Shivaay picked Anika up and laid her on bed. He sprinkled water on her face. His hands were trembling due to fear. "Fear of loosing her". His heart was beating very fast

"A... Anika please op..en your e..ye...s", said Shivaay stammering

"An. .ika pl...ease uth..o na. Ple....ase wa....ke up I can't live with....out yo..u and you k...now that na ...", said Shivaay and sprinkled more water. He was continuously crying and his tear drop fell on her cheek.

Due to which Anika blinked her eyes slowly. Shivaay sighed in relief. He hugged Anika

"Meri toh Jaan he Chali gai thi ( I felt like dying Anika) ", said Shivaay while crying

"S..shhh don't", said Anika slowly trying to place her hand on his lips but failed

Shivaay hummed and tightened the hug Anika also hugged him by placing her arms around him

"I am sorry", both said together

Shivika looked in each other eyes and smiled. Shivaay wiped her tears

"Why so", both says together again and chuckled

"Because it was my fault", said both together again and started laughing

After few minutes of laughing both stopped. Anika was about to say something when Shivaay placed his hand on her lips

"Stop it and first take this", said Shivaay and gave her medicines of her depression . He was looking down because he was thinking that it is because if him . Because of him she suffered .

Anika took medicines and ate them silently because she know about his anger their marriage was the result of his anger only. She never imagined that the guy who married her forcefully can love her this much that once he risked his life to save her. Shivaay took glass and placed that in table. He sat near her and holded her hands tightly

He went towards cupboard and came with a box

He did her first aid by Slowly blowing her at the wounded place and then he applied concealer 

Anika smiled seeing his care. She didn't realised that bangles which broke in her hands can give her what she wanted

*Old SSO*,  this was what she wanted

"What happened Anika. How can you being depressed Anika. You are my khidkitod Anika right . Who is bubbly, sweet, caring, funny.. not funny like joker*to which Anika chuckled*, I mean fun loving girl then why are you taking depression pills Anika", asked Shivaay with painful voice because he was regretting

"Firstly I am sorry for hiding this truth from you Shivaay", said Anika with slight tears in her eyes

"No need Anika. It was my fault too that I left you . It was my fault that I was not able to become a good husband and I was unable to protect you I am at fault that I was unable to get your trust", said Shivaay sadly with tears. He was guilty that for family he left his wife alone . Just to save his brother's life he did everything and they didn't even cared for her once. He started thinking that he was unable to win her trust that's why she was not telling him about her health

"Really then what was the reason of me supporting you when whole family was against you?", Asked Anika taunting him but with tears in her eyes. Because she trust him a lot how can he think that she does not trust him and he was unable to get her trust

Shivaay looked upwards in her eyes, Staring her only to ask the reason that why she didn't told him truth then

"Then why you hided this truth from me", asked Shivaay being hurt

"Didn't you heard whole conversation", asked Anika being shocked

"After listening about your depression I was totally numb Anika. I wa... wasn't able to protect you", said Shivaay stammering in painful voice and started crying. He is strong but seeing his love suffering wasn't digestive for him. He failed as a husband from his point if view..

"Nai Shivaay y....you are best . You are my life . I didn't wanted to make you feel bad and you were already in pain so how can I give you more pain. Like you are bearing now", said Anika while crying. She holded his hand lightly to which he smiled faintly

"But still Anika I had right. So tell me reason", said Shivaay wiping her tears again

"Naa first I want to know the reason that why you killed bade Papa??, Asked Anika

"But Anika..", said Shivaay

"It's ok", said Anika being hurt which was clear from her voice . Fresh tears formed in her eyes which she wiped them hiding from Shivaay but Shivaay noticed that.

Shivaay pulled her closer and hugged her. She holded him tightly and cried. Both let their emotions out which they were hiding from 5 year's. She thought that he still didn't accepted her otherwise he would have told her. She wasn't able to get his trust that's why he never shared his secrets with her but her thoughts were killed by Shivaay's voice.

"I killed bade Papa because he was trying to seperate us just because of property. He thought if our baby came then whole property will be in his name and we will left alone. I can give him everything but the thing that triggered me was that he was going to sell Ob...Oberoi mansion after getting property Which I can never give Anika that is our house o....our temple h...how can we leave that . Also he was the one who called Mohit. He told him to seperate us because he was jealous of my success and he was taunting me everytime t..that I will... I will ditch you.... He told me to give property when he failed to seperate us. When I denied he tried to kill omru and in anger and to save omru life I.. I", confessed Shivaay who was interrupted by Anika who was crying while hugging him. Even his voice was low while telling about that day

"You killed bade Papa . You shooted him", said Anika to which Shivaay nodded with tears.  Both were crying in whole conversation

"You saved their life and received hatred. And receiving hatred you didn't told truth even why Shivaay. Atleast you could have toldd me", asked Anika in low voice. She was also crying with him. She placed her head on his shoulders. Both were crying silently

"Because I didn't wanted them to hate bade Papa. You will also not hate him ok Anika", said Shivaay while crying but Anika wiped his tears

"You are so good Shivaay", said Anika after cupping his face in her hands. Both joined their foreheads together. They were feeling happy and sad at same time. After talking with eachother after 5 years relaxed them.

"Sleep Anika please because from now onn I mean from tomorrow I will not let you take those harmful pills", said Shivaay in a strict tone

"But Shivaay", said Anika but was interrupted by him

"No if and but . My Anika will live happy with me without depression. I will do whatever you want me to do Anika. I will help you to overcome your depression but without those harmful pills", said Shivaay

Anika smiled seeing old him back because of their emotional talks but still she can't tell him truth . How can she tell her those unfate full days ???

Just then Both heard crying and sobbing voices from outside

"Who is crying now", asked Anika

"Wait here I will see", saying this Shivaay got up but Anika holded his hand immediately

"I will also come . What If ghost came", said Anika while holding his arm tightly being scared to which Shivaay laughed that too after 5 years.

"Here only devil like me and angel like you exit and God", said Shivaay pulling her closer

"Let's go", said Anika pushing him lightly

Both came out and saw everyone from family crying. They were looking down in guilt

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Baki ka Baad Mai🤣🤣.

Aacha tell he how was this part