»what in the world did i do to deserve this«, she cried with tears streaming down her cheeks. she was a firm believer that you get what you give. so to her the only possible answer was that she was a terrible person and deserved all the bad coming for her. And she fell down to the ground, just sitting there. her sobbing subsided and she hugged her bent knees as she soothingly rocks back and forth trying to calm herself down. »i believe i do deserve this. it cant be else.«
- excerpt from a book I'll never write