Alright. I take that last chapter and all those tears back cause.. that's some fucked up shit. There are people out there actually fighting against self harm and you make a lie to get back at me. I loved you so damn much that breaking up with me would have been enough but seriously?! having your friend tell people that you killed yourself and to think that they'd actually go along with that is sick.

You not only hurt me but you hurt everyone on here. I feel bad for the other people who wasted their time crying, changing their bios, praying and writing stories for you. Everyone has been miserable and to know that it's my fault for their suffering makes it even better so congratufuckinglations Alyssa. You win. Yeah people are gonna yell at you and be mad and say some nasty stuff but you should be able to understand why. Cheating is one of the lowest things yes but saying you killed yourself?! That's not okay! I don't even know how to react to all this..well I do. I smacked the knob off of a cabnet cause I was pi- thats not the point.

I'm clairvoyant that means you get a gut feeling about things before they happen. I had a gut feeling you made it up to hurt me, I didn't feel like it was true at all. But it wasn't and you did. But I have to admit I just about cried for 2 days straight. I know you wanted to make me feel like shit but death?! Just... there's so much more to be said but I'm not waisting my time *hears Jeremiah crying* OH MY FUCKING SON OF A DICK. Alright bye.