Alright so.. this fucking sucks. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever been through.

I wish I was a better boyfriend, I wish it never happened like why would she do it? I know there was probably nothing I could have done but why didn't she just come talk to me? I didn't even realize she was having such a damn hard time!

I love her more than anything and that will never change, she was the funniest person I've ever met and she's my best friend.

To be honest I feel like it's all my fucking fault because all I did was add on to her pain! If I could have one wish all it would be is to have my girl back. I could go on all day but I can't see my damn screen.. see you on the other side babe! I love you more than your love for hot fries.