Sometimes I just feel so useless. I don't have a lot of overly useful talents and there's nothing that draws people to me. I don't come from a wealthy family and I don't work well with a lot of people. I'm very different from other people but its not something that anyone would take notice of.

But I realize that all my life I've been waiting on other people. And I'm sick of it. I'm so sick of feeling useless and depressed. I want to get somewhere. I really want to help people. I don't want people to go through the kinds of things I did.

I really wish there was someone there through all of the times I was all alone. To be lonely is truly the worst feeling in the world. I hate to think of all the people who are forced to experience it...