I found this chapter in my notes, can't I've looked through the whole season, and simply cannot figure out where in the world it was supposed to go. Maybe I'm looking over it, and I just changed the title. (if anyone finds it pls let me know)

So why not just put it in here, it's technically an extra, lost or not.

So here you go.

!! As the title, confusingly, says. This isn't canon. Unless I did put it somewhere. !!
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Adam POV*

I didn't understand it. He was at school the whole day, nothing seems off. But as soon as it's over he disappears and doesn't come back until late at night.

Where does he keep disappearing to, what was he doing? And why couldn't he just tell me?

He admitted it was a secret, but that does clear anything up. I know I shouldn't worry as much as I was, but I couldn't help it.

"Yeah, it does sound frustrating," Aimee said back after listening to me complain for about an hour now. "I know..." I said back silently. Pushing my face deeper into the pillow I was hugging.

"So you're saying this happens to them every day?" She asked. I had of course told her this was about a friend of mine. Not me. I didn't want her to know yet, I knew now that most people wouldn't care if I was gay or not. But I guess I'm still not comfortable being open about it.

"Well, yeah, except during the weekend," I said. She nodded knowingly. "Well have they tried asking them about it?" I nodded "yeah multiple times, but the answer is always vague." I said.

"That's kind of suspicious," she said, mostly to herself than to me, but it made me feel insecure as well. "I mean, you said they've been together for a while, right?" She asked. "Yeah, almost 3 years now."

"Then they trust each other a lot?" She smiled. "Yeah..." I nodded.. "then I guess there's nothing to worry about?" She suggested. I thought about it. She did have a point.

"Did something special happen recently?" She asked again. Something popped into my mind, I felt my face burn up, but I didn't say anything. "N-not really?" I answered quietly.

"Cause that could've had some impact on the relationship" she continued to think about it out loud. And I kept going to bad places in my head. What if she was right?

What happened during my birthday might have had a bad impact. What if he decided he was tired of me? Or maybe he realized he doesn't like me as much as he thought. Maybe.. maybe he's just tired of me.

I could feel tears form but I forced them away, 'd Aimee saw me cry she'd for sure realize I was talking about myself.

"Hey, you okay?" Suddenly Aimee turned around to look at me. "Yeah I'm fine, I'm just a little tired." I lied. She smiled and took a seat next to me. "Okay, different subject!"

We continued to talk about stuff like school for a while until I eventually had to go back to my room. Before I entered, I noticed further down the hall then Nathan had returned as well. Looking at the time he was later than usual.

I thought about going over it but decided against it. I turned around and went into the room...

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The next day was nothing different. I went to my classes, trying to focus as much as possible but my mind kept drifting.

After classes were over I made my way to the cafeteria, where everyone else was already eating. I took a seat across from Nathan. Looking closer I noticed he looked really tired.

"You didn't sleep so well?" I asked him as I started eating my lunch. He let out a yawn. "No not really" he smiled weakly, as he leaned onto his hand, his elbow on the table.

"How did you sleep?" He asked suddenly, I looked up confused. "Fine...?" I answered confused. He let out a small chuckle. I looked at him again before continuing with my food.

He kept looking at me, as he almost nodded off a few times. It felt kinda nice to get some attention, but I also found it incredibly embarrassing. It must've Shown in my face, as he started smirking about halfway through.

I tried to keep my eyes on my food. But every so often I looked up, only for our eyes to meet and I felt my face burn up even more. I just hope Aimee hasn't caught on. Luckily as far as I saw she was in a very deep conversation with Cole on the other end of the table.

After lunch, we all split up. Nathan was the first to leave, off to wherever he was going. Cole and Aimee also went to do their own thing, and Max just went right up to his girlfriend. Leaving me alone. So I just decided to go to my room early, to do some homework.

After about an hour I had finished most of my homework, but I was tired and kept getting distracted. I got up and went to bed scrolling through my phone and putting on a random TV show. But my mind kept drifting.

I couldn't stop thinking about what Aimee said. Among all the stuff she was mumbling, one thing kept coming back to me. 'Maybe they're cheating'.

I knew that wasn't the case, well I kept telling myself I knew that, but I didn't seem to accept it. A part of me kept thinking g it could be true. As I kept thinking about I felt the tears come back.

Now that I was alone I didn't try to hide it at all and just let it all out. These few days have just been harder than normal. Everything from high school coming back, and now this is on top of that.

I pulled my legs close to my chest as I let tears stream down my face. I must've sat there for a short while before I couldn't anymore.

I wiped the tears off my face and told myself it would be fine. Nathan wasn't like that. After all, he told me to trust him, so I will.

I got up and took a shower to freshen up, before going back and finishing my homework. Before going to sleep.