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"Oh and also, don't talk to me... Please." Your words lingered in the thick tensioned air as you walked away, leaving Baekhyun alone in the corridor. You weren't sure if you had done the right thing, but you were too mad to even bother at the moment.

While Baekhyun, he was already regretting every move he had done that day. You had basically broken up your friendship and that fact was already devastating him. He hadn't imagined that things would ever end up like this. They couldn't end up like this.

He angrily ruffled his hair in frustration as he let out a mad growl, kicking one of the lockers aggressively. He had messed up completely and the only one he was blaming was himself. He had to fix things alone now. Normally you would have his back but now you weren't there to support him.

The feeling of loneliness and rage was already kicking in. He couldn't believe it, a fight between the two of you would be the last thing to ever happen in the world. And there he was, trying not to break anything from the overwhelming rage that was clouding him inside.

He felt the lump in his throat blob painfully as he swallowed and blinked away the tears stinging on his glossy eyes.

"What have I done..." He muttered to himself as he slid down the wall, sitting on the ground with his back against it. His voice came out only as a pained, weak whisper. His face had darkened, the whole aura around him had changed into something painful and extremely sad.

It would take a good while to get over what had happened this day. Both he and you knew it. But he had no intention to just let go of your friendship... No. Relationship.

He wouldn't let you slip out of his hands. He had gripped onto you too hard, he depended on you too much to be left alone at this point. He was going to fix things, but the thought of you probably hating him destroyed him.

He didn't know how he was going to get you back, he knew you were a stubborn one. This situation had ended in the worst of ways. You leaving him. Then he remembered that he was the one who was supposed to be angry, he was the one that had his heart broken. The one who had been told he wasn't loved. Though it felt as had been the one to break you. The one who hurt you. He felt at fault.

Baekhyun had admitted that he had acted impulsive and that his words had been too harsh, and most importantly that he shouldn't have listened to Ha Jin.

She had obviously done this with the purpose to break the two of you apart, and just like a puppet Baekhyun had fallen into her trap, and dragged you with him.

The hurt look that had traveled on your face when he had said Ha Jin had been right was now imprinted in his mind. He couldn't forgive himself for having given into her. It felt like he had somehow betrayed you and the throbbing feeling was haunting him.

A sigh escaped his trembling lips as he pushed his face into the palms of his hands, swallowing away the lump in his throat that was going to turn into a crying session.

The anger he had felt against you was now directed to himself as he was by every minute that passed, more sure about having lost you.

After minutes of dwelling about you on the floor, he managed to push himself to his feet. Oddly enough, his legs felt weak as jelly as the rest of his body felt way too heavy to bear. With bulky steps he walked through the corridor, heading towards the exit doors, not bothering to take his belongings. Not caring about the rest of the school day ahead of him, he walked with his heart sinking deep within him, shoulders dropping and dark eyes. All of this had somehow sucked out all of his will and remaining energy. He had lost you and everything was starting to feel meaningless.

Minah hadn't passed through his thoughts once as his mind had been completely clouded by dark and painful emotions together with you.

Once he was home, he headed directly to his own room, locking himself in it. Baekhyun let his body fall on the soft mattress of his bed as he sank comfortably into it. It felt good. He felt like he could stay in it for the rest of this miserable week. He knew very well that locking himself away from everyone would solve the problems, but he couldn't help it, he didn't feel strong enough to face it alone. He had no energy left, he didn't feel like doing anything.

Losing the track of time, hours had passed and Baekhyun had by now dozed off on his bed. His mother had been extremely worried and had tried to get in contact with from the other side of the door but hadn't gotten any sign of life. Baekhyun had locked his door which had made his mother's worries grow in an inexplicable way.

"Byun Baekhyun open the door now!" She shouted while knocking loudly frustratedly, and that had woken him up. Not to mention that her loud voice had put him in a grumpy mood, who like being woken up from your sleep? He would have favored sleeping the rest of the day so that he didn't have to remember how bad he had messed up today. Though that was almost impossible to achieve with a mother like his.

