Alright so I've been wanting to do this song for so long! It's one of my favorite. I hope you like this song as much as I do. :3 enjoy!

Oh my god he's so cute don't you think Emma?

What is "cute"

O M G   Owen asked me out! Can you believe it Em?? My crush asked me out!  I'm soo happy!

What is a "crush"

I like you! Please go out with me!

What is it like to "like" someone?

And why can't I?

Often I am upset, that I cannot fall in love.

That guy was such a jerk!

He cheated on me! I don't understand! why?!

I'm sorry... I don't feel the same

but I guess, this avoids the stress of falling out of it.

Hey do you want to go out for boba later?

Sorry hanging with Liz

Oh... ok

Em: I'm sick

Sash: Oh really? hope you get better. :/

hour later

Sasha posted something! #havingfunwithmynewbestieliz!

Are you tired of me yet, I'm a little sick right now but I swear, when I'm ready I will fly us out of here.

I grab my scissors and put it up to my hair 

I take a deep breath 

I cut my hair

Sash always commented on how pretty it was

I'll hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out here.

I look in the mirror. I am happy with the new me.

I get to school. Before I enter I tell myself 

Turn off your porcelain face. 

I head in the room

Everyone is staring, and

 I can't really think right now in this place.

Everyone's eyes are on me.

There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane.

Lunch time

I lay down on a bench on the roof, exhausted.

I finally made it to lunch, Everyone had so many reactions, mostly laughing at me and whispering behind my back.

I feel someone tap my shoulder.

A girl, my classmate, Allie I think her name was

"Are you dead?" Allie asks.

I shake my head but...

Sometimes I wish I'm dead.

But I don't wanna fall asleep 

just yet

I take some pills

my eyes went dark

i don't know where

my pupils are

I look at my lock screen

A picture of me and Sash, smiling like idiots on the beach.

I turn off my phone and put it down.

But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

At school

As I pass the hallways 

Sash and her new friend group stops me and her friends mock me

"Get a load of this monster"

"he doesn't know how to communicate"

"his mind is in a diffrent place" 

"will everyone please give him a little bit of space" A voice calls out

I turn around, Allie is right behind me, looking a bit pissed.

"get a load of this train wreak" Said another, Sash....

 "his hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet" 

"but little do we know the stars welcome him with open arms" Said Allie. She hooks her arms around mine and drags me away.

She hugs me.

"Don't listen to them. You are imperfectly perfect the way you are" She tells me. All I can say is 

"oh"

"Come on let's go to the new cafe, k?"

time is

Hey guys this is Em, Em these are my friends!

slowly

Omg that party with the gang was so fun right Em?

tracing his face

I like you!...do you like me back?

I like you too Allie

but strangely he feels at home in this place

Mama! Dada!

Ay guys I decided to end on a really happy note.

Hope you enjoyed! Cya in the next one 

bye bye my little potatos