after a month (a huge time skip)

renjun POV

finally I graduated now I am gonna be free from hell

i hope the other hyungs will help me oh of course they will they are the ones who made the plan

i am walking towards school well correction limping to school

yesterday they beat me more badly so bad that I passed out

well they were drunk plus looked angry and they need someone to reduce their anger and it was me it was always me

finally I don't have to face it I can't handle it now

I arrived at school well the graduation ends at 12pm and my flight is at 12:45 I will reach the airport at 12:30 all set

well I have to leave all my everything

me, yangyang and winwin ge will go today

i entered in my class and saw them

"hey" they all greeted

"hi"

"renjun-ge today you will be free I will help you with the case the vid is the best proof" chenle said

"thank you so much"

then I hugged him and then tears started rolling my eyes

"omg renjun-ge don't cry it's gonna be fine now" chenle said

but I cried harder I wanted to let the emotions of yesterday

"did they do something again" ten asked

i nodded at his question and cried

"hey tell me what did those assholes did" kun asked

i then released myself from chenle's grip and went to kun

"yes they did they hit me really bad yesterday everything hurts they h-hit m-me so bad I pas-passed out then I woke up I had so difficulty in br-breathing kun-ge it really hurts eve-everything hu-hurts"

then I started crying harder

"hey hey it's gonna be fine now right u r going to be free now everything is going to be alright" kun said

"ye-yeah I know bu-but it still hu-hurts they hu-hurted me too much"

"you know I am still down if you want me to kill them I am so fucking ready" ten said

I giggled at his response

"bro count me in too I wanna kill them so much" lucas said

"thank you guys but I don't think killing them is a solution I want to make them suffer for what they did"

"oh yea they deserve it to get all the sufferings in this world" hendery said

"I agree but now we should go to our graduation and then leave this country" winwin said

"yea let's go and have a new life and new better life"

"we are finally graduating wohooo" yangyang said

"how is he graduating"

"considering hendery and lucas are also graduating it's kinda something" xiaojun said

"true true let's go"

then we went to the school ground for are graduation ceremony

all graduation shit done after that

it's 12, it's time to leave china and have a new life

we bid our goodbyes then me, yangyang and winwin-ge are going to the airport

we just sat at the car

i don't know I am so nervous

"injun are you okay you are really quiet" winwin asked

"it's just that what if they find me and plus it's gonna be a new life so I am scared"

"it's gonna be fine injun we two are already here with you and after a month others are also going to come so don't be scared and if you want to say something to us freely tell us" yangyang said

"okie I will"

at the airport

finally reached the airport I just got my boarding pass I finally get a new life

after 19 years of darkness I should get some happiness right

i guess I should have it

yangyang is ordering some food for us and I am just sitting

"so injun you are finally getting a new life in that happiness (lalalalala) coke" winwin said

"thanks but I won't drink it"

"why"

"I kinda don't have an appetite anymore i used to get really bad food due to that my appetite kinda lost"

"omg I am so sorry when we reach korea we will eat a lot and give you an appetite"

"thank you" then I giggled

then yangyang came and gave the food even though I told winwin I don't have an appetite he fed me

wow

well now it's time for my flight I took a deep breath then went towards the gate

finally a new life is everything going to be perfect or not but still gonna be better than this

"wait a damn min does any of you know korean" yangyang asked

"I learnt korean when I was small"

"uh me I know but still I have some difficulties" winwin said

"at least yall know good" yangyang said

"you don't know korean"

"of course I know I was the second to study" he replied

we then went inside the airplane

3 hours later

we reached korea finally It was a really tiring journey

we took a taxi now we are on our way to the new apartment

jaemin POV

I don't know what was the time I woke up it was gonna be late cuz it's vacation

and I was on the floor of my bathroom

and the tiles had blood

"huh I got really tired by cutting and slept" and the laughed bitterly

ugh my stupid life gosh when can I go out of this fucking shit

then I stood up and went to my phone

someone texted me and it was not haechan

wtf someone knows me well it's gonna be another death threat and gonna be called a fag again

the person who texted me was......jeno

and it was not a death threat

how I would expect that popular people of school will text me

but it's not a death threat wow

TEXT CONVO
(It's instagram text)

_JENO_EYESMILEBOY__
hi jaemin

NANA__JAEMIN
hi

_JENO_EYESMILEBOY__
I know it's vacation but our
teacher gave us a project
and you and I are partners
there is gonna be an another
student but miss bae will tell
us later

huh really why I wanted to do a project alone but I have no choice

NANA__JAEMIN
ah okie I didn't know that you
are going to be my partner
but it's okie I will do the project

_JENO_EYESMILEBOY__
jaemin it's a group project
we are gonna do it together
and then with the third student
will come and we all will do it
together

NANA__JAEMIN
wow you are not like the other
popular people they always use
me so I kinda got used to it

_JENO_EYESMILEBOY__
well I am not a jerk and I
do not have any interest in
that shit so we will do it
together so when will you
do it

NANA__JAEMIN
from tomorrow i guess we would
also know who will be the new
student is that okie

_JENO_EYESMILEBOY__
i am okay with it we will
start tomorrow at my house
I will give you the address
afterwards bye

NANA__JAEMIN
ok sure bye

wow he is different well who could be that third student I wanna know

but why jeno is being good to me I guess it's a trap then I would be beaten up badly

ugh my life then I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth

I put the toothpaste on my toothbrush

after few mins I finished brushing then I remembered I ate a lot yesterday cuz I was really hungry

I washed my face then put the toothbrush inside my mouth

It went deep inside my mouth then I threw everything

it was horrible the feeling is horrible but I am used to it

I have to be good for the world well I could not be beautiful atleast I could have a thin body

after finishing throwing up I washed my mouth

then the door bell rang

"who the hell would be here"

i went towards the door then I opened the door

I saw a boy he was smaller in height than me

he was BEAUTIFUL wow how could someone be this gorgeous

he is just as beautiful as jeno

wait why am I thinking about jeno

"um excuse me sorry if I am being rude who are you"

"oh h-hi my name is renjun and i recently moved here"

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hello my loves I am so sorry for the wait it's just that I am being really busy

you will expectslow updates from this book

and turn back time is such a fucking bop I love that song

I love you all and take care

byee💖💖💖💖