"Fuck off !" 

I shouted at you, angered that I wasn't capable enough to deserve this life and you.

But you only gave me a small smile. 

Now, I feel guilty. 

Is this why you left ? Because I shouted at you ?

Please just come back. 

It's difficult to live here. 

It's suffocating in here. 

Hell, I would donate my vocal box to someone. 

So that I can never shout at you again. 

Will you come back now ?