Dans pov
1 week later

Phil and I are headed to doctor Novak's office right now, I've been going to therapy and taking my pills and honestly, I'm impressed at how much its worked. I haven't had an existential crisis since the day before the doctor's appointment. As we walk down the hallway to doctor Novak's office I cant help but steal a glance at Phil he is such a wonderful person the way he smiles the way he talks everything about him is perfect I still cant belive I'm lucky enough to be his best friend but I cant help but wonder how it would be if we were more than friends, if I could call him mine that would be the best thing in the world.

I am snapped out of my thoughts when we get to the door. Once we enter I immediately notice that there is a new secretary he has light brown hair and green eyes.

"Hi, my name is dean Winchester are you here to see doctor Novak?" The secretary asks looking at us.

"Yes we have an appointment for 2:30" says Phil cheerfully I'm not surprised actually he is always cheerful.

"Okay ill call him in please take a seat he will be with you shortly" says the receptionist while pointing at the seats in the waiting area.

Ten minutes later doctor Novak comes out the door (not the closet sadly) he calls me and motions me to follow him. Phil and I stand up and as we go into the room I see the receptionist give a wink to the doctor I wonder what that is all about { ^_~ } we enter the same room as the last time we were here and I sit on the bed I look to my side and see Phil sit on the chair next to the bed the doctor takes a sit on the desk and starts asking me questions.

"So dan how have you been feeling lately?"

"I've been feeling better" I answer honestly.

"Good I am going to take your weight to see if you have been gaining and if you are at a healthy weight" after he says this he leads me to a balance and checks my weight.

"Okay dan you are a couple pounds under weight eat a little and you will be back to normal in no time"

After that, we say goodbye and Phil and I head home. When we get home Phil smiles at me and asks.

"So dan what do you want to do?"

"Let's watch a movie and eat some popcorn you choose the movie and ill make the popcorn okay" I say cheerfully

"Okay" he responds

After I make the popcorn and come back I ask Phil which movie we are watching he says it is a surprise. We sit down on the couch and Phil presses enter on the movie. I immediately recognize which movie it is.

"Phil did you seriously choose Shrek?!?!?" I ask in an alarmed voice.

"Yes dan now sit back and enjoy the movie"

Half way through the movie Phil lays his head on my lap and falls asleep. I look down and see his black fringe on his face I gently reach down and swipe it away. He looks so beautiful like this. At this moment I realize I am in love with Phil Lester. I love everything about him his pale skin, his blue eyes, his clumsy ways, when he laughs how his tongue sticks out and he tries to hide it, how he doesn't say bad words unless absolutely necessary, his pout god I am so in love with him looking down at him I realise I have to tell him that I love him. Yes, its decide tomorrow when he wakes up I am going to tell him I love him. I pick up the remote turn off the tv and lay down with Phil on top of me a few minutes later I fall asleep and dream of Phil Lester.

Authors note:
Hey guys so what do you think of it so far? I was going to make this chapter longer but decided otherwise. Leave your opinion on this chapter in the comments and anything you think that would make this better. Love you guys and hope you are having a great day 💕

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