This morning I woke up, still lying on top of Michael. He had his head turned to the side and his curly hair was spread out on the pillow around him. I slowly opened my eyes and smiled when I saw him, he looked so adorable when he was asleep. His arms were still wrapped around me, his breaths going slow.

Michael was always sleeping in and I never woke him up, I knew he needed his rest. I sat up slowly, wanting to kiss him right then and there, but I fought it off. There was plenty of time to do that later in the day.

I gently put the blanket over him again, then went downstairs. After a quick shower and doing my hair in our bathroom I went downstairs and ate breakfast. Suddenly I noticed a note in the fruit bowl and I quickly read it.

Good morning baby

Susan, come upstairs at exactly 12, not earlier.

I have a surprise for you ( and I think it will be one for me too)

After last night, I think I just need to get over myself.

I trust you

Love, Michael

I read the note again and again. I had an idea what he could mean by it, but I wasn't really sure. I looked at the clock and saw that it was about time to go upstairs and my heart suddenly beat faster. I slowly walked up the stairs and opened the door a little.

"Susan? Is that you?" I heard his sweet voice inside.

"Yes" I let out and stepped into the door. Michael was lying on the bed, wearing nothing but boxers and he had a cheeky smile on his face. I bit my lips and eyed him up and down.

His feet were handcuffed to the end of the bed and he had even put handcuffs on his wrists.

I came closer to him, sat down on the bed and touched his belly. "Wow..." I let out.

"Would you tie these to the headboard?" Michael asked and put his wrists into my lap.

"Are you sure about this?" I asked, a little concerned.

"Yes, please do it. " He said and I did as he told me. I put the cuffs right on the edges of the bed so his arms lay comfortably on the mattress.

"I want to lose control" Michael smirked. " and I'll let you do anything you wish" he added.

I smiled and hopped on the bed. "Really? Everything" I raised my eyebrows and my lips curled up into a smile.

He nodded. "Anything you want to do to me" He said and smiled. It was a genuine smile and I saw a hint of desire in his eyes. Maybe I had woken up something in him last night. "You overcome fears by doing exactly what you are afraid to do" Michael said. "And I know for a fact that, with you, it can only get better."

"Aww Michael" I wrapped my arms around his neck. "You are right, and you are not going to regret this, I promise."

"But...I just want to warn you. I'm sure I will, tell you to stop at some point because...of the flashbacks and, because I think I can't take it. But that just in that moment, so now I know that I CAN take it. So when I say that, don't listen to me. I promised myself to tell you this. I don't want you to give in to my pleads. Stop means go on today, alright?"

"Stop means go on" I repeated. "So, no safe word?"

Michael thought for a while and I saw him getting nervous.

"No, no safe word. So start now, I'm getting so jittery." He smirked nervously and bit his lip. I nodded and put a kiss on his lips. "All secure?" I asked and Michael tugged at the cuffs on his wrists and ankles. "Mhm" He nodded and closed his eyes.

"So, here we go...enjoy your trip to paradise" Is smiled and run my fingers up and down his chest. Then I straddled him, sitting right on his pelvis. "Ohh, so you're really ready" I giggled as I felt the bulge in his boxers. He just chuckled a little, I knew he was nervous.

I slowly put kisses down his neck into the little V and stroked up his arms that were stretched behind him. He turned his neck so I could kiss him more and sucked in air from the arousing feeling. My kisses travelled down his chest and I run my fingertips teasingly down the inside of his upper arm while swirling my tongue around his hard nipple

"UHHH GOD" He let out and clenched his teeth, while pulling at the cuffs out of pleasure.

"Are you enjoying yourself?" I smirked and looked at his face, he was panting, but smirking widely. "Let me go get something"

I quickly went downstairs and came back into the room with a box of ice cream.

"Susan, what are you doing?" He asked and I quickly hid it behind my back.

