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I needed to apologize. But I guess I waited to long. Coming into the bedroom, he was lying under the blankets sound asleep.
I took a seat at the edge of the bed, looking at his peaceful face. But images of him yelling at me for what's wrong flashed in my mind.
Like a feather touch, I moved a strand of hair that fell out of place. Good thing this guy was a heavy sleeper. Aside from joking, my heart felt heavy just looking at him.
I made him angry with my anger. I made him upset with my behavior. Now it's my turn to be the softer one.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting my anger on you. I'm sorry for being a downer. I'm sorry for being physical." My voice was a small whisper that even I couldn't hear.
"I'm sorry for not being a nice person. I'm sorry for being rude and inappropriate." I felt the back of my eyes burn, and that feeling was never good.
"I'm sorry for being who I am. I'm sorry I can't help it." A single tear escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek.
I got up from the edge of the bed, looking at him one last time before I sleep.
"I love you. I really do. I just suck at showing it to you."
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