❛ 05 ─── EX. ༉‧₊˚✧
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mild mature content !

" YOU'RE STARING,
DADDY ISSUES. "

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"isn't this literally the coolest?"

midoriya's eyes widened as he pointed at the screen, "he might just be my favourite! look at his technique- shoot, y/n- do you have a pen or something-? ah, thanks, you're really the best!" midoriya bit off the cap and started sloppily scribbling on his palm, staring intensely at the t.v.

todoroki, honestly, couldn't see what was actually going on. midoriya was having the time of his life, you were beside him, and though the documentary was admittedly interesting- todoroki was filling your mind. he'd been acting so strange around you and you couldn't understand why. you didn't really think much of the two of you hooking up yesterday, it was a rebound fuck, so what? everything should've been good. todoroki seemed to be an overthinker.

"wait, bathroom break!" midoriya nearly fell on his face pausing the video before quickly rushing to the bathroom, like the documentary would disappear. what a nerd.

as todoroki squinted to see how far along they were into the documentary, you were watching him out of the corner of your eyes before clicking your tongue with a groan, "what the hell is your problem?" todoroki flinched, then swallowed, glancing at you. he shook his head with a hum and averted his gaze. again, you were intimidating at times. "there a reason you can't look me in the damn eyes anymore?"

todoroki sighed and looked as if he were mentally preparing himself before he faced you, "nothing is wrong." he shrugged small. "maybe you have a problem."

you let out a sarcastic laugh, quirking an eyebrow, "oh really? i have a problem?" you rolled your eyes again, folding your arms over your chest. "listen: if you're worried about izuku... i'm sure you already know this, but i won't say anything. and him and i broke up so it's not wrong or anything, you know. he doesn't have to know and you should really stop freaking out."

todoroki knew that, but it still felt wrong. because midoriya still liked you. because midoriya wasn't over the break up. because you were midoriya's ex. because he was midoriya's closest, most trusted best friend. because he broke bro code and that wasn't manly and kirishima would be so disappointed in him. and who could live with kirishima being disappointed in them?

exactly, nobody.

damnit, he was so frustrated with himself. maybe it was so annoying because even though he knew and established that to him, at least, it was wrong- he went on and did it anyway. maybe he was frustrated because he knew he'd do it again. because he wanted to do it again.

and maybe he was avoiding you because you knew this, too. it seemed like you could tell what he was thinking a lot of the times and it made todoroki go stiff.

you looked at your nails in disinterest, shifting on the couch, "izuku isn't the only thing that's bothering you, is it, todoroki?" the dual quirked teen remained silent, staring down at his lap, wishing, praying for izuku to come back. any minute now... now- "first, you go braindead after getting to see my boobs, and now you're hooked after fucking me, i see."

were you taunting him?

todoroki's cheeks heated up, his breathing getting quicker as he turned to defend himself, "that's not-" he cut himself off by presing his lips together. "we- we can't. i don't want to do that to izuku anymore." he turned away from you almost completely, muttering somehting you couldn't catch.

you raised your brow, "do that to izuku?"

todoroki actually rolled his eyes. "it's not a big deal for you. you're broken up, you can sleep with and date anyone you want, but as a izuku's best friend, sleeping with his ex behind his back not even two weeks after you guys broke up is... it's not something friends do, i dont think." he pulled his brows in thought, "actually, considering all the movies i've seen, it usually ruins friendships, so it's bad."

"oh i know that," you shrugged. "well- i understand how you feel... for the most part. it's just painfully obvious that you want to go against your own words. we've all been there. so take your time, just for the love of god, stop acting all weird. it's annoying."

todoroki sent the smallest glare towards you, muttering a "sorry," before his eyes trailed down your face- which was nearly perfect. then his gaze dropped to your breasts- no. no, no, no. he was heating up again. todoroki swallowed thickly, his thoughts drifting while he desperately tried to grab a hold of them. he didn't know how you could do that. you were somehow attractive in more than one way, your face, your body was gorgeous and—

"you're staring, daddy issues," your voice pulled his eyes back up to meet yours. "say, weren't you trying to get me out of your system? i don't think it worked, but that's just a guess from your behaviour. do you think it worked?"

honestly. and you called him a hassle? he couldn't understand- you'd always been like this, but it never struck anything in him until now. now, he felt incredibly hot, his eyes trapped in your gaze, he desperately wanted to touch you again. he wondered what was actually stopping him from taking you right then and there on the couch—

"i'm back!" midoriya practically squealed, hopping onto the couch. oh. not what- who.

"izuku," todoroki breathed, backing up from where he had apparently been leaning forward.

"are you guys ready for- wait- are you okay, shou?" midoriya's eyes widened and he frowned hard at his friend. "you don't look too well. are you feeling okay? are you hot? use your quirk to cool yourself before you pass out or something,"

todoroki lifted his right hand to the side of his face, activating his quirk and pushed himself off the couch, "s-sorry, i don't rea-really feel well, i'm going to my room." he bit his lip and turned around. "have fun with the documentary, goodbye." he quickly rushed in the direction of his dorm room, not missing your smug smile as he passed by.

he was thankful his short, awkward goodbyes weren't out of the ordinary.

he rushed up the stairs, pushing by a few of his classmates whom he was pretty sure expressed their concern- he didn't catch their words, heading straight to his room. when he reached his room, todoroki slammed his door behind him, back hitting against the wood, breathing heavy.

he felt so, so ashamed, but—

within seconds, his hand slipped under the waistband of his pants to palm at his hardening length, pressing a hand over his mouth to muffle the sounds that forcibly pushed past his lips. his eyes squeezed shut and he couldn't help but remember how tight and warm and wet it was to be inside of you. god, he wanted to fuck you again and you refused to make it easy for him to will those thoughts away.

his hand tightened around himself, thumb brushing over the sensitive tip and his hips bucked up into his own palm. his cheeks flushed, heating up even further, head falling back against his door as he got himself off to the simple thought of you. he wanted to be inside of you again, wanted to see you under him again, wanted to hear you moan his name again.

he just knew you were someone with a lot of tricks up your sleeves. last time was quick fuck, basic and fast and to get it out of his system, but what if he really took his time with you? what if you really took your time with him? he wanted to know what it'd feel like, he wanted to feel it- he wanted it so bad.

"ah- ah, fuck," todoroki whimpered into his hand, stroking himself faster and shoulders shuddering as he groaned, spilling into his hand and he worked himself through his orgasm, chest heaving and hips stutering. his afterglow only lasted for a few seconds before the shame and embarrassment kicked in, pressing his lips and huffing in disappointment. he really needed to get a hold of himself.

todoroki jumped when his phone buzzed in his pocket, quickly being pulled from his thoughts. he grimaced at the stickiness in his hand and used his free, clean one to check whatever the notification was.

izuku. || 6:25 PM
hey!!! i'll send you the link
in case you want to finish the
documentary later!! <3

izuku. || 6:25 PM
you didn't look so good :((
please make sure you get
some proper rest! i hope
you feel better soon!!!

izuku. || 6:26 PM
i'll check up on you later!
and so will y/n! please
rest for now!!! <3<3<3

todoroki didn't know if it was just the junk in his hand, but that left a bitter feeling in his chest. he sighed, dropping down onto the floor with a frustrated groan. he'd just go to sleep and deal with all of his problems when he woke.