We arrived at work and my whole being wanted nothing to do with Hyunjoon. I was finally getting to experience life. I felt Sunwoo squeeze my hand. "I know, it's scary going back to such a life, but this is the best way..." I nodded as we headed inside. His hand soon left mine and I found myself missing it's warmth. "I'll see you." He walked away and I sat down at my cubicle. The bright and sunny felt dull.

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"Changmin." "Hyunjoon." I tried my best to hide my trembling. "Do you want to eat together? For lunch." "Yeah, I'd like that." He gave me a confused look before smiling. "I'll pay for both of us." "Okay." He walked away in high spirits. I felt as if mine was breaking.

I found it hard to focus the entire day. I was either losing focus quickly or nodding off. "Hey, ready?" "Yeah." I stood then felt myself swaying. He held me steady then leaned me against him. "Have you been eating and drinking properly...?" I shrugged. I wasn't really paying attention these days. "Let's get some food in your stomach."

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I quietly sat across from him as he ate a salad. "Chang, eat." I picked up my utensils and began to eat. "You're quiet today. What's wrong?" As much as I didn't want to say it, it was the only way to be accepted back in. "I miss you. I thought I'd be happy without you, but I'm not. I love you so much. Please take me back." I felt like gagging. Anything was better than this. He leaned across the table then pecked my lips. "You're always welcome back home. But, for leaving for so long, I have to punish you." I tightly squeezed my chopsticks as he entered my mouth. I didn't want any of this.

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I noticed Sunwoo quietly watching us leave. I could see he was just hurt as I was. "Hyunjoon, I think I left something. I'm going to get it." I hurried back in the direction of my cubicle then made sure I was out of his sight. I jogged over to Sunwoo and gave him a tight hug. "I'm so sorry, Chang. Maybe we shouldn't go through with this." I shook my head. "We'll continue like this." He kissed my forehead then sent me on my way. My cheeks burned slightly as I touched where he kissed me.

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I sat quietly on the bed and was surprised he hadn't handcuffed me. The room wasn't in tatters like I had last seen. He entered the room with a few things, causing me to feel confused. It must be a new torture trick he came up with. I was soon stripped down to nakedness and had a vibrator inserted into my ass. I remained quiet in fear of what would happen if I spoke. "Lie down then spread your arms." I did as I was told and felt the familiar coolness of the handcuffs. Another was clamped around my other wrist and I was now rendered motionless. "I'll slip this on here. And there." He pulled out a feather then started to tickle me. I was very confused by what was going on. Tears soon arrived in my eyes as I continued to laugh.

I couldn't take it anymore. The once fun session had become awful. "Ah, again? Chang, I keep telling you, if you piss or cum even slightly, I won't stop." It was nearly impossible not to do either. He sighed then stopped. "You hungry?" I stayed quiet. "You can speak to me." "Yes." "Alright." He unlocked the handcuffs and left the room. He trusted me enough not to run away. I was surprised. I reached for the bed sheet then stopped as I remembered the earlier events. It wasn't in the best condition due to my actions. The door opened and I jumped slightly. "Take a shower. Put the sheets in the basket first though." His change in demeanor resembled that of last time. Was he trying to manipulate me again? I was very skeptical as I did as I was told.

I stepped out of the shower feeling refreshed then looked at my reflection in the mirror. I couldn't even tell how I was feeling. "Chang-Oh, looking good." I shied away from his view then panicked internally as he approached me. I expected a slap but received a pat on the head. "Food's in the kitchen." He left without another word. I didn't know what to do. I was scared of what he had planned for the future. He was too nice.

I finished off the rest of my food then washed the dishes. "Had enough?" I yawned then nodded. I felt tired and assumed it was because of earlier's event. "Come." I went into his arms and found myself being soothed to sleep. "You're okay now. Joonie will care for you. All you need is me..." I hummed in response as my eyelids became heavy. They soon closed and let the darkness consume me.

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I woke up then noticed I couldn't move. I was chained to the bed. They weren't handcuffs this time. They made noise as I moved around slightly. The door opened and revealed a disheveled Hyunjoon. It looked as if he hadn't slept well at all. "Good morning." I nodded to show that I understood. "Submissive as always. I love that about you." He crawled over to me then gently bit at my neck. "I want to do unpleasant things to you. It gives me such a rush. It even turns me on at times." He was sick, it was clearly obvious. I wish I knew when the signs had appeared. He wrapped his arms around my neck then sighed happily. "You're mine again. I'll make sure you never leave me again. Ever." Fear took over me as I knew he was capable of doing such a thing.