Hello darkness my friend, oh would you always remain in my side until I found the light that I've been looking for all these years. you came when I've been bullied and felt like all my hopes and dreams crash, you came when my family starts falling apart little by little, you came when I start to think myself as useless and not good enough at something no matter how hard I try and all those pressures life has sent me. Yes I am afraid of you but I always hide in your presence and you always come anyways even if I don't need you to come here... I don't need you to make me feel like I'm the most horrible person on earth, I don't need you to place all the heavy burden I've been carrying with me all these years. I feel like as if you're mocking me in the distance hoping to break me. Heh! As if I'm gonna give in to all your mockings I've already stood up for myself and I'm gonna try to be strong because that's all I've been believing all this time since I was little, to me you were just a distraction and could ruin my mental state and a part of my humanity and could make me feel lonely in this world and could bring all my fears... now that I think about it, it only brings me negative feelings and question things in life.

-lost girl.

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