there are so many things i can't escape.
religion. culture. the way i look.
friends. family. haters.

i want a way out. there is no light at the end of the tunnel for me. because that light can't exist without the tunnel.

it's hard to keep going. drained of life.
i can't keep lying to myself.
it won't be alright.
and that's the whole of it.
so it's about time i realize that.