Since she met Ivy's friend named Yessha and met her again at his photoshoot he got curious big time about her. He doesn't know if she's just playing games with him because she acted like all she does is nothing.

She has an overflowing confidence that some people can't do. He though that everything she does and say to him is just nothing because she always does it with others.

Hindi niya matukoy ito noong una kung seryoso ito sa ino-offer sa kaniya. Sino nga bang tao ang maglalakas loob para banggitin at yayain ka para maging bed partner 'di ba? Ito lang ang nakagawa no'n sa kaniya at pinatulan niya naman.

He can't deny the fact that he got curious about her because of her attitude and the way she acted to him.

He never thought that he will like that woman, he didn't know that he will fell too hard. Nang makilala niya pa ng husto si Yessha ay doon na siya nahulog ng sobra. It's not because of what they are doing in bed but because of her purity and kindness in her heart.

Sobrang nasaktan siya nang makita niya itong umiiyak, hindi niya kayang makita ang dalaga na nasasaktan at nahihirapan. Kung pwede lang na ilipat sa kaniya ang lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman nito at pasanin ay ililipat niya na sa kaniya.

He hates to see her cry and endure the pain. When she acted like she's okay but it's really not, he felt like a fool and irresponsible boyfriend.

Noong makipaghiwalay ito pumayag siya at hindi na kinulit pa ito, ayaw niyang paniwalaan ang sinasabi nitong nagsawa na ito sa kaniya kaya hinayaan niya muna ang dalaga.

Ilang buwan ang nakalipas ay nalaman niyang kasa-kasama na nito si Gino kaya roon na siya nasaktan ng husto. Aaminin niya ay may namuong galit sa puso niya dahil pakiramdam niya ay hindi talaga siya nito minahal ng lubos.

Eleina is always by his side but he still can't forget Yessha. Days, weeks, months and years, still no one can replace Yessha in his heart even she did hurt him a lot.

Nalaman niya rin na si Eleina ang nasa likod ng isang account na pilit sila shini-ship kaya sumasangayon ang mga fans at mas lalong naniniwala na may relasyon sila. Eleina did confess on what she was doing and she already apologized. Pinatawad niya na rin naman ito dahil nangyari na ang nangyari.

Eleina wants to be with him because of fame she will get to his fans and to other people. She understand the frustration of Eleina because she wants to succeed but still what she did was wrong.

He tried to focus on his work and to himself a lot to forget the past and he did live every day. Tinuon niya ang pansin sa sarili at sa trabaho para lang makalimot sa mga pinoproblema niya. Masaya siya sa lahat ng narating at sa mga achieve na goals, sa totoo lang ay sobra-sobra pa iyon pero kahit gano'n pakiramdam niya kulang na kulang siya. May kulang kaya hindi siya naging masaya ng buo.

When he accidentally met Yessha again after 4 years, he don't know what to say nor to react. Hindi niya alam kung magiging masaya, magagalit at matatawa sa nangyayari dahil tadhana nga naman, ginawa pa itong personal fashion designer niya.

Muling bumalik ang galit sa puso niya lalo na't sa tuwing makikita niyang katawagan nito si Gino.

Talagang sila na? they are fucking in a relationship now?

She's smiling and laughing with other man now and that's makes him angrier. He knows that Yessha is still in his heart that's why he felt like this.

Kaya lahat ng galit niya ay tinapon niya sa dalaga. Inuutusan niya ito at laging hindi sinasangayunan ang mga ideya na binibigay nito. Oo, isa siyang malaking gago sa oras na 'yon dahil sa selos at galit ay nagiging baliw siya.

Why she looks okay and not affected on me?

Why can she act like there's nothing happened to them?

Why is she talking to me like they're just a boss and employee?

There's so many questions inside his head. Hindi niya alam kung paano ilalabas lahat ng hinanakit at sakit na nararamdaman niya. When he said the three words to her, it's all true and he's ready to be with Yessha until death do they part.

When he found out that Gino is courting Bella he got so confused that's why when Bella invited him to go her party he goes immediately because he wants to talk with Yessha. He wants to clear his goddamn mind.

Pero ang inaakala niyang magiging maliwanag ang lahat sa kaniya ay hindi pala, mas lalo na naman siyang nasaktan dahil ayaw siyang kausapin ng maayos ni Yessha at higit sa lahat sinabi nito na minahal naman siya talaga nito.

It's a past tense for pete sake!

Natulala na lang siya noong araw na 'yon, pakiramdam niya hindi na talaga sila magkakabalikan. He's hoping to get back her to him. Wala na siyang pakialam sa past pero kung ayaw na talaga nito anong magagawa niya?

Wala na sana siyang pakialam kung babaan niya ang pride at matapakan ang ego niya. Hindi niya na iniisip 'yon dahil sa pagmamahal niya sa dalaga.

Iniisip niya minsan kung bakit ganito siya magmahal. If he set his eyes on that woman and confess his feeling it means he loves her that much and he is serious. He can accept whatever she is because he loves her.

He decided to become cold to her again. Baka kaillangan niya na nga talaga sumuko. Baka wala na talagang pag-asa dahil ilang taon na rin, siya lang naman ang hindi maka-move on.

Mas nahirapan siyang iwasan ito lalo na't kasama niya sa suite room si Yessha nang magpunta sila ng South Korea para sa fashion show na kasama siya. He tried not to show that he was freaking worried when he found out that she sprained her wrist.

Eleina invited him to go to the celebration party of their closest photographer. Late na 'yong celebration at saktong nasa South Korea rin ito kaya biglaan ang yayaan kaya siya pumayag. Gusto niya rin uminom dahil bumabagabag lang sa loob niya ang mga lalaking lapit ng lapit kay Yessha.

Sinusubukan niyang 'wag ito hablutin at itabi na lang sa kaniya dahil panigurado pag ginawa niya iyon magtataka ang lahat.

Besides, he's trying to move on now.

But when he went home he was confuse again. Kita niya sa mga mata ng dalaga na gusto siyang usisain nito kung bakit late na siya umuwi. Nang maglapat ang labi nila ay umapaw na naman ang nararamdaman niya. Nakainom lang naman siya pero hindi pa siya lasing ng tuluyan dahil alam niya pa ang nangyayari sa paligid niya.

He tried to stop her because it's not good for him. He's trying to move on but if they become one again he doesn't know anymore. Paniguradong hindi na siya makaka-move on sa dalaga.

Pero mas umapaw nga ang damdamin nilang dalawa at nangyari na ang nangyari. Ang hindi niya lang inaasahan ang sabihin nito ang nararamdaman sa kaniya. Aaminin niya na may umaapaw na pag-asa sa puso niya nang mag-isa muli ang katawan nila.

Pero ang muling marinig ang tatlong salita galing sa dalaga ay parang may sumabog sa puso niya. He's happy... Ang saya na hindi niya naramdaman ng apat na taon ay bumalik.

They got back together again and he felt so happy and contented in his life, not until he heard again that Yessha is not into marriage. Iyon naman ang bumagabag sa isip at puso niya. That's why she confess to Yessha that he wants to marry her.

Akala niya ay mababago niya ang pananaw nito pero hindi pala. Gusto niyang pakasalan ang dalaga at bumuo ng isang pamilya kasama ito. He actually planned to propose to her.

Sa guest room siya natulog noong gabing iyon pagkatapos uminom ng alak.