mandarin:bold
korean: normal
renjun is in China so the talking is in mandarin and this chapter is mainly about renjun after this part the main story will start from the next chapter

renjun POV

I woke up at 4 am with a lot of pain

they beat me up really bad yesterday ugh my stomach hurts

why with the rings mom hit me it really hurts

I stood up but immediately fell down

great I have difficulty in standing up how the hell I will walk to school

I then took a deep breath and stood up again

wow it hurted so much

then I started scratching my legs it reduces the pain but it is still bad

i was limping bad but I went outside and saw nobody was there

"great mom and dad are not here"

i was limping and then went to the bathroom

i opened my clothes and saw my reflection in the mirror

obviously it's full of bruises and cuts what will u expect

some are dried many are fresh

"these will never fade"

if they fade then new ones come

then I head into the shower

the moment I turned on the shower I fell down

"my legs can't support me now" I chuckled bitterly and then tears formed in my eyes

the water was really hot and it was peeling my skin but I found that relaxing cuz the pain is still less then the pain given by my parents

after a few mins when I finished showering I stood up

i was still limping then I took a pair of jeans and a huge hoddie

I wore it and then took my bag and went to school

after a few mins

i arrived at school and saw my friend as well as classmate yangyang

gosh he should not know this I was limping but no one noticed and I was walking as normally as possible

"hii renjunnie" he said

"hi" I replied

"how are you renjunnie" he asked

"i am okay"

no I am not okay but I can't say it

"hey I am going to class now"

i turned around and started walking I completely forgot that I have a limp

"dude oh my gosh why are you limping are you alright" he asked

shit he knew well renjun lie

"y-yeah I-I am f-fi-fine"

u idiot did u really have to shutter ugh shit he will know it

"seriously you are not at all a good liar today you have to explain everyone no lying we want to help you lil bro" he said

i stayed silent and just nodded I am so scared to tell them only kun and winwin hyung knows about it

will they think about me differently

with these thoughts I went to class first period was math ehh it's okie but I still hate it

i only like art and literature

i came to the class and sat on the bench

i put on my headphones and listened to music

then our teacher ms song arrived i removed my headphones and concentrated in the class

after the class
at lunchtime ( I am really lazy)

okie now it's lunchtime also my nightmare I have to tell everyone about it

ah shit I am so scared will they judge me

well winwin and kun didn't so i guess they will not too

can they help me I could ask for their help

i went to the cafeteria and saw them

i went to that table

"hi"

"hey" they all replied

great I am really scared

"let's go to the roof okay" xiaojun said

i nodded then we went to the roof

we reached the roof and great I was limping the whole way

we arrived the roof and we all sat down

there was an awkward silence (caw caw caw) which was not at all comfortable

"so how are you guys" I said breaking the silence

"we are fine how are YOU renjun-ge" chenle said

"me I-I am f-fi-fine"

well I am really a terrible liar I should learn how to

"no you are not at all fine bro yangyang told me that he saw u were limping in the morning plus you were also limping while going to the roof pls tell us we care about you we can at least help you" xiaojun said

then tears started forming in my eyes I really don't wanna cry but at the same time I wanna cry

but I let my tears out I started crying

i dropped in my knees and started crying really bad

then someone hugged me I looked up and saw hendery ge hugging me

"renjun it's fine don't cry whatever it is it's gonna be alright" he said

"n-no i-it-it's not go-gonna b-be fine I-I thought it was gonna be b-but it d-didn't h-ha-happen"

i cried for a few mins we stopped hugging each other and I wiped my tears

"uh I am sorry to make a scene"

"really why you apologizing bro for crying really I am older than u and I cry like a baby" lucas said

"well finally he accepted he cries like a baby" winwin said

"anyways renjun-ge u need to say why you were limping I am really worried maybe we could help you" hendery said

"re-really you will he-help me"

"yes renjunnie we definitely will" lucas said

"I don't know how to start this but I guess I should get straight to the point that thing is that my parents are really horrible people they a-abuse m-me and that is the reason I was limping they h-hit m-me really hard yesterday cuz I got an A in math not because they want me to improve but they just wanted a reason to abuse me well that was the reason they made me to abuse why I have to suffer this do I de-deserve i-it"

then again I broke down in tears

then lucas hugged me really tight and then one by one they hugged me but not that tightly cuz if they did I would die

"ey renjunnie you never deserve it why would they abuse you it is such a stupid thing to do you always deserve happiness and all good things and if you want I am ready to murder them plus who abuses when someone gets at math and others are A+ my parents throw a party when I get a C" ten said

i laughed at his statement

"so can you guys help me like do not need to fight with my parents,just......love me"

"so we never loved you or what I am really sad injun that u thought we don't love you" winwin said

"you know what I meant if I want hugs can u give me"

"wait you were the one who was always refusing our hugs why you need it now" lucas said

"um um I was kinda scared before"

"no need to be scared injunnie it's fine I told you it would be better if u you would have told them" kun spoke

"yea it would have definitely been better" winwin added

"wait you told them and not us I hate you injunnie for that" ten says and fake cries

"wait I have an idea so next month we are going to graduate so we all are going to korea we could take renjun with us I know awsome idea cuz I made it" yangyang said

"my parents won't let me allow to go to your houses cuz they can't beat me korea out of the league"

"aish u kid we are gonna sneak you to korea" yangyang said

"how we gonna do it plus I am older than u"

"next month me and yangyang were about to go to korea just after graduation but bow we will take you with us" winwin said

"won't that be risky plus I need my clothes and stuff"

"really bro getting abused is way worse than running away and forget about clothes you will wear ours then we will buy new clothes" yangyang said

"okie but I just want my parents to go to jail and nothing"

"well you have some proof with you" hendery asked

"well....yea once my parents beat me and the video was accidentally recorded"

"good give me that and I will give to the police then we will say you went to korea because it was getting worse, this will be okay" lucas said

"thank you so much guys"

"no need to thank us but just wait for a month after that your life will be good" ten said

"i love you guys thank you thank you"

then we all hugged

well just a month then my whole life is going to change hope I will make new friends

well it's gonna be an long ass ride

all the best to my new life it should be better than this hell

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hiiii how are you all doing

I hope yall are washing ur hands and stuff

and I know this situation is bad and one thing

"BLACK LIVES MATTER"✊🏿✊🏿

i really feel bad that america is like this when I was small I knew that america has people of all races,casts, colours and they live peacefully

but I am wrong now

no colour,race or anything should be discriminated or treated badly after all we all are humans

and about twice more and more it's a bop

the concept, line distribution, outfits, choreography, vocals,rap everything 💖💖

and I know I am late but

"HAPPY PRIDE MONTH"🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

it's the fav time of the month the only reason I love the month june is because of this

and everyone pls be careful of pride fall

anyways I love you 💖💖💖💖💖