"I'm back. So from now on it counts, I won't listen if you say stop, or wait or any of that ok? Just how you wanted it"

Michael took a deep breath. "Yes, now it starts"

"Game on" I smirked. "Now there's no more stop"

"Stop, Susan wait" Michael quickly said, testing me as I walked over to the bed. I just shook my head and smirked. Michael bit his lip nervously.

I shower him the ice cream boy in my hand. He looked at me a bit confused as I sat on his lap with it.

"What's this for?" He asked and nervously fidgeted with the cuffs around his wrists. I didn't answer, I just took some ice cream out of the box with my index finger and licked it off. Then suddenly, I pretended the ice cream box fell out of my hands and it all landed on Michael's chest.

"Oops, sorry "I winked at him and began to distribute the ice cream on his chest.

"What are you doing?" Michael let out and his nipples were already hard from my touches.

"What a mess, what am I gonna do with you now?" I smiled and licked my lips. As he saw that he inhaled sharply.

"Susan...Susan wait a moment" He said and tried backing up, but he was held back by the cuffs. I kind of felt bad for him, but like he had told me, I didn't listen to him. I bent down towards his chest and Michael tugged on the handcuffs.

"Susan, please just a moment" He whimpered. I knew he was nervous, but the more he was going to wait and think about it, the more he would overthink and make himself even more nervous. I just wanted him to have fun, enjoy the feeling, without thinking weather it was dirty.

I licked some of the ice cream off of his chest and as I moved my tongue around his nipples he made fists with his hands and let out a moan. I smiled - I knew he would love the feeling.

"You see Michael, you're starting to like it. Now you're really gonna get it" I teased him as all the ice cream was licked away from his chest. I sat back on his thighs and was just about to pull down his boxers.

"Oh...you go on that quickly?" Michael whispered nervously and lifted his head. I looked up and suddenly I noticed something standing in the corner of the room – a feather duster, for removing dust from the walls but...I had other plans of course.

"You're right, I have another idea" I took the feather duster and sat on his lap again. Michael stared at me, his chest going up and down from his heavy breaths.

"And...what's this for?" he whispered.

"Hmm...I feel like you're not completely relaxed, you seem evry tense" I said and he just gulped. Suddenly I began moving the feather duster over his body, teasing his sensitive skin.

"MMmhmmhmhm" Michael began to laugh, it tickled him of course, and he moved his body as much as he could.

"hahaha Susan, that's MEAN" He brought out as I swiped it over his armpits. He tugged at the cuffs, causing a metal sound. I laughed so hard, nearly falling from his lap because he moved his body so quickly. I moved the feather duster slowly down his belly.

"Uhhhhh...Susan" Michael brought out as the tickling feather duster reached his boxers and he lifted his head up as far as possible. I smiled and him and slowly lifted the fabric of his boxers by the rim.

"NO! OH GOD NO!" Michael wrapped his fingers around the metal chain of the cuffs, as if holding on for dear life. Michael pressed his lips together as I slowly moved the feather duster down over his belly and lifted the fabric above his intimate zone more. Then I pushed the feather duster under it. Michael let his head fall back into the pillow and opened his mouth, letting out a loud groan, his hips twitched.

"You like that, hmmm?" I bent over him while pushing the feather duster a little further, turning it around inside his boxers so the feathers caressed his manhood teasingly. He shut his eyes and let out whimpering sounds in pleasure – he could not answer me.

"Please...uh ple- uh Uhhh" He let out high pitched moans, throwing his head from side to side, his curls spreading out on the pillow. I kept twisting the feather duster inside his boxers, then slid one hand down and run my fingertips over his bulge.

"Uh Su – uh ahh god uh" he moaned and furrowed his eyebrows. "Damn uh, quit it, uh god" I felt a shudder go down his body. I rubbed him teasingly through the boxers.

"You love it don't you" I bent down and whispered in his ear, feeling the outline of his balls with the tips of my fingers while pushing the feather duster up and down in his boxers, making sure I got every inch of his sensitive skin down there tickled.

