"I need you, please love me."

°•°♡°•°

I watched her climb onto the bed, my eyes going wide as I looked at her backside propped up in the air, her head and chest resting on the pillows she had reached for.

It wasn't that I'd never experienced this position before, in fact, we'd already had sex in this position, when we were still 'friends with benefits'. But I wouldn't lie, I was surprised to see her now, just move herself into place and calmly wait.

I heard her say my name, and my eyes darted to hers.

"I need you, please love me."

I was already hard, the simple act of undressing her having helped that process along.

I stepped closer to her, my hand sliding up the outside of her thigh until it rested on the smooth skin of her ass. My other hand had wrapped around my cock, holding it as I moved the tip to her already wet entrance, sliding it up and down, teasing her.

She moaned, pushing herself back in an attempt to help me enter her, but I pulled away, wanting to tease her a bit more, make her beg for me to take her.

I leaned down, pressing kisses to her back, my hand sliding around to fondle her breasts, causing her to lift herself a bit to give me better access.

Her head fell back, tilting to one side, and I kissed my way up to the side of her neck, sucking and nibbling, leaving a dark purple mark just below her ear. She moaned brokenly as I rolled her nipple between my thumb and index finger.

I took her earlobe in my teeth, biting it gently, then sucking it into my mouth before releasing it to whisper into her ear.

"Tell me what you want, baby."

Her breathing quickened as my hand moved down over the bump of her belly, lower, until my fingers slid between her legs, sliding into her wetness, finding her clit and rubbing it lightly.

Her body moved in response to my touch, her hips tilting forward and back as she ached for more.

"Tell me baby, I'm waiting to hear you say it."

"I want...you. I want you...inside me, now...please Tae, now."

My cock ached, precum oozing from the tip as I gripped her hip with one hand, the other guiding it to her, pushing into her wetness, hearing her moan of satisfaction as I filled her, my pelvis finally coming to rest against her ass.

I stayed there, my head falling back, eyes closed, not moving, and it was blissful torture, feeling her hot, wet, and tight around my rock hard cock, making me want to pound into her roughly. But I wouldn't be doing that. I wanted to go slow, take my time.

I didn't want to fuck her, I wanted to make love to her.

This was no longer a friends with benefits arrangement. This was the woman I loved. The woman who was having my baby. The woman I was going to marry.

This was the woman I would gladly commit the rest of my life to, the woman I was going to commit the rest of my life to. There would never be anyone else.

This was the woman I was going to lose.

I closed my eyes, trying not to think about that. I just wanted to love her.

I moved my hands along her skin, wanting to touch her everywhere, touching her back, her sides, her shoulders. I ran my hands down her body, stopping to slide them around to her belly, just simply resting my hands there, then moving to her hips. Once there, I held her gently, moving slowly, making love to her.

It took a lot of effort, but at the same time, it didn't. I hated to admit it, but I'd never made love to anyone before. I'd fucked plenty of girls, but no one had ever been special enough for me to make love to.

Soo Ah was.

I could hear her breathy moans, and I noticed that she had again rested her upper body on the pillows. Her fingers curled into the sheets, and her head occasionally turned from one side to the other.

I pumped my hips slowly, hoping I wasn't hurting her. I closed my eyes, realizing that this kind of thing probably wouldn't happen many more times, if at all. Just because it was okay, didn't mean she'd feel up to it.

"Taehyung...go faster...p...please, faster."

I swallowed, picking up my pace. If she wanted me to go faster, I'd go faster. I had to trust that she would let me know If I was hurting her, or if I needed to stop.

I heard her small sounds of approval, and it reassured me that she was okay, so I gripped her hips a little tighter, knowing I was close, and hoping she was too because I didn't know how much longer I could last.

Less than a minute later, she moaned in pleasure, her hands flattening against the sheets, then curling tightly into fists again. I pumped my hips, right at the edge, trying not to dig my fingers too tightly into her flesh. She squeezed her walls around me, and I came with a grunt, pulling her tight against me as I shot into her.

I held her there, my cock pulsing and twitching inside her, my teeth clenched, finally moving a bit to prolong the pleasure a little longer.

Her arms were sprawled out in front of her, and eventually I pulled out, holding her hips as she turned to fall to her side. She was breathing heavily, and she opened her eyes, glancing at me with a smile on her face.

"You have to stop worrying about hurting me. You're not going to. And if by some chance you were hurting me, or something didn't feel right, I would tell you."

I quirked one corner of my mouth up, moving to lay next to her, facing her.

"You can't blame me for being worried."

"I'm not blaming you. I'm just telling you not to."

I smiled at her.

"I'm not sure I liked that position though."

She raised a brow at me.

"Really? You didn't seem to mind it last time." She said with a smirk.

I gave her a crooked smile.

"That was...different. We were just friends. "

"Fair enough. So, why don't you like it now?"

"I can't see your face. I like looking at you, and seeing your reaction to what I'm doing to you."

She cocked her head to the side, her lips pouting in thought.

