope, there's life,
Where's light, there's fire,
Where's fire, there's passion,
Where's passion, there's zeal.

We're humans,
We're bound to fall,
We're bound to makes mistakes,
We know how to rise.

Ride Up, Rise Up Pal,
You ain't a small toddler,
You're grown up adult,
Fight against yourself.

Don't give up,
A lion resides in you,
Realise that lion,
Attack your dreams.

Go and never stop,
Keep on going,
None is stopping you,
But you yourslf,
Don't hesitate,
Keep on going.

Be committed to yourself,
Be committed to your dreams,
Be committed to your passions,
Be committed to your ethics.

Be a phoenix,
Spread your wings,
Rise Up,Wake Up,
The World is yours to win.

The previous poem can be count as outlet of my feelings. This poem I wrote to encourage myself and others who have been under the same situation as I.

To be strong for myself. To be independent rather than depending on anyone. You're hurt because of your expectations. You're hurt because of your reactions when someone hurts you. You were hurt because you allowed yourself to feel that way.
Your attitude is what gets hurt.
Love yourself, cherish yourself and respect yourself. You'll never be afraid of lonliness again.

I've learned writing novels at age of 11 when I had no one to share my feelings with. I learned AMV making and cover making when I had no one teach me. For cover making, I learned from Wattpad tutorials and making them again and again.
I didn't get enough critical advice. So I became my own critic. Because you're our own harshest critic.Use it in postive ways. I can understand what Drew feels when he scolded May for taking advice from harley than believing on her own.

I learned a lot of stuffs on my own. Mostly I learn to independent.
Infact I'm very much relieved as I overcame an issue which had left me stuck in the past for a pretty long time.

The great thing is that letting the issue go never made me sad but more happy than before.

It made me grow more strong.

I hope my poems give you strength to overcome your difficulties and be a better person than before.

Thank you

Rakuyouu signing off