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Cassandra's POV

I have no idea what to say to him. What if he rejects me? What if he laughs at me? What if he makes fun of me? I am trying to confess to my first love Park Chanyeol. He was the first person to ever talk to me and made me want to live. Before him, i was always bullied and pushed around. I had the strength to fight them but i lost the strength to do so after my mom had died. My dad left me and got remarried, but came back as a drunkard, and divorced. When he came back he would always drink till he got drunk and he would hit me if i didnt do or get what he wanted. So basically he abused me. That went on for years. Finally i hit high school, of course i was bullied and i was still abused. Everyone laughed at me, pushed me into lockers, and some even tried to drown me in the pool in our high school.

So here's what happened..

Flashback

I was with my PE class and we were all in the pool room. Except the boys of course. They stayed in the gym so the girls could learn first, then the boys. I dont like swimming. I cant swim. Like always my gym teacher would always try to get me into the water but i would refuse. She would give up and i would get to sit on the side. It was different this time. This time a group of girls came to me and grabbed me.

"Let me go!"

"Come on, its not fair that you dont get to do this and we do." Girl 1 said.

"No, stop!"

Before i knew it i was pushed into the water. I started to struggle. Kicking my legs and gasping for air. After what felt like hours i felt myself falling slowly. I couldnt hold onto my breath anymore. I then felt someone tugging on my arm. Someone pushes against my chest up and down. Doing CPR probably. I coughed up water and started coughing.

"Cassandra, how are you feeling?"

I see my gym teacher all wet and worried. I nodded and blacked out.

After that i had ran to the roof of the high school wanting to jump off the building. I stood right at the edge of the legde and was ready to jump when he showed up. Park Chanyeol.

"You aren't going to jump are you?"

I looked at him weirdly.

"i prefer if you didn't, a beautiful girl like you shouldn'tdo that."

Again i look at him weirdly.

He walks towards me and suddenly pulls me towards him making me yelp. I hugged him out of thought. I hear him chuckle and i let go of him.

"Why did you do that?"

"Because, like i said, i beautiful girl like you shouldn't do that."

I looked at him. He call me beautiful. Its been awhile since i heard that. I started to tear up unexpectedly. I fell to the ground and hugged my knees. He looks surprised, he comes to me and hugs me.

"Its ok."

End of flashback

Ever since that he has been talking and keeping me happy. Now were in our senior year and im ready to confess my love to him. I got a letter written for him and a little toy bear. I waited for him in by the canteen and when he came i went to him.

"Chanyeol-ah, will you accept this?"

I stood in front of him holding out the letter and bear. He was shocked but i couldnt see his reaction because i was looking at the ground. Next thing i hear was a big laughter. I look up and see Chanyeol laughing with the crowd that was around us.

"Oh my god, i cant believe you are confessing to me."

"C-Chan O-Oppa--"

"Dont call me that. I cant believe you feel for me. I thought you would know that i only helped you because i felt bad for you. But i guess not."

"So, you did what you did out of pity?"

"Exactly"

I felt so stupid. I dropped the things on the floor and ran to the roof.

Chanyeol's POV

i dont know why i just did that. Its not like i dont like her. I do. I just dont know how to feel. I pick up the bear and letter and went to a secret place only Cassie and i know about. I open up the letter and i read it.

Hey Channie!!

I know this awkward. But i just want to thank you for everything you've done. From freshmen to now. You were the first one to ever talk to me and treat like im human and not some kind of unwanted animal. You made me want to live. I swear if you hadnt showed up to stop me on that day, i wouldnt be here to give you this. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for showing me how its like to have fun. To feel loved. You know alot about me and i know alot about you. You know about my abusive father, about the scars on my body and about me.

I also want to say, i like you. Would you be willing to take me as your girlfriend?

Love, Cassie.

I felt tears running down my cheek. I didnt know i've done so much for her. I remember the first time i saw her scar. It was on a rainy day. We went to my house and i gave her a pair of my clothes. I waited for her in the living room while she changed in my room. When she came out, she was wear my sweatpants and her black tanktop. She streched and her tank lifted up. And i saw it. On her stomach. With no thought i brought my hand to it and rubbed it softly. I could feel it, like it was new. And it was. She pushes my hand away and pulls her tank down. I brought her into a hug as she cried.

I got up and ran to the roof. I know she was up there. She always goes up there. Before opening the door i take a big breath calming my heart rate. I grabbed the door knob and pushed it open. I hear sobs and groans. I walk towards the sound and what i saw hurt me.

Cassie was cutting. Again. I ran to her and grabbed the razor in her hand. Not caring i got cut. I threw the razor away and ripped my shirt to stop the bleeding.

"Are you an idoit?! You promised you wouldnt cut anymore!! Stop ruining your beautiful body!!"

"Chanyeol, why? Why are you doing this? Stop pretending like you care. The more you do the more i cant stop loving you."

"Then dont"

I pull her into a hug.

"What?"

"I said dint stop loving me. Im stupid, be my girlfriend?"

She hugs me back and i felt her nod her head.

"I love you Cassie"

"I love you to Chan Oppa"