guys. the reason why most comments are from 2019 is because this is one of my first books i ever wrote and i am JUST REPUBLISHING THE CHAPTERS
i wrote this book ages ago😭😭

i'm just changing the ending that's why i deleted it in the first place <333

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"One rule. If you try to touch me or anything, I'll chop your small baby dick off-", Lisa snapped, turning around as she threw her bag into Jungkook's mother's car. She came to pick both of them up.
"It's not that small." Jungkook rolled his eyes annoyed. "Dude, you didn't make me cum once with it."

"That's because it wasn't hard, cuz you're ugly." Jungkook crossed his arms and Lisa smacked his head.

"Lalisa!! My sweet Lisa. It's so good to see you! Thought we lost you after my son's mistake." Her voice got distant once she glanced to her side where she saw Taehyung standing in safe distance, watching the departure of Jungkook. "It's so good to see you too", Lisa said sweetly, smiling brightly. Then she sent Jungkook a deathglare before sitting down on one of the backseats.

"Jungkook", his mother said strictly when she saw her son staring at the boy, his lips almost forming a pout. She sighed heavily and then put her arm around his shoulders. "Forget about him." Then she pushed him into the car and closed the door for him. Kook kept quiet, pulled his phone out and checked his texts. There was none by Taehyung, well. of course. He kinda brushed him off after he wanted to take him out on a probably cute as fuck date.

jungkook:
heyyyyy

taehyung:
fuck off jungkook
you didn't even say goodbye

jungkook:
sorry

taehyung:
so you're ashamed of me, that's why you took lisa on a family trip instead of me?

jungkook:
taehyung, we're not in a relationship i don't have to take you on family trips.

taehyung:
you aren't in a relationship with lisa either 😔

jungkook:
my parents like her

taehyung:
i'd be a way better match for you
and you'd be a lot happier with me.

jungkook:
tell them that

taehyung:
fine

jungkook:
sksksksksksk NO

taehyung:
wAtCh mE

jungkook:
fuck my life

Jungkook put his phone back and turned his head towards Lisa. She was smiling at her phone while texting someone. There were plenty of hearts all across the chat and it kinda made Jungkook feel weird. She got sent hearts while he had to fight all the time with the one he liked. Why couldn't Taehyung be a girl? It'd be so much easier.

"So, how college's going?", his mother softly asked while driving along the highway.

"Great. My friend's snake run away and now we're having some deadly cobra chilling somewhere in our dorms. Besides that, I only have A+'s in all my classes. College's going great." Jungkook smiled proudly, there was finally something he could show off, something to be proud of because he worked hard for it. He really did.

"I heard the principal's son is not being suspended even though he slept with another boy. Your school really seems to have a problem with that disease. I'm thinking of letting you switch schools if I'm being honest." She hummed while watching her son through the mirror. Jungkook gulped, nodding. "Don't think that's needed, Mom. I'm doing fine with my girlfriend." He said while putting his hand on Lisa's thigh, squeezing it softly
But she only pushed his hand off, glaring at him.

"Hopefully."

The rest of the drive went on rather quickly without any further interruptions. They were driving to the mountains directly, the rest of the family already left in the early morning hours. Jungkook kept quiet the whole time, staring at his phone while being hella scared what Taehyung had in mind.

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"Aw our Kookie~", his uncle smiled brightly, hugging his nephew tightly, ruffling his hair. "You got taller", he said proudly, smirking proudly. "Mhm", Jungkook nodded. He felt relieved that everyone seemed to be okay with him, no one was upset or even saying bad things about what happened at college.

Well, except for his father.

"Hello Jungkook", he said coldly, approaching his son. But when Jungkook tried to hug him, his father stepped back. "Don't you dare lay your dirty hands on me. Bet you had dicks in them before you got here." The man scrunched his nose in disgust, looking at his son.

"Dad-", Jungkook looked down. "I'm with Lisa. I'm not g-gay-", his father brushed him off with raising his hand. "Shut the fuck up, I'm not stupid Jeongguk. I'm not as delusional as your mother."
With that he turned around and rushed away. Kook was left there all by himself. Not even Lisa was with him, she met his cousins and was laughing and chatting them with across the room. It was lunch time now, they gathered in a big room, having a huge buffet.

They rented a whole house for the weekend with several rooms. It was pretty and Jungkook realised once again his family earned quite a lot of money, the least he could do was to live up to their expectations, making them proud.

Jungkook sat down in a corner, sipping on some coke and thought of Taehyung. His damn sweet smile, his sparkly eyes whenever he got excited over something, his tall body- Jungkook sighed heavily, god, what would he do to have him besides him right now? To be able to simply talk to him, cuddle him, maybe steal kisses once in a while. With Tae everything was in colors while without the older, Jungkook's world seemed grey and boring. If his life was autumn with leafes falling down, cold breezes everywhere, lots of rain and darkness- then it became spring real quick when Taehyung was around.

"So, I heard you suck dicks at college?", a well-known voice said while the guy sat down besides Jungkook. It was his brother, smirking devilish. "Leave me alone", Jungkook hummed, playing with his shirt. "I always knew you're not into girls", his brother laughed softly. "Mhm", Jungkook brushed him off, turning his head away.

"Hey, I'm not mad at you like Mom and Dad are. I think it's sweet-", he said, patting Kook's back. "C-can I meet him sometime?"

"Who?"

"The boy Mom was talking about. Blonde, tall and good-looking?", his brother described Taehyung and Kook couldn't help but smile brightly. "She called him good-looking?", he asked, eyes lighting up. "Yeah", his brother chuckled.

"Bro, he's the most handsome guy I ever met", Jungkook blurted out, blushing heavily. "And he's funny too. And adorable. Sometimes a bit rude, but- ugh. He's perfect. Everyone would love him", Jungkook sighed quietly. "I wish I'd be a girl so I could have him."

"Oh c'mon Kook. You wouldn't be a good kind of girl. You can still have him without changing yourself."

"I can't."

"Well, yeah you can't if you keep bringing Lisa as your girlfriend. I mean, not that I'd complain, she's hot as fuck but y'know, you gotta fight for what you want. Not give in." His brother smiled a little, "Remember when you wanted to go as a princess to a costume party and Mom forbid it? You didn't gave in and in the end, you were the prettiest princess of them all."

Jungkook blushed, hitting his brother's chest lightly. "Shut up, that was embarrassing and Dad still hates me for it."
"Dad hates everything, forget him", Junghyun chuckled.

"It's not that easy, man. Taehyung doesn't even know I love him-"
"You love him-", Junghyun's eyes widened as Jungkook covered his mouth. "Shit I lost the bet."
"What bet?", his brother asked shocked.

"Nevermind. Ugh. I hate this."

Junghyun laughed amused, "Oh Kook. Figure out what you want and then fight for it."

"I'm trying."

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