I sat on the bed next to Michael, who lay on the bed, his arms stretched behind his head. I still couldn't believe it; he had just told me I should tie him to the bed! I couldn't believe that he wanted to try this with me despite the terrible experiences he had gone though with Lisa.

"So, will you do it?" He said with a faint smile on his face.

"If you're really sure about it" I touched his wrists.

"I think I am. I have to get over it" he closed his eyes and I straddled him. I took a deep breath, before I wrapped the handcuffs around the bedrails and closed them around his wrists. I couldn't help but smirk. He was totally at my mercy now.

I touched his left upper arm and run my fingers over his soft skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps behind. Michael turned his head to the side and watched what I was doing with my hand, he seemed a little skeptic. He watched every move my fingers made, just wanting a little control over the situation.

I run my fingers and down his arms and he followed with his eyes. I grinned as I saw that and he asked "why are you smiling?"

"You're watching what I'm doing to you" I giggled and he smiled and bit his lip. "I just feel better, seeing what you're doing" He whispered and watched my fingers that tickled his armpit. "hahaha, stop" He let out and tugged at the handcuffs, stretching his body as far away from my hand as possible. "Susan stop" He giggled and I did.

"So you want control over what I do?" I asked and he nodded.

"And what if I do it like....this" I run my fingers with one hand over his right, with the other over his left arm. Michael turned his head to the right side and the next moment to the left. He couldn't see both arms and what I was doing at the same time and I saw something like panic in his eyes.

"Uhhh" Michael breathed out and moved his body. "I... that doesn't feel right, Susan please stop" He tugged at the cuffs. "I don't like that" He pulled at the handcuffs and stretched his body, trying to stop me.

"But Michael...do you think I would ever do something to you that you don't enjoy – I mean, trust me, I won't do anything you're not ready for. Just relax and let me do." I put a kiss on his lips.

"Alright..." He swallowed. "But don't tickle, I can't take that" He grinned.

"Ok, I promise...now close your eyes"

"But"

"Shhh...relax" I whispered and he closed his eyes. I began stroking his chest with my index finger and drew circles around his nipples. I always kept my eyes on his gorgeous body, biting my lips from the amazing view. Suddenly I touched his belly and he jumped a little and opened his eyes.

"BUH!" I exclaimed and we both giggled. I sat down next to him and lifted the blanket off of his legs and threw it to the floor.

"What are you going to do now?" he whispered. I looked into his eyes and he swallowed, looking down at himself.

"You'll see. I'll make you feel better than ever before" I smiled. "But, you have to do what I say, ok? Don't be shy, you know you can trust me" I said and he nodded.

I sat down between his legs, gently stroking his thighs. "Here we go" I smiled and Michael lifted his head up from the pillow and looked at me.

"No, Michael...try to relax now. Close your eyes and lay back" I said and he did.

"Good, now spread your legs apart" I whispered and touched his inner thighs. He lifted his head up again. "Michael!" I said a bit disappointed and shook my head.

"Susan...I don't know..." He was still unsure. But I didn't want to give in, I knew I could make him feel good if he would just relax. I crawled on top of his chest and lay on it, gently playing with his sparse chest hair.

"Michael, did I ever hurt you?" I asked.

"No you didn't Susan" He smiled a bit.

"Did I ever do something to you that you didn't like or didn't want?" I asked and circled his nipples with my index fingers. He closed his eyes.

"No..." He sighed and shifted a bit on the bed, away from my touches. I sat up and he looked straight into my eyes.

"Why do you keep moving your body even if I do things like this" I said and caressed his neck gently. "Doesn't it feel good?"

"It does, it's just...I don't know..I feel if you would do more, like ...down there"

"What would be then?" I asked. "Michael, believe me, it will only feel so much better. You love me, I love you. You won't feel bad after it I promise you."

Michael smiled. "You're so sweet" He bit his lip. "I just, feel like it would be too much for me."

"Michael...I think you would really enjoy it. That "too much" you're afraid of you can't handle, you're supposed to let loose, enjoy your orga-"

"Shhh Susan" Michael interrupted me and giggled as he realized what I meant. "Don't talk like that" he smiled.

"Alright, just let me do this to you ONCE and then you can tell me whether you like it or not."

"Well...alright" He sighted and bit his lip.

"But Michael, I know you will say stop again and turn away. And so I can never show you how good you'll feel"

"Susan..." He shook his head and gulped. "I...I'm just not a person like that...I never really let anyone take control over me like this" he sighted. "Especially after...Lisa"

"But I thought you trusted me?" I said a bit sad. I just wanted to show him that he could let loose with me and not be afraid anymore.

"Susan, look at me. I'm lying in front of you in handcuffs, I DO trust you. I wouldn't do that with anyone else" He chuckled, tugging at the cuffs in demonstration. He both giggled and I stroked his arms slowly.

"Well...If you trust me that much" I said and touched his chest, staring into his eyes. "I have an idea, a little trust test. " I smiled and drew circles around his nipples.

"What will you do...I mean, what kind of test?"

"I was thinking, since you're still moving too much away from me, without JUST enjoying yourself" I began and opened the drawer of the nightstand, pulling out two more pairs of handcuffs. Michael's eyes widened and he gulped.

"I'll also secure your feet" I said and he let out a nervous sigh.

"Susan...why? I'm so uncomfortable with that, I had really bad experiences with it"

"Because" I said and stroked his legs – he shivered and moved his legs to the side. "of this. You don't let me do. And I can make you feel so good, but you are still scared of the past baby"

"But we already...did it once and you DID make me feel amazing Susan" he smiled. "And now this...that's really...dirty" he whispered the last word and blushed. "I'm embarrassed" He added and chuckled.

"Oh Michael" I smirked and laid my head on his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck. "I love you so much, you're so sweet" I put a peck and his lips and we both looked into each other eyes and smiled. Then I opened the cuffs around his wrists, I knew I couldn't do this to him if he didn't feel save. Under no circumstances.

Michael smiled and sat up, holding me in his arms. "Susan...I'm really just a control freak..but, you know perhaps, I'll give it a try some other time. I'm sorry baby, I'm just really sensitive" He snuggled me close to him

I smiled – I knew that. I touched his stomach and he winced. "You see" he exclaimed and we both giggled. He dimmed the light and we lay down, pulling the blanket over his. I was still on top of him and he wrapped his arms around me, letting me feel his warmth.

"good night baby" He whispered.

"Good night my sensitive baby" I giggled and run my fingers along the sides of his naked upper body. " Try to relax a little, you can trust me – I'll treat you just right"

He smiled and took my hand in his big warm one so I couldn't tease him more. We intertwined our fingers and I lay my head on his bare chest. I loved this man, I loved him from the bottom of my heart.

I didn't know that Michael was planning right that second that he was going to try and trust me with him again, just the next day....