"I don't know for sure how we could manage something like that. The bed is too low, or I could lay at the end with my legs up on your shoulders, or just out to the side."

"The kitchen table would work." I said, half serious.

Her eyes widened, then she smiled.

"The kitchen table? Where you eat?"

I shrugged. "Why not. We could throw a blanket over it, put a pillow under your hips. Besides, I don't always eat there anyway, most of the time I sit on the couch."

She shook her head, the smile getting bigger.

"Okay then, next time we're trying the kitchen table."

She wiggled closer to me, and I pulled her into my arms, praying like hell that there would be a next time.

"What time are you getting up?"

I inhaled deeply through my nose, letting it out the same way.

"Probably 2am. I'm not sure what orders I have for tomorrow. I don't want to take any chances of not being done in time to go with you to your appointment."

"Well then we should sleep."

"I need to set an alarm on my phone first."

I turned to grab it, setting the alarm and putting it back, then turning the light off on the nightstand.

She snuggled against me, and I pulled the sheet up, holding her close, pressing my face into her hair, closing my eyes, happy that she was here with me. If I could freeze time right now, I would, in a heartbeat.

☆~☆~☆

{1:45 am}

My alarm went off and I quickly grabbed my phone, silencing it so it didn't wake Soo Ah up. I should have gotten clothes around before I laid down yesterday, but I'd had other things on my mind that had made it not important.

I moved around the dark room, grabbing jeans and a shirt, pulling socks and boxers from the nightstand, and made my way silently to the bathroom.

I showered quickly, towel drying my hair, and knowing I would be sorry when I stepped outside into the cold.

Once dressed I crept down the stairs, not taking the time to do anything except stick my feet in my shoes, and put my coat on. I grabbed my keys off the table, and let myself out the door, making sure it was locked behind me, and started to walk rather quickly towards the shop.

The wind blew, and there were light flurries falling, barely seen in the dim streetlight. My hair felt frozen in a matter of seconds, and I wished I'd grabbed a scarf to at least wrap around my neck.

I was almost jogging by the time I got to the door, my fingers cold as I stuck the key in the lock and turned it, letting myself in and locking it behind me.

I went straight for the kitchen, turning on the oven and rubbing my hands together to try and generate some warmth. I wanted the oven to warm up the kitchen, but I also knew I'd be using the fan to cool everything off so I could get done and get home to Soo Ah as soon as possible.

I checked my orders, not super happy but knowing it could be worse. As I took my coat off and went to hang it, I grabbed the fan and placed it on the counter. I tied my apron around my waist, and started gathering ingredients.

☆~☆~☆

Three and a half hours later I heard Jimin come in, and I waited, knowing he would come back once he saw the cookie jar and display case full already.

I wasn't wrong, the door swinging opened 30 seconds later.

"You've been here for hours already, haven't you?"

I nodded. "Since 2. Soo Ah has a doctors appointment today, and I'm not missing it. I wanted to make sure I got everything done."

His eyes narrowed in concern.

"What time is her appointment?"

"9:30. It's with the baby doctor."

He smiled.

"Well, you aren't missing it, no matter what. How are you doing on orders?"

"I have 4 dozen cookies to go."

"Well then I'm going to leave you alone so you can keep working."

He turned and left, grabbing his apron on the way out, and I continued to drop cookie dough onto the cookie sheet in front of me.

I didn't think I would ever say this, but I couldn't wait for a break from filling orders. I couldn't wait to be able to work from home, and spend all my time with Soo Ah.

☆~☆~☆

Three hours later I was finished, making sure everything was labeled correctly for the two of them for later when the customers came for it.

I had my dishes done, but they weren't put away yet, still drying on rack next to the sink. I would put them away in the morning.

I wasn't taking a chance of being late.

I sent Soo Ah a text, telling her I was leaving work and I'd be there soon, then I untied my apron, hanging it and grabbing my coat, sticking my arms through the sleeves as I pushed the swinging door opened with my back.

"I'm leaving." I called as I headed for the door.

"See ya tomorrow Taehyung."

I waved and stepped outside to a bitter cold windy day. I really wished I'd grabbed my scarf.

I hurried home, letting myself in and standing there for a minute, trying to warm up. Soo Ah looked up from the couch, where she was sitting looking at her phone, Yoshi next to her with his head on her lap.

"Is that all you wore? You're going to get sick you foolish man."

She got up, coming over to me and attempting to wrap her arms around me.

"I didn't know it was so cold out," I said, my teeth nearly chattering.

"It's nearly December. Of course it's cold out."

I nodded. I was just glad it hadn't snowed enough to amount to anything yet.

"Are you about ready to go. I'm calling for a taxi. I hate them, but it's too cold to walk."

"I'm ready. We don't have to leave for another 15 minutes though."

I placed the call, requesting a taxi for 15 minutes from now. I took her hand, and lead her to the couch, sitting and pulling her onto my lap.

"Good, that's 15 minutes I can sit here and hold you."