(This is based on a true story, just different names, sorry if i sounds like another story or something)

Chen's POV

"I just don't feel anything anymore. It's like the spark between us is gone. We never really have anything in common to talk about. When we have nothing to talk about, everything get awkward. We are completely different from each other. Was I perhaps blind by love? Was I so blinded that I didn't noticed the awkwardness between us? I love her though. I just don't think I can be with her like this. Maybe I should let her go. We are polar opposites. We never really have anything to talk about. Everything is just doesn't seem right anymore."-Chen

"Chen, it hasn't even been 2 months, you just went through your 1st month with this girl and you're already doubting your relationship with this girl? Maybe you guys just need some more time together."-Suho

"Suho Hyung, the spark just isn't there anymore. I might cut her loose."-Chen

"You can't be serious. Chen, you are gonna break her heart. You know how long she's been crushing on you. 5 years Chen. 5 Years she's liked you and you liked her and you finally took up the courage to ask her out and you're seriously gonna break up with her?"-Suho

"But I am serious Hyung. It maybe wrong but its what I gotta do. I feel like I'll just be leading her on if I stay with her not feeling the same."-Chen

"You know what, you do you. All I'm saying is for you to be careful of your choices before actually making them."-Suho

Hyejeong-ah, I'm sorry but I just can't stay with you anymore. I hope you can understand.

Hyejeong's POV

It was winter break. We were all back home with our families for the holiday. I wanted to meet Chen's other members and to see his parents again. I wanted him to meet my family again. But he got busy. He started training for swimming and soccer. He didn't have the time to be with me anymore. Even though he was busy I texted him, it was small conversations but it was really nice to talk to him. I miss him. It was a few days into winter break when he texted me.

"What do you think about us? About our relationship"

I was shocked. I stared at my screen knowing what was gonna happen. But i denied it and answered.

"I think our relationship is good. We are awkward every now and then but we love each other long enough to ti be together. Im sure we'll fix that"

No reply. I continued.

"What do you think?"

He began to type.

"I think we're polar opposites. We have nothing much in common and nothing to talk about."

We went on talk about our relationship. Out of nowhere he brought up his friend who was also my friend. My childhood friend to be exact. He knew that my childhood friend, Lee JungSoo, used to like me but i broke his heart and he stopped liking me (or so I thought). Chen was worried I would break his hearts. I told him that that wasnt going to happen because he is different from JungSoo, he then brought up his past and how I didnt know him well enough and that if I knew how he was in the past I wouldnt love him. Everything was going worst then I thought. I finally brought up the question.

"Are you breaking up with me?"

He replied "yes"

Tears raced down my cheeks. I was stupid enough to request something.

"Can we be together until the end of this week?"

He typed but stopped and typed again. I was sure he was in hesitation.

"Sure"

A few days pasted and we when back to school and everything between us was different. I just couldnt take it anymore. When I got home, I grabbed my phone and texted him.

"I can't do this. I was stupid for requesting that. It was stupid of me to deny the break up. I shouldve just accepted it when you broke up with me. Lets stop. You broke up with me and thats how it is now."

"Are you sure? Why so sudden?"

"I just can't do it anymore"

I turned off my phone. Grabbed my pillow from my bed and cried into it. I cried myself to sleep that night.

Chen's POV
Days passed and its weird walking around the halls by myself, going straight to practice instead of going to practice later, not having someone hold my hand. I've gotten used to the feeling of having someone walking around the halls to class with, someone to talk to before practice, and holding hands with someone. I miss doing that with Hyejeong. Everyday i see her walking by herself, listening to music, and not talking to anyone. Sometime we would walk the same ways, sometimes we would walk next to each other but ignoring each other. We have one class together and that's first period. We sit one table away from each other. Her friend Jessica was talking to them. The class was quiet so I heard them a little.

"Did you and Chen break up?"

She looks up from her paper and looks behind her at me, i miss looking at those eyes. She looked away and nodded.

"What happened?"

"He just didnt feel the same way anymore"

"Aw im sorry HyeJeong"

"Its ok, im holding up ok"

She smiles a little and continues her work. Later that day I go to swim practice and I couldnt focus at all. After practice we had free time and all I could do was sit in the water. Thinking.

"Hey Chen whats up?"-Suho

"Hey"
"Are you ok? You dont look like you are"-Suho

"I'm fine, i think you were right hyung"

"What?"-Suho

"I shouldnt have broken up with her. I miss her. I miss everything."

"Maybe its just the guilt rushing to you."-Suho

"No its not. Everytime i see her, i want to go up to her and kiss her, hug her, and hold her"

"Chen, dont you dare do that to her. You're gonna confuse her."-Suho

"I dont know what to do"

HyeJeong's POV
Its been weeks im still crying over him. I shouldve stopped a long time ago. I guess loving someone for that long really gets to you.

3 months later

HyeJeong's POV
We started talking again. Me and Chen. But this time it was different. We werent together. He wants to stay friends but he confuses me. When we talk online, we talk as if we are together but in person we can't talk at all. Like what the heck! Does he still love me?

Chen's POV
Im happy we're talking again. Its like the feelings I had for her was coming back but stronger. I wanted to tell her but I was to late.

HyeJeong's POV
"Chen, i cant do this anymore. The more we talk, the more i fall in love with you again. You told me you dont know how you feel about me, if you cant tell me how yoh feel about me 100% then i think its best for us to stop talking. I just cant do this anymore."

I pressed the send button and it sent. Thats was it. Its done. I can't take it back anymore.

Chen's POV
I shouldnt have let her go. I shouldnt have.