"Would you hand me the glass please?" Michael leaned over to me and extended his arm. We were lying outside on towels in the grass by the pool.

I handed Michael the glass of ice water and he gulped down the whole thing. "Ahhh, wonderful. I think I need another one."

" No, come here Michael" I smiled and held his wrist. I was wearing my bathing suite, just enjoying the hot weather. Michael wore a bathing suit and a white T-shirt.

"Girl, you know I can't" Michael made a pouty face. "I can't stay in the sun for that long. And it's really hot on top of that" He chuckled and wiped his forehead with the back of his hand.

"I know...but not even for a few more minutes?" I pleaded and looked him deep in the eyes, turning around on my stomach to look at him.

"Alright, I can't resist that look on your face" Michael smirked and his eyes travelled over my body.

"You look beautiful in your bikini" Michael smiled and stroked over my arm with his large hand. "My pretty girlfriend" He whispered and then bent down, putting little, tiny kisses on my stomach. I lay down in the grass and giggled.

"That tickles Michael" I said and roamed my fingers through his hair. Michael looked up at me and smiled widely, then put his leg over my hips and straddled me.

"Hey" I laughed and quickly held on to his arms that were placed next to my head. He bent down and kissed me passionately.

"Don't tickle me now" I said and kissed his lips lightly.

"Are you scared?" He laughed and sat down on my hips. I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"You're stronger than me" I chuckled and played with his big hand in mine. "I love your short hair baby" I added and extended my arm to brush through his curls.

"Nah, hold on" He said with a big smile on his face and held my hands. "Now it's my turn for once, since I'm laying here in the sun with you, I want a reward."

"Just take off your shirt, please" I whispered and made puppy eyes, tugging on his shirt.

"Alright" He said and slowly pulled his T-shirt over his head, now only wearing his bathing suit. I bit my lip and run my fingers over his toned body

"Hmmm you're so beautiful Michael" I smiled as he bent over me again.

"And you look very hot in this little bikini, you can't even imagine" He smiled cheekily and started to kiss all over my chest before slowly moving my bikini top a little with his finger.

I looked into his brown eyes and just smiled. "What if your staff sees us?" I whispered and run my finger down the middle of his chest to his belly button.

"hmm, they won't" He said with a deep voice as he slid the straps of my bikini down my shoulders. "I told them to give us some privacy this afternoon."

"So you planned this" I smiled as he threw my bikini top to the side. I wrapped my arms around his neck and just looked into his dreamy eyes.

"No" He just smirked. "But I felt like something could happen when you're just wearing this tiny bikini." He caressed my chest with light touches and kissed my neck, while his hand slid along the side of my body. "I love you" He whispered in between kisses.

"Love you too" I brought out and held the sides of his body while he kissed me.

"There's nothing better than lying here with my beautiful girlfriend" He smirked.

"Couldn't be better being stroked all over by the handsome Michael Jackson" I giggled and run my fingers though his short curls. He chuckled and traced along my jawline before kissing me again.

"I should really get in the shade now" He sighed and got down from my hips.

"But Mike...it would be so wonderful lying here now, with you, in the sun" I said. It was the first time that his skin disorder annoyed me a little. It was never the discoloration of his skin that he was sometimes embarrassed about, or how sensitive his skin was to touch, but right now...that he couldn't lay there with me made me feel a little sad.

I put on my bikini top again and he looked at me. "You're so beautiful" he whispered and touched my arm.

"Susan I..."He began but stopped talking, staring into the pool.

"huh?" I asked and stroked down his back, he had little swear drops on it.

"I'm sorry" He said a little sat. I shook my head and I quickly sat in front of him. "What are you sorry for?" I asked.

Michael took a deep breath. "It's always because of me... I am the strange one. I'm the one that destroys beautiful moments. Either because of my skin disorder or my fame, the jealousy of other people or my money"

"Hey, you didn't destroy anything baby" I shook my head and looked deep into his eyes.

"I could tell you tons of moments I destroyed" Michael swallowed and took my hands in his. "I can't even lay here with you in the sun, like a normal person would. Not even that! I have this weird past with Lisa that totally messed me up. Then, you have to live with me, totally secluded and you have to keep us a secret."

"Shhh, Michael, that isn't important to me. What's important is that I can be with you. You mean the world to me Michael" I said and smiled at him. "Look at how beautiful we have it here. You need to understand that...being with you is the most amazing thing that's happened to me. You're special, but in a good way. " I said and stroked his hair. "Got that?" I raised my eyebrows and giggled.

"And what Lisa did might have messed you up, but you're getting better. You know I don't mind it when you're a little shy, don't be ashamed for that. I love you; that is YOU. I couldn't imagine a Michael that wants to spank me or something crazy like that." I laughed and Michael chuckled too.

"haha girl" He smiled and looked at me with eyes full of love.

"Well, we should go inside now, it's getting really sunny and I don't want you to get burned" I whispered and stood up, pulling him with me. "We can also have some fun inside, no worries"

Later that day I went outside to get my clothes I had left there, and bumped into Kate, an assistant.

"Hey Susan. Listen, now that you're here. I think I should tell you something, well I shouldn't, but I think...oh whatever, it's about Michael" She nodded to the house.

"What about him?" I said and sat down next to her in the grass.

"He's a little concerned" She said and looked around if he was anywhere near. "You know, he talks about it sometimes to me."

"What's he concerned about?" I asked.

"Uh, I'll tell you this much, mainly, he is worried that you're not as happy with him as you could be. I know it's irrational, but that's just what's going on in his mind. I think he's just worried to lose you again. He think's he's not enough for you...I know you don't think that way Susan, don't get me wrong. But Michael always tells me that he is sure you would enjoy a normal life more than here."

"Oh god, that's crazy. He was talking about that today too." I sighed.

"You know, I've worked for many years with Michael, let's see...I think this is my 6th yeah. And if it's one thing I've learned about him it's that he loves to be reassured. It's like, he can't quite believe when he's doing something great, unless he gets a lot of praise for it. Like his performances for example, he's never satisfied, until people tell him afterwards how great it was."

"Hmmm" I nodded. "I think I know what you mean. I'll really show him that I love it with him. Thank you so much Kate"

I was on a new mission. If Michael really wasn't sure if I enjoyed life with him enough, it was all in his head. I had the best time living at Neverland and being his girlfriend. I just had to show him even more and maybe, he would believe that he was the best boyfriend and fiancé.

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