author POV

jaemin was more than glad when jeno came he hugged the older tightly and let out sobs

"shh baby it's fine I am here now" jeno calmed him down

jaemin nodded and continued sobbing, jeno rubbed his back to calm the younger

after a few minutes jaemin calmed down but was still a little shaken up

jeno punched junwoo really hard so he was kind of passed out

jaemin was still hugging his boyfriend

"jaem did he do something to you" jeno said with a calm voice

the younger let out a shaky breath and said

"um so when I-I entered the washroom he came afterwards and grabbed my wrist then I guess he was about to do so-something but you entered I don't know if it's harrasment but it scared me too much"

he wasn't going to tell about the part junwoo slut-shamed him and the other things because he would have had to explain everything

"baby if it did scare you it was now don't worry i am here let's go to junnie okay" jeno warmly said and pecked the younger's forehead

jeno then told him to go to renjun alone because he had to teach junwoo some lessons, jaemin nodded at that and went to renjun

jeno turned around and saw junwoo was about to leave but stopped, jeno grabbed his collar and said

"why the hell did you do that" jeno said with a cold and stern voice

junwoo scoffed and said

"because he is a dumb idiot" junwoo said and then jeno punched him

"you fucking don't know him personally you cannot say that" jeno spat

"oh jeno just because you met him recently doesn't mean the world goes around you that jaemin was one of the people I played with" he said

"I can't believe you honestly you know you can't gain anything from doing that"

"but it's fun jeno you don't know it"

"oh believe me I don't want to"

junwoo laughed slightly and that made jeno angry, he came near jeno and said

"jaemin is really good in bed you just hit a jackpot" junwoo said and jeno could feel the smirk forming in the face

that sentence made jeno snap and punch him really hard, he fell into the ground

jeno kicked junwoo in the stomach continuosly until he started to cough badly he grabbed his collar and said

"you should regret saying that junwoo, be glad we are in a public area or I would have killed you at this moment you know how much damage I can cause if you cross my limit of anger and you just did a little today,  stay away from us and everything will be fine" jeno said with venom in his voice

junwoo knew about jeno and his anger issues so he gulped and nodded in fear

jeno let go of him and left the bathroom, he went towards their table and saw his boyfriends laughing and giggling

he smiled at this and went to their table

"jenjen are you okay" jaemin said while seeing the bruise on jeno's hand

"huh yea I am okay just needed to teach junwoo a lesson" jeno said and smiled

"you didn't have to do that right it's not worth it" jaemin said and took jeno hand to see if that bled too much

"your hand looks kinda bad let's go your house to treat it" renjun said

they payed for the bill and left

while going jeno tapped on the youngest's shoulder to tell something

"jaem I want to ask about junwoo but after reaching home" jeno said to jaemin and he just nodded

renjun didn't hear that conversation and was just walking

time skip
still author POV

three of them had arrived at jeno's house, they sat on the couch while jeno went to bring the first aid to treat himself

renjun took the first aid and was treating jeno's hand

"if you hit someone next time I will hit you andd there" renjun said and then kissed his wounded hand, due to that jeno giggled

"you did not have to kiss my hand"

"but kun ge always does that to me when I get hurt so I did it" renjun replied with a pout

jaemin cooed and kissed the oldest's forehead, renjun then kissed his nose and jeno was adoring the entire scene

"um so I have to ruin this but jaem I want to talk to you" jeno said

"oh yea about that" jaemin said when realisation took place

renjun was confused about this entire situation so he asked

"what are both of you talking about I can't get it"

"yea so here it goes do you know junwoo jaem" jeno asked the younger with seriousness

"I-I" jaemin didn't know what to say should he lie or say the truth

"tell the truth please don't lie it's better to let your emotions out" jeno said, hold his hand and rubbed it

"I actually don't know where to start h-he was actually some-someone of my past" jaemin said and his voice was cracking

"I hate my past I hate him because of him I am like this I never wanted that I never did anything wrong to him but no he made me his target" he continued while tears were rolling down his eyes

"if he didn't spread some stupid rumours about me then no one would have slut-shamed me, no one would have called me a fag, no one would call all those disgusting words to me and he acted like an angel to me and being the stupid me I fell for it and we came in a relationship"

renjun immediately side hugged him because he knew he needed it

both of them were shocked was an understatement jaemin never told about himself, they felt so bad that their boyfriend had went through something horrible

"if that wasn't for him I would have never put that damn razor on my wrist and would become like this it hurts a lot, it hurts so much that I kept it within myself" jaemin wiped his tears and took a deep breath

"you don't need to continue I should not have asked it" jeno said

"no no it's fine you should know about it, both of you are important to me you deserve to know it" jaemin said

he took a deep breath and continue

"and what moment made my life hell and made me have the desire to leave this filthy world and live in peace, one day he had a party we were in a relationship at that time he put something in my drink I don't know what it did but I did not know anything after that the next thing I remember I was in my bedroom naked and my ass hurt"

now tears were falling from jaemin's eyes badly

"I knew what happened I could not even stop how can I even stop him I was unconscious he took advantage of it took of my virginity without my permission I did not want that then he said it was all a dare and left me broken and dead inside...." he could not even continue and broke down in front of them

both of his boyfriend's hugged him tighly and did nothing but say sweet things to him they knew he was really vulnerable in that situation

after a few minutes he calmed down and wiped his tears

"yea t-that's the thing I wanted to s-say, that's how I know him" jaemin said and let out a sniffle

"nana your so strong" renjun whispered and jeno agreed

"haha I love you two so much" jaemin suddenly said

"we love you too" both of them at the same time

then both of them kissed the youngest's cheeks, jaemin cheeks turned crimson at this and kissed back

"jen why did you ask me about it did you know him too" jaemin asked

jeno bitterly laughed and then said

"yea unfortunately he was really close to my life we were always together and we never left each other's side" jeno said and smiled sadly

"both of you should know about it" jeno said

and now he was going to say about his past

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