Shivaay caressed Anika's face and kissed her forehead again

"I am sorry Anika for not being with you at that time when you needed me the most . I am sorry now I will make sure to make your everyday beautiful. And I love you Anika... I love you a lot", said Shivaay sobbing between his cries

He layed himself beside her and hugged her.

"Now I will make everything fine Anika",said Shivaay and slept hugging her

**
In morning

Anika woke up at 8: 00 Am

"Ohhh bete ki itna late. That too after 5 years. But one thing I must say is that I slept peacefully today", said Anika to herself yawning. She knew the reason of her peaceful sleep and smiled.

Then she noticed Shivaay beside her. It didn't took much time for her to notice that he had cried last night..

Anika ruffled his hairs lightly and kissed his forehead. He looked very cute in sleep. She was unable to take her eyes off from his face

"Love you a lot Shivaay. I am still feeling it as a dream to see you with me. It's like my dream came true. You know what yesterday I slept peacefully after 5 years because I was in your arms . I was used to wake up early in these years but never slept peacefully", said Anika while caressing his hairs and got up but she was pulled by Shivaay who was faking his sleep

"Love you too and it's not dream. Wake up I think you are still in sleep. Good morning", said Shivaay pulling her beside him lovingly

Anika stared him because he confessed his feelings after 5 years . It's not like they didn't confessed yet, they did but Shivaay was lost after coming from jail. Shivaay didn't answered her confession before too that's why she was shocked.

Shivaay understood that what she must be thinking

"Don't think much about me. I am your husband only", said Shivaay to make her mood light which actually did

Anika smiled and placed her head on his chest

"What happened Shivaay why you cried last night?", asked Anika in serious tone

To which Shivaay Hugged her very tightly. He started crying again remembering her struggles and their baby.

"Shivaay ....", Whispered Anika after hearing his sobs

Anika looked up and saw him crying. She panicked

"Is it paining somewhere Shivaay? What happened?", asked Anika being scared seeing his tears. She cupped his face in her hands and caressed his cheeks

"Yes it's paining here", said Shivaay while pointing towards his heart

"Why didn't you told me about Everything Anika", asked Shivaay crying more

Anika wiped his tears. She was confused what he is talking about? Depression or be got to know something else?

"About what",asked Anika and looked in his eyes to find guilt. He looked down when she stared him

"About past Anika, what you suffered, our child everything Anika", said Shivaay while crying like a baby

"Sh... Shivaay I....I am sorry", whispered Anika and started crying. She knew who can tell him about her past. She knew it very well that Khanna will not lie when it comes to Shivaay. She thought that asking forgiveness is the best way to stop him from being guilty

Shivaay wiped her tears

"No more crying from now. We will start a new life from today. ", Said Shivaay in determination that he will make her upcoming life better than this

"Do you know everything??", asked Anika being shocked plus confused at the same time . As she asked Khanna to tell few things not everything but now it seemed like he told everything

"Yes", said Shivaay in cold voice. He tried  to act strong but he can't when his Anika suffered much

Anika stood up to go so but Shivaay was fast as compared to her. He got angry and pinned her to wall

"Now don't you dare you cry for them. You have to take care of yourself. You will leave that office forever. We will start a new office together. You will not take depression medicines. You will not take stress and if you need anything you will call me understood?", Ordered Shivaay angrily in his cold voice like her old tadibaaz bagadbilla.

Anika smiled to see her tadibaaz bagadbilla back in action. She became very happy seeing old him back just because of her tears. She was aww seeing his care

"Jaan jye par tadi ja jye Mr Shivaay Singh Oberoi ki. You said this much heart touching lines for me. You showed this much concern towards me but that too in tadi. Mr tadibaaz baggadbille", said Anika with a smile and holded his shoulders tightly

After that she encircled her arms around his neck with a smile

"Because you are the reason that I am back in my own self which I lost because of some people also for your smile I can do anything", said Shivaay with a smile but deep inside his heart he was feeling very sad and guilty that he was not with her

Anika smiled too. Shivaay left her hands which he pinned to wall and holded her face in his hands

"You told me how to hug . You are the one who helped me recover from my numb behaviour because you are my life and I want to spend time with you which we haven't yet so can we go out somewhere together", asked Shivaay which caressing her hairs as well because he missed playing with her hairs

Anika looked towards him with teary eyes and hugged him

"Yes sure I will but if you are ok", said Anika being concerned for him because he was behaving weird before. He was numb after coming back so she want him to be comfortable first

"I am totally fine Anika", said Shivaay lovingly to which she smiled

"You know what Anika"

"Hmm what .."

Shivaay tightened the hug

"You are best. In jail I was carefree that th..they will keep you safe and happy b...but I was wrong.. I was wrong Anika. I was missing you badly there ", said Shivaay with slight tears in his eyes

Anika broke hug and wiped his tears

"Shh past is past na. But now we will face everything,every struggle together, with no regret . Everything just happened na we can't change that but one thing we can change is our present right", said Anika whereas Shivaay nodded

Anika took both of his hands and kissed them

"No need to regret Shivaay. Till you are with me I am happiest. I really don't want anything if you are with me.. My happiness is with you Mr. SSO", said Anika

"Also I am felling hungry. I haven't made anything yet. You also must be hungry right", said Anika like a child and looked towards him sadly with a pout

"Yes I am but today I will make something for you", said Shivaay highlighting word for you with a smile

"Hmm ok", said Anika excitedly but only they knows that they are hiding their inner feelings. Forgetting past is not that much easy for both of them. Anika thought that reacting for his care is very important he may feel bad seeing her sad

"Also pack your bags we are leaving today", said Shivaay which came as a nuclear bomb for Anika.

"Like seriously he wants to leave his house that too for her the same Mansion which is his temple", thought Anika

"What happened? Where are you lost. Ummm... In my dreams?", grinned Shivaay in order to tease her

Anika blushed and pushed him lightly

"Aap bhi na"

"Me What?", he asked with a smirk

"Nothing.. but are you serious Shivaay that you want to leave this house.. for me", said Anika and pointed her finger towards herself to confirm whether he is serious or not

"What do you mean by for me Anika hmm you are my everything ok . You are my wife and you have every right to be with me in every ups and downs also I don't want you to be here", said Shivaay angrily and left from there. His anger was just an excuse to hide his inner feelings from her as he don't want to cry in front of her. He don't want to give her more pain

***

After 2-3 minutes went to kitchen again as he was going to prepare food for her. After washing his face he thought to help her as he cried in corner thinking about her past.

On his way to kitchen Shivaay saw Omru who were sitting with Gauri and Bhavya

"We are leaving Oberoi mansion. Also no need to sheed your fake tears ", told Shivaay sternly and left for kitchen

After sometime dadi along with omru came in kitchen

"Mood spoilers", said Shivaay being irritated . He throwed his apron  angrily and was about to leave with his dish but stopped hearing dadi's words

"Are you really leaving this house", asked dadi

"Yes.... but correction. It's We . We are leaving this house . Ohh correction here too .I am leaving with my wife because she needs happy environment which I can't see here and we will shift there", said Shivaay angrily with his cold voice and left

***