Joy's P.O.V

- Anna, we need to go. It's late. - I simply said.

She understood, without saying anything but "okay".

More than 30 minutes waiting!

I didn't had anything to complain or be sad about. I went for the first time to a concert of one of my favorite bands in the world. And shared the moment with my best friend. It was more than amazing!

But unfortunately, my head and my heart was not so in peace as it should be. But I was trying to ignore it.

I was okay. Maybe.

Me and Anna didn't sleep well because we stood on our beds totally awaken, talking like crazy about the show.

But she stopped for a moment, and said what I knew she wanted to say since we left the concert.

- He is too busy. I'm pretty sure that something got in the way. It doesn't mean that he is not interested in you.

- Anna... come on!

- What? He called you... and he came here that day!

- Okay. I admit that maybe he got interested in me, somehow. But look at his life. He has everything. He is famous, has money, has a busy schedule and a lot of pretty girls in the same industry. Why he would want to be stuck on me? - I put it all out.

Anna said nothing.

- Now I'm feeling sleepy. Good night! - I said, turning my back in my bed, closing my eyes.

- Night. - Anna said.

I know it's seems ridiculous. How can someone that you don't even know become so important?

Of course. Maybe it was because I was just a fan like the others.

And even knowing the reality, deep inside of me I had hope, that I could mean something to him.

Maybe what I needed to do was stop thinking.

But my heart was keeping warmer the felling.

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I felt something lighting and burning on my face. I opened my eyes, and the sunshine was passing through the windows.

I looked at my cellphone beside me.

8:57 a.m.

There was two missed calls.

Unknown

It was someone I didn't have the number on the cellphone. In the screen there was also a notification saying I had a message. I clicked to see it.

"Sorry for last night...

Myungsoo"

He had sent a message for me... apologising! But it was no more than four words.

What should I think about this? I was unquiet inside. A smile formed in my face. Like a child girl, I was happy because he had sent me a message. But there was a kind of sad felling. I don't know why, but something inside of me was interrupting my happiness.

I decided not to show that message to Anna. I knew what she would say.

I left the cellphone on my bed.

I stood up. Opened the window. Breathed deep. Inhaled the fresh air of the morning. It was not so cold like the days before.

Anna was still sleeping.

I went downstairs to eat something. Uncle Mike and Aunt Lisa where already up.

After the breakfast, I went back to the bedroom to take a bath. I wore a light green t-shirt and a simple jeans. For my feet, a pair of white converse.

I took my cellphone and my black little purse.

- Aunt Lisa, tell Anna I went downtown, but I'll be right back. - I said, and left.

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My earphones were playing "La La La" by Standing Egg.

I was just going through places, seeing things.

I bought icecream.

My morning was doing great, though my thoughts where not so okay, thinking in just one person in particular. "Why he need to be so important to me?"

And my thoughts met reality when I passed by a newsstand, where were some magazines. And my eyes stopped right by one where was a familiar face on the cover.

Myungsoo and... me?

I stopped the music in my earphones.

My eyes widened.

"L's secret?" , that was the title written on the cover.

The photo who showed he and me was about the day we first met, in that rainy day.

Gosh, I was on a magazine cover? With Myungsoo?

The paparazzi... they don't waste time. They had taken photos of us, when Myungsoo took me to his car on that day.

My heart raced.

Actually, the picture they used on the cover was not revealing much of my face. But my blue hair was showing...

Though my identity was not showing, I wasn't liking it.

I started to feel anxious.

Right there I started to turn fastly the pages, to see what else they had put in there.

There was not so many photos, and thankfully my face was not showing.

The texts was in korean. But I could had an idea of what it was talking about. I saw the word "girlfriend".

Some people around me was reading the same magazine. I felt nervous, feeling like I would be recognized right there because of my hair...

But nobody looked at me. Nobody noticed me there, I guess.

I was still feeling anxious, though.

I was up to leave, when my phone ringged.

- Hello?

- Hello? Joy?

- Yes.

- It's Myungsoo.

- Hey. - i tried to answer normally.

I didn't know how to react. The feelings where mixed.

I think he noticed I was not ok.

- Are you okay? If it's because of yesterday, I can explain...

- No, I'm okay with what happened yesterday. I totally understand you are busy. And you don't own me a explanation.

He stood silent on the other side.

He was quiet.

And so was I, looking to the magazine.

After some seconds of awkward silence, he said something.

- umm... I would like to see you.

His sweet voice, somehow, made my heart steady.

- I want to see you too...

"Why did you say that?", I thought to myself.

- Great!!

- But aren't you tired, or even busy? You had a show yesterday...

- Don't worry. I'm okay, and have free time by now. So, what time should we meet?

- umm, In two hours, it's okay for you?

- Ye. I will be at your house in two hours.

When he said "your house" I knew he meant my aunt's house. It made me giggle.

- Bye. - he said.

- Bye. - I dropped the call.

I looked again at the magazine.

I paid for it, and left.