then at that time someone opened the door it was

jaemin

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jaemin POV

why renjun is on top of jeno and why they took they are about to kiss I feel happy for them surprisingly the only jealousy is that I am not with them

why I want to be with both of them jaemin you are really those disgusting thing people used to call you

then they immediately stood up

"jaemin it's nothing like that what you think" renjun said

"why are you talking like we are a couple it's your wish whom you love and if you even become a couple I will be your biggest shipper"

then they both started laughing

"you two look more like a couple to me and if you two date I am ur biggest shipper" jeno said

"as if we will, you two unreal beautiful people will come together I am sure"

"first of all I am not beautiful-"

"excuse me you not beautiful god damn have you ever saw yourself in the mirror" jeno interrupted me

"I always see the mirror saw nothing but ugliness"

"do you have a freaking eye problem you are BREATHTAKING" renjun said

"highly agree bitch" jeno high fived him

i turned red after hearing those complements no one said those things to me ever and they look like they are saying the truth

"omg jaemin has turned red" renjun cooed

then I hid myself inside my jacket by pulling it over my head

it was the worst mistake of my life

I completely forgot that I have scars and cuts on my wrists and they were exposed now

"jae-jaemin what are those on your wrists, isn't that what I-I think it i-is" renjun said

my mind completely went blank what the heck I will say

"no they are not I get hurt really easily so these happened"

"this better be the truth" jeno said sternly

it gave chills behind my back it wasn't rude but he wanted to care

"sit here I am going to bring first aid to give antiseptic on your wounds"

"there is no need for that jeno"

"i don't hear anything just sit while I bring it"

I nodded at his response and sat on the bed

"I know that it's not the truth jaemin you can't get hurt like that I guess but if you don't wanna talk about it it's fine cuz we aren't close that much, heck we both only met eachother yesterday but if we become closer then you could say it" renjun said

god why is he caring so much it's making me coo he is really a beautiful person inside and out how the fuck he finds me beautiful

I am nothing but ugly

"thanks for caring a lot even though I don't deserve it but thank you"

"you do deserve it idiot how can you be such an idiot"

"i don't know"

then jeno arrived with first aid kit

he took out the cotton and applied antiseptic and he started applying that on my wrists

"it's gonna hurt okay tell me if it stings a lot"

I hummed as a response

first he did the old cuts those didn't hurt cuz it already dried

I hissed in pain when he applied the antiseptic on the fresh wounds he mumbled a sorry and started doing it more gently then before after few mins he finished the other hand

"done"

"thanks"

"it's completely fine and next time be careful" renjun said

I hummed as a response

"sorry"

"why the heck are you sorry for jaemin" jeno said

"i don't know I just feel like a burden so I said a sorry"

"god jaemin why are you feeling like a burden it's completely fine and we are friends after all" renjun replied

I know you are my friends but I am sorry but I don't wanna trust you two heck I don't even trust hyuck I am really scared my past is gonna come again after years I got over it and I really don't wanna go back to hell again

then someone knocked the door and it was mrs lee

"yea mom"

"jeno lunch is done you three come to eat and I am sorry bubba but I have to go to office it's emergency"

jeno POV

this bullshit came again mom where was the saying that you have a fucking holiday great my mood is ruined now

"sure you will go now or after us eating"

I kinda said in a rude way which I immediately regretted

"it's kinda emergency so I have to go now"

then I stood up and went near her

"mom side lemme bring your bag or you will be late" and smiled painfully but glad she didn't notice

"uh oh yea"

then I went towards her room to get her bag the moment I entered her room tears started falling from my eyes

"jeno stop your stupid tears those aren't gonna bring your mom to stay at home they never did"

then I wiped my tears and then took her bag and went downstairs

"there you go" I told and gave her the bag

"jen did you cry"

"huh no i scratched my eyes harshly"

"uh okay I should go now I will come back after sometime"

"hmm bye mumma" and kissed her cheek

"byee love" she kissed my cheek too and went outside

I closed the door and went upstairs and opened the door

"sorry for the disturbance"

"it's fine but you should not have been rude to your mom she works hard and you should not have been angry" jaemin said

"I know that but after 19 years she got a full holiday and I kinda wanted to spend time with her and after hearing that made me angry don't worry I will make up with her after she comes" and smiled sadly

"sure do it" jaemin replied

"so do yall wanna eat now or afterwards"

"later I am not hungry is it fine jaemin"

"yea sure we will eat later I am not hungry too"

"sure"

then I sat on the bed and then said

"you know this project is kinda useless we are doing nothing but talking"

"it is but I made friends"

then jaemin's phone rang

jaemin POV

we were talking and then my phone rang

it was hyuck I picked it up

phone call
bold haechan
normal jaemin

"ey you piece of shit"

"what happened hyuck"

"something really bad can you please open your door it's emergency I am on the way to ur house"

"actually I am at jeno's house but I am coming or is it a joke for bringing me here and just talking"

"no something really bad ha-happened"

then hyuck started crying

"god I am coming right now"

then I hung up the phone

"um jeno I have to go now cuz hyuck wants to talk to me it's urgent"

"oh yea sure I will drop renjun byee"

"byee jaemin" renjun said

"byee"

then I left jeno's room and went outside on my way to my home

what could happen to hyuck I am honestly scared he never cries unless something bad happens

I am really worried

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yooooo idiots

how are yall I hope good

and why do u think hyuck is crying I will not tell

I love you ❤️❤️❤️