Instead of feeling better he felt at least ten times more drained than before, his eyelids were still hanging heavily on his eyes and there was no energy in his body at all. Though he couldn't even care to bother, he had been a jerk, he deserved to feel like shit, he thought.

His eyebrows knitted into a deep frown as his mother kept calling for him, and he was growing more and more irritated.

"Baekhyun!-"

"Just leave me alone will you?!" He shouted back, making his mother stop yelling in shock. He hadn't meant to sound so rude and respectless towards his parent, but he hadn't been able to help it. Those negative feelings were slowly consuming him, leaving him in a more depressed state.

"Come down and eat Baekhyun..." The desperate mother pleaded but Baekhyun didn't give into her.

"I'm not hungry." He stated softly, his voice almost muffled by the pillow close to his mouth. Though his mother had heard perfectly, no matter how worried she was for her son she let him be for this time and left him alone. Of course, it wasn't okay for her to let her son rot in his room but in moments like this, she knew she was powerless.

* * *

Your fight with Baekhyun had been two days ago and since then you hadn't seen him at school at all, not heard of him. You couldn't help but feel a bit worried about him, though your pride wasn't letting that go on for long as you remembered that he had actually listened to Ha Jin, and gotten angry at you. The memories never failed to fill you with rage and anger as you didn't let yourself give into him more than that.

Minah had also looked pretty worried, the pained expression had rested on her feature for these two whole days. She had tried to talk to you about the whole matter but it hadn't ended as well as she had hoped. You felt a bit sorry for her cause she was also one that suffered because of the situation, in the end, she was also in the group. And seeing you split was breaking her heart, though she always tried to stick by your side these days when Baekhyun had been missing.

"Look, I think you should clear things up with him, there's clearly a misunderstanding," Minah spoke, trying to convince you to make up a move. But you were being stubborn and couldn't let yourself forgive him for what he did, cause to be completely honest, you were feeling really scarred by it. Just the thought was making your heartthrob with anger and disbelief. You were having trouble in forgiving him.

With a sulk, you crossed your arms as you gave her a disapproving look. Minah was currently on your bed while you were sitting on the armchair next to your desk.

"Why do I always need to take the first step?" You grumbled as you found it unfair, it hadn't been you who had raged in the middle of the cafeteria that day.

Minah just rolled her eyes at you.

"Thinking like that won't ever get you anywhere you know? Moreover, it will keep you in this shitty situation." She sat back, feeling upset at your behavior.

"Whatever I don't care." You fussed annoyedly. You felt your heart sink as you saw your friend eyeing you with such disbelief.

" I can't help but feel angry at him, okay? I tried but I just can't! I'm hurt, he actually listened to Ha Jin, after everything she had done to us, he still had the guts to give into her, and now our relationship is ruined. I know we can fix this, but I don't feel like I can see him right now. I don't want to. I feel too disappointed in him that it hurts, can you understand it?" You started spilling out what has been troubling since the day you had kissed. You had been drowning in the feelings of fear and anger.

"What if that kiss hadn't actually meant anything? What if he listened to Ha Jin because he actually still likes her? What if Minah? I don't know what to feel, how to react, I don't know what is true, I'm so confused." You whispered, tears slightly stinging in the water line.

Minah's eyes softened once she had heard your part of the story. She understood, she couldn't blame you, nor force you to walk to Baekhyun first, seeing on how this had agitated you.

She sighed calmly as she pushed herself of your bed, a soft smile on her lips, making you feel somehow a feeling of relief wash over you.

"Don't worry, we'll fix this. We'll get through this together, you are not alone Y/n." Were her last words before she left your room, probably leaving as she was now up to something.

You had found comfort in her words as you sighed, dropping your hands into your lap, with closed eyes you prayed this situation would solve in the best of ways.

* * *

Minah was not going let things collapse more than they already were. Seeing her two best friends fall apart was tearing her apart. And if her two beloved friends had no intention in reconcile, then she would.

Although the chilly air she ran all the way to Baekhyun's house, the cold had flushed her cheeks into a redder color, her hair was sprawled messily around her muffler. Impatiently she knocked on the wooden door.