"Uhmph, yeah, I uh - do but uh...god uh" He panted and breathed heavily. I smiled, I had him right where I wanted him. I pulled the feather duster out of his underwear and threw it to the ground. His manhood was pressing so hard against his white boxers now.

"I'm sorry about that" I chuckled and slid my fingertips over the outline out his manhood. Michael took a sharp breath.

"Sooo Michael" I sat up and looked at him, he was panting and holding on to the cuffs for dear life. "That was fun, wasn't it. You look less tense now, but now I'll really blow your mind" I whispered and he opened his mouth, but he didn't say word. He knew he couldn't stop me now – just like he had wanted.

"Just let me take off your boxers" I said and slid them down his legs, his manhood stood straight up.

"Gosh" Michael let out and turned his head to the side. I sat back on his thighs and put a kiss on his stomach.

"Susan what are you...gonna do?" He let out. I didn't answer, I just put kisses further and furher down his body.

"Susan, you're really close" He brought up and I smiled. "I'm gonna go closer Mike" I teased him and he tugged on the handcuffs.

"Oh Susan...I know I told you you shouldn't listen to me but PLEASE, just get me out of the cuffs, PLEASE" I begged and moved his hips.

I shook my head no and run my fingers down his V to his manhood. He pressed his lips together hard as I took his teased manhood in my hands.

"Please baby uh..uh god" He moved his head in the pillow. "I can't take this, you HAVE TO stop gosh" I felt his manhood growing even harder only from my hands around him.

"Michael, you know I'm gonna finish this, even if you beg" I took a little towel and showed it to him. "Are you silent now? I can keep you silent with this if not " I just wanted him to concentrate on the pleasure and not try and convince me.

He nodded and I continued kissing his stomach further and further down while rubbing him down there. He lifted his hips up from the mattress from excitement.

"Ahhhh .... Susan" He groaned and I saw pre-cum oozing down his member. I knew he enjoyed himself. I slipped my thumb over his tip and drew circles around it.

"SUSAN UH GOD, that's...uh too much please" He let out between grunts and sighs. He twitched as I kissed his tip and wrapped my lips around it. I began sucking on his tip and he pulled so hard on the handcuffs that his back lifted off of the matress.

"Oh Susan...oh god Susan uh...hhhhhh, I can't handle this, I CAN'T" He grunted. I let go and took the towel again. As he saw it gasped and tried to back away.

"Oh no Susan, don't do this to me don't pleas! I'll keep silent!" he said. I tested him and run my fingers down the quivering muscles of his belly.

"No-uh" He let out. I shook my head. He wouldn't stop. I wrapped the towel around his mouth and fastened it. Michael didn't say a word, he just closed his eyes. I began tickling his beautiful balls and Michael pushed his hips up in the air.

"HMMPH " He moaned into the towel. I took his whole member in my mouth while running my fingers over his inner thighs. I kept sucking until he stopped tugging at the cuffs. His whole body seemed to prepare for release. I wrapped my fingers around his manhood and rocked it in my hands. With a loud grunt he came. His eyes rolled to the back of his head and his jaw dropped down.

I smirked. I had never seen him in so much pleasure. I unfastened the towel and he panted for a good minute. As he slowly opened his eyes I smiled at him and he grinned back.

"Should I open them?" I motioned to the cuffs and he nodded slowly, swallowing. I carefully freed his hands from the cuffs and he just kept lying there like that, he was so exhausted.

"Oh my god" he finally let out.

"What?" I smirked.

"Wow" he chuckled and sat up, running his fingers through his curls. "I never though....gosh, what have you done to me" he chuckled and put his hand on his sweaty forehead. "I never imagined it like - I couldn't know"

"Shhh" I stroked his arm and put the blanket over his body. "Did it feel good?"

"Oh my GOD YES" He brought out with the widest smile. "Susan, come here" He pulled me into his arms and kissed me passionately. He was wild, he grip was strong, like never before. We lay down next to each other and Michael couldn't take his eyes off of me. "I love you" He said and held my hand tightly.