A woman opened the door, a surprised look traveling into her features as she saw Minah's small frame at the entrance. Though soon her bewildered face turned into a warm smile.

"Minah sweetie, it has been some time, how can I help you?" Her voice asked sweetly, making her smile back at the mother.

She then cleared her throat, remembering what her real purpose of being there was.

"Can I talk to Baekhyun?" Minah pleaded, already going straight to the point. The smile on the mother's face seemed to slightly fade at the mention of her son.

" Sweetie, I don't think that-" She started but eventually got cut off by Minah.

"Please, Ma'am!" She urged and Baekhyun's mother gave her an apologetic look.

"Look, I'd very happily let you talk to him, but recently Baekhyun is acting really strange, he won't even talk to me. He's been in his room for days without even eating. I'm afraid it's not going to be different for you." She explained the pain was hearable in her voice. All Minah could do was giving her a weak smile.

"Don't worry, he'll let me in." She assured though she didn't really believe her own words to a 100%.

Baekhyun's mother followed Minah to his room, at that instant she knocked on the door, only to be greeted by silence.

"Baekhyun comes out, there's a friend of yours here, she'd like to meet you." The mother sighed, already lost in hopes as she then after that left you alone, in case Baekhyun would actually open the door.

"Y/n?"

To her surprise the door in front of her flew open, a Baekhyun looking at her with a glint of emotion making his eyes shine with anticipation, though that little spark died down as he realized it wasn't you standing there, but Minah.

"Nope sorry to disappoint, it's only me." She pointed out, trying to not bother fact that he wasn't that brightened up to see her there.

Without asking she walked into his room, propping himself on his messy bed, he didn't protest and just closed the door, seating next to her.

Minah noticed the distressed look on his face, features. Everything about him was screaming pain, sadness, and tiredness. She couldn't help but feel pity for his shitty state. His milky skin was now paler than it should be, his eyes were circled with dark eye bags, his lips looked no longer plump, but drained and chapped.

Her hand reached for his cold one, giving him a squeeze, making him look at her with a shocked look.

"You need to get your shit together, Baekhyun." She stated, her voice confident, waking him up from his dazed state.

"I know." Was all he said, his voice broke. Minah's heart shattered into pieces the more she had to witness Baekhyun's depressed state. His eyes had no longer that lively light inside of them, they were off, deeply black and empty.

She sighed helplessly.

"Baek, don't be like this. You don't want this. Bottling inside this room won't solve your problems. I know that you are giving yourself the fault, and this whole matter is making you suffer but you can't just be like this. Man up and fix it for once? We both know Y/n is the type of person that dwells on things for ages before actually acting. But you Baekhyun you are not like that, you're not usually like this. The Baekhyun I knows acts immediately and does his best to save situations like this." She started, even though he wasn't saying anything, he listened, and he knew she was right.

"It's not true that you can't do this, because you can Baekhyun, you have done this before and have always saved a friendship. So stand up okay? You are regretting the fact that you listened to Ha Jin right? Then what are you doing right now? If you regret it, show it! You are just giving her what she wants. You are just falling deeper into her trap, both of you are letting this relationship rip apart even more. Are you really going to let this relation turn into dust? Think of everything you and Y/n have gone through together, happiness, pain, heartbreak. You don't throw things like that away." Her words were slowly sinking into Baekhyun as he was now starting to reason again.

Baekhyun turned his gaze to meet Minah's, his lips weakly tried to stretch into a little smile yet full of gratitude.

"Thank you so much Minah. Really. Love you." He weakly said, his voice was hoarse and low, Mianh couldn't help but feel relieved and happy that her words had brought Baekhyun back.

She pulled him into a friendly hug, which he responded to without hesitating.

"Just doing what friends do." She said with a smile tugging on her lips.

Baekhyun then broke the hug and suddenly stood up, Minah shot him a questioning look. He just glanced at the door to his room.

"I'm hungry."

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Hi angels

I'm sorry for not updating in so long but I had a little block :( Though I'll try my best to update the next chapter asap. I announce that the next one will probably be the